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By R. K. D.
NEV/ YORK :
J. S. OGILVIE PUBLISHING COMPANY,
57 Rose Street.
STEPHEN B, WEEKS
CLASS OF 1886: PH.D THE JOHNS HOPKINS UNIVERSITY
UMVERsmr OF Mm camdliina
TIE WEEKS COLlLECTnON
By R. K. D. i - JUp
(Copyright 1901, by J. S. Ogilvih Publishing Cohfanv.)
All Rights Reserved.
NEW YORK :
J. S. OGILVIE PUBLISHING COMPANY*
57 EosE Street.
TO MY MOTHER,
TO WHOM, UNDER GOD, 1 OWE THE SAFE GUIDANCE OF
MY youth; AND
TO THE MEMORY OF MY DAUGHTER,
who was in CHARACTER A PERFECT MODEL OF MY HEROINE,
THIS LITTLE WORK IS
GRATEFULLY AND LOVINGLY DEDICATED
Reader^ my work is before you ; if it only beguiles
a lonely hour I shall be glad. If it serves to strengthen
the faith of anyone, then "love's labor" will not have
been lost. If, also, someone should find pleasure in
criticising that which the writer, while painfully con-
scious of his inability to tell this story perfectly, yet
has done so with care, somebody will be happy, and to
give happiness to even one heart is cause for gladness.
R. K. D.
'TwAS not the place to look for a high-bred, hand-
some young man, yet Allan Harvey leaned against
Farmer Gordon's fence, though he was evidently not
interested in the growing crops, and the flood of melody
poured forth from the throat of a mocking-bird perched
upon a tree near by, fell on unheeding ears.
"What can keep her so late?" he said. "Ah, there she
comes," and with a brightening face he started forward
to meet a slender, almost childish-looking girl who came
with light, quick steps across the field.
In one hand she held her sunbonnet, a way she had
of carrying it instead of on her head, as was evidenced
by patches of freckles she hated, and which gave her
brother cause for fun at her expense. In the other she
carried a basket of strawberries,
"Little loiterer," said he as they met, "I've waited
for you till my patience was almost gone."
"Why did you wait at all ?" she asked.
"I wanted to see my little comrade particularly," he
replied. "I came by your home and talked with the
dear mother a while. She told me you had gone to take
something nice to old Mrs. Jones and would not be out
late. I would have gone to meet you had I known what
route you'd take ; whether the road or the path by your
old nurse's house; your feet naturally gravitate that
10 MABEL GORDON
"And you are not to say anything if they do," re-
torted the girl. "Mammy deserves all my devotion."
"Oh, I wouldn't dare say aught against the old
lady," he said, smiling, "for I know what a loyal little
girl you are, and then Mammy seems faithful to you.
What have you in your basket? Strawberries? I
didn't know they were ripe."
"I found these as I came and stopped to pick them;
that's why I stayed so long. Father is fond of them
with sugar and cream. Mind, don't spill any. Won't
you stay and enjoy them with us at supper?"
"Thank you," he said, "but I'll have to decline your
invitation, tempting as it is. You scratched your hand,
little girl ; that's too bad."
"Oh, it is nothing," she said, "and I did it myself.
Some of the berries grew low down on the ditch and in
reaching for some I was determined to get I scratched
my hand on a briar. Father's enjoyment will ease my
"Mab," said he, "do you know you are the most un-
selfish being I ever saw ?"
"Why, no," she replied.
"Yes," said he, "you are, and I hate dreadfully to
have to give up this pleasant companionship, but I
came this afternoon to say good-bye for a long time."
"Why do you leave so soon?" asked the girl, her
face clouding slightly.
"Are you sorry, dear?" and Allan's voice was very
"Yes," she answered frankly. "We wall miss you
very much. Mother enjoys your calls."
"Mrs. Gordon is a lovely woman," said he, "and her
daughter bids fair to be like her. It gives me a wrench
to say farewell, but my aunt has decided to take my
cousin Lucile abroad. The climate and health-giving
springs have benefitted Lucile so much she thinks she
can resume her studies, and they want me with them in
MABEL GORDON 11
Berlin. I will take a course in something. We will be
gone quite a long time, and when I return my little
comrade will be a young lady, and a pretty one I'll
The girl laughed in a surprised way as she an-
"Why, my hair is red, and, Willie says, never looks *
like it is brushed, and I'm freckled. Pretty, indeed !
You never made fun of me before."
"And I don't now," he said. "This unruly hair will
some day be beautiful, with a color artists love to paint,
and when you learn to be careful of your skin the
freckles will disappear, and these glorious eyes will
make you irresistible. Don't let the admiration that
will be yours change you, for your artlessness is your
chief charm. Keep that, and your purity; study hard
in your books and you will make a splendid woman;
one any man might be proud to call his wife."
The eyes raised to his were full of startled surprise
as she replied :
"Mother would not like you to talk so to me. I am
"Yes, sweet child," said he, smiling, "you are young,
but the years go by swiftly, and ere long you will be
a lovely woman, and then — I am coming back. Don't
forget me, Mabel."
"I couldn't," she said, simply, "and I will improve
the time. You shall not be disappointed in me."
"How do you pass the evenings?" he asked, to pro-
long the talk.
"I help mother if she needs me. Sometimes I read,
and then we retire early, for we ri-se betimes at our
"Unlike us at the hotel," said he. "Last night we
had a grand ball, and danced till the "wee sma' hours"
came, and to-day we are a lazy set."
"I heard the music," she said, "and it was so sweet
12 MABEL GORDON
that even when I said my prayers it drew my mind away
till I was ashamed, and I wondered if you were among
A mental picture of the young girl kneeling in her
white robe rose before him, in strong contrast with the
gayly dressed throng whirling in the dance for hours
after she was calmly sleeping, and he looked at her
with a fond smile.
"Dear, simple-hearted child!" he exclaimed. "I
wonder if I'll find you changed when I come back. Re-
member me always, Mabel, and I promise not to for-
get the little girl I find so sweet that 'tis hard to leave
He took both the little sunburnt hands in his shapely
white one and looked deep into the eyes which met his
with the innocent look he knew so well, though the
tears were near just now ; then he stooped suddenly and
kissed her, "for," he said softly, "we may never meet
again." Then he went away, and Mabel watched him
till the lithe, graceful figure was lost to sight, and with
a strange feeling of loneliness she went on to her
Mrs. Gordon noticed that she seemed serious, and
she asked :
"What saddens my little girl ?"
"Mr. Harvey told me good-bye for a long time," she
replied, "and I will miss him very much."
"Yes, and I'll miss him, too," said the mother. "He
is a nice fellow, and I liked to have him run in occa-
Then she dismissed the subject, and if Mabel felt
grieved at the loss of her friend she was too busy to
brood over it, and soon she was as bright as was her
She was an only daughter. One son was left, while
two gallant boys had laid down their lives for their
country, and the parents' faces showed what grief had
MABEL GORDON 13
3one for them. Mr. Gordon had been a wealthy-
planter and numbered many slaves as his own ; now the
fertile fields went untilled, save a small farm, for labor
was hard to command, and he, like many of his kind,
could not adjust himself to the new order of affairs.
His children were denied the advantages their birth
called for, and the gentle, cultivated mother had to
find time, with all her arduous duties, to teach Mabel,
while Willie went to the district school a few months
every year. The parents grieved that the children were
deprived of so much they had hoped for, but Mabel ac-
cepted the situation bravely, and went about her many
duties cheerfully, glad to lighten the mother's burdens
m any way. She was so carefully reared, so pure and
artless, she had attracted young Harvey from their first
accidental meeting, and he really hated to leave her, but
when health and strength came to his petted cousin, his
aunt decided to return home and of course he had to
attend them. As he was easily entertained he soon par-
tially forgot his "little wild flower."
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Always fond of study, Mabel worked with added
zeal after Allan left.
"For," she said to herself, "he is coming back some
time, and I must please him. How I wish 'twas so I
could study music ! He loves that as much as I do, and
he said his cousin was going abroad to perfect herself
in it. I wonder if there is no way for me to learn?
I'll talk to mother about it, and maybe she can think
of a plan. She always helps me."
Not a tinge of envy was there in her heart toward
the luckier girl ; her nature was too sunny and pure for
that. While she was moving about the well-kept dairy,
thinking of her plans, her brother appeared.
"Are you too busy, Mab, to stop a while?" he asked.
"I have to go to town to carry some things, and there
is a seat on the wagon for you if you'll go. Mother
said she could spare you, as you'd been real smart to-
day, and I want to know if she meant you were lazy
She laughed pleasantly as she put the finishing
touches to her work.
"Run, now," her brother continued, "and get on the
clothes you want to wear, and let's be off. Needn't take
time to comb your hair, for it looks the same all the
time. Let it be as it is."
She was soon ready, and they rode merrily away,
Mabel sitting straight and alert, occasionally giving
Willie a sisterly punch to make him hold himself erect,
and telling him that red hair and freckles were not as
bad as stooped shoulders, for they couldn't be helped,
'MABEL GORDON 15
and round back, when not caused by illness, looked like
Usually she sat on the wagon and waited for Willie
to attend to his errands, but as they drove by the church
on the quiet street they heard music, and Mabel turned
to her brother, her face aglow.
"Willie, do let me get out here and go in the
church. I hear the organist practicing, and 'twould be
so much nicer to wait there, and you could call for me.
I know mother wouldn't care, and you don't need me,
for the pony is gentle and will stand all right. You
know 'tisn't often I ask favors, and 'twill be such pleas-
ure to listen to the music till you are ready to go home.
I won't keep you waiting when you call me."
"Jump out, then," said he, "if you are sure mother
won't care. You have so few pleasures you might en-
With a joyous "thank you, brother," she sprang to
the ground and went quietly into the church, seating
herself where she would not be seen. The organist
went on with the music till, at the close of a song, she
heard a long-drawn sigh, and, turning to see whence
it came, discovered Mabel, listening intently, her face
lighted with rapture.
Smiling kindly at the girl. Miss Lane said :
"You are fond of music, I see, and a splendid lis-
tener. I did not hear you come in."
"You were playing so beautifully," said Mabel, as
she approached the lady, "that I made no noise. I beg
pardon for coming in at all, but the music was too
sweet for me to resist."
"And you are very welcome," replied Miss Lane. "It
would be an inspiration to have such listeners all the
time. Do you play?"
"No, ma'am," the girl replied; "mother's piano was
destroyed during the war, and we have never been able
to buy an instrument since, and I live in the country
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you know, and not near any teacher. Then father
could hardly spare money for me."
"How would you like to take lessons from me?"
\ asked Miss Lane.
"From you!" exclaimed Mabel. "Oh, I should be
so glad!" Then the look of delight died, and she
added, "But you know I told you that father couldn't
pay for music."
Miss Lane noticed the expression of the changing
face, and she said :
"But can't we arrange it so that father's purse will
not feel it? I have to live, and if the mother could
spare me butter, eggs and other things I need your
music won't be such a great expense."
"Thank you, thank you, ma'am," the girl exclaimed
in rapturous tones. "I'll tell mother of your offer, and
she will help me. She always does."
"A good mother you have, I know," said the lady.
"Lay the matter before her, and if your parents agree
you would do well to begin soon. You know where I
live, and can come when it suits you best. I am or-
ganist here, and I practice after school hours. Some
day, perhaps, little girl, you will fill my place."
"Ah, how nice 'twould be," sighed the child, "and
how I thank you for your kindness! You shall have
no trouble with me if they let me come."
"I apprehend none," said the other. "Hark ! I hear
someone calling you !"
"It's Willie ; he was to call for me here. Good-bye,
Miss Lane, till I see you. I'm going home to tell
mother of my good fortune," and the happy child al-
most flew out to her brother, who had disposed of his
produce and was ready to return.
"Had a pleasant time, sis?" he asked as she set-
tled herself beside him.
"Delightful!" she replied. "Oh, Willie, I am so
■MABEL GORDON 17
"You look so, I declare. Just keep on being so and
you'll be pretty in spite of freckles and red hair. Can't
you tell a fellow what pleases you ?"
"Not now," she said; "wait till I talk with mother
and then I'll tell you."
"I suppose father and I come in to the secrets only
when we are needed to carry out you ladies' plans?
I feel happy, too, for the things sold well, and by just
rights, sis, some of the proceeds belong to you."
"Mother will make that all right," she replied. "I
am so glad you did well to-day."
The conversation turned on other topics, and chatting
merrily they soon reached home, when Mabel hurried
to her mother with a request for a "talk." Mrs. Gor-
don knew from her manner something unusual had oc-
curred, so she answered :
"Very well, but we must attend to several duties now,
and after supper we can talk satisfactorily."
Mabel worked with a will till the tasks were accom-
plished, and they were seated by the spacious fire place,
wherein blazed some lightwood fagots, for the evening
was cool, and Mr. Gordon loved to watch the cheer-
ful flame, and he could enjoy his pipe more then."
Seizing a time when Mr. Gordon was out of the room
Mabel told her mother of Miss Lane's offer, and of
her own intense desire to study music, and Mrs. Gordon
said, as she smiled fondly at the eager, young face
lifted pleadingly to her :
"I am willing, dear, and will gladly spare to Miss
Lane the things she is so kind as to let us pay with,
but how will you manage to get to the village regu-
larly ? Father and Willie are too busy most of the time
to carry you."
"I can fix that if you and father will consent. It is
only three miles to the village, and I can walk that dis-
tance in good weather. My work can be so arranged
18 MABEL GORDON.
as not to interfere, and if you knew how I long to
learn I know you would help me," pleaded the girl.
"My darling child," said the mother, "I will do all
in my power to aid you. I feel our inability to educate
you as you should be, and you are such a faithful little
creature you deserve more than is done for you. Ah,
if that cruel war had not come you could have every
"Never mind," said the girl, "I'll accomplish my-
self, and enjoy it far more. Now I am going to my
room to study a while, and you talk it over with father.
Don't sit up late, please, mother, for you are not well,
and need rest," and with a fond kiss the girl took her
lighted candle and went away.
When Mr. Gordon entered the room he saw the low
chair near his wife was vacant, and he asked for Mabel.
"She has gone off to study a little while," replied his
wife. "Poor child, she is so anxious to learn, and her
advantages are so limited, I feel sad about her."
Mr. Gordon's face clouded.
"Yes," he said; "it grieves me to think our only
daughter must grow up without the education her birth
demands. She would take all one could give. Even
as it is she will appear well, but it hurts me to see her
brave efforts. Ah, if I were what I was years ago,
how different life would be to our children !"
"True, dear; but don't fret," comforted his wife.
"Let us trust God to bring out everything right, and
some day we'll see the silver lining to the cloud that
has overshadowed us so long."
"May be so," he assented, sighing.
For a while they were silent ; then he asked :
"Margaret, what became of that young chap, Har-
vey, who used to seem to fancy Mabel, and who came
about us often?"
"He has gone away," replied Mrs. Gordon. "His
MABEL GORDON 19
cousin's health improved very much while at the
"Well, I'm glad he has left," said her husband. "I
can't forget that he belongs to a people that ruined
us all. My noble boys would not now be in their
graves but for such as he. I am glad Mabel was no
older, and likely will forget him. I couldn't bear for
her to love there."
"Dear husband, you are too hard, I think," the wife
spoke, gently. "I, too, grieve for our boys; but he
lost a father then. Both sides suffered; ours is not
the only home made desolate by that cruel strife be-
tween brothers. I rather liked Mr. Harvey."
"What was his loss compared to ours?" inquired
Mr. Gordon. "He has v/ealth left to make life pleas-
ant; he doesn't see the lone chimneys of his ancestral
home standing like sentinels over the ashes of that
loved home. He has his luxurious house to go to, while
my children — the only ones we have left us — are reared
in this humble home — my overseer's cottage. Oh, wife,
it is hard, hard for me to feel as you say I should !"
"The grace of our Lord can overcome these feel-
ings, dear, and remember, we were thankful for such
a comfortable house as this the day ours was burned,
"Yes, thankful then to have our lives spared," re-
joined Mr. Gordon, bitterly.
"Let us talk of something pleasanter now," said the
lady, "and try, dear, to feel less bitter toward those
who so cruelly wronged us. Let me lay before you a
plan of Mabel's," and she proceeded to tell him of
"My poor child!" exclaimed the father. "Again
comes in thoughts of our wrongs, and even your char-
ity cannot excuse them. Just think of your handsome
piano split into kindling wood, and which might now
be Mabel's; and see the sacrifices she is compelled to
20 MABEL GORDON
make! With all her duties here, she must often walk
into the village to get to an instrument. I will take
her when not too busy, but how can she go other
"She said that could be arranged if we would con-
sent, and I think we can trust to her resources. All
she seems to need now is our permission, and she is
such a patient, helpful child we are blessed much in
our daughter, so you see we have cause for grati-
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The next day Mrs. Gordon met Mabel's eager ques-
tions with the required permission from both parents.
"And now, daughter, tell me how you will manage
when father and Willie are too busy to take you?" said
"Oh, don't you worry about that," her child replied,
smiling. "I am going to see old Mammy, and she will
help me out. Please fix something nice for me to take
to her. I will not be gone long."
Mrs. Gordon smiled kindly, and went about getting
up some "goodies" to send to the old negress, whom
she had always found faithful, and who still clung to
them, glad to occupy a little house on their land, where
she was cared for by her daughter and tenderly looked
after by "de fambly," as she called the Gordons. She
took great pleasure in telling of the past grandeur of
her "white folks," and no one bewailed their condition
more than she.
Mabel found the old woman sitting near the door
of her humble home, and a warm welcome she gave her
"chile." "Cum in, honey," she cried; "it duz my ole
eyes good ter see yer lookin' so well an' happy. Yer
mus' fetch good news ter-day ! Viney, git little missy
a cheer an' tek de basket an' empty it. What yer got
ter tell Dicey? I see dar's sump'n on yer min'."
"You are right. Mammy," answered Mabel, as she
handed the basket to Viney and seated herself near the
old negress. "I have something you must help me do,
and which I am so anxious about. You have never
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failed me In all my life, and you'll help me now, won't
"Dat I will ef it in my powah," responded Mammy,
her dark face lit up with anticipation and a sense of
Then Mabel told her all her plan.
"You see, I could walk to the village when father
or Willie couldn't take me," she said, "and I thought
if you could spare Viney sometimes you could stay
with mother while we were gone, and let her go with
me. You'll do this for me, won't you. Mammy?"
"Dis an' mo', too, my baby," replied the woman.
"I duz enjy gwine ter see Mis' Marget, for she alius
got sump'n good ter eat, an' den it'll be heppen' my
chile ter larn. Uh! sum er dese days I'll see yer a
gran' lady lak yer longs ter be. Effen dem vilyuns had
er listen' ter me yer'd er had ez fine er planner ez enny
lady in de Ian', but la ! dey nebber notis ole nigga lak
me den, an' sot fire to Mahster's fine house an' bu'nt it
up bodaciously. Po' Mis' Marget des sot wid her arms
roun' you an' yer brudder an' look lak her heart gAvine
break. Dem wuz awful times, honey," and the old
woman groaned and swayed her body as she talked.
"Well, we can't help matters by recalling them."
said Mabel. "Of course, I remember the horror of it,
though I was young, and I'll never forget father's
grief and anger. He can't bear to speak of it yet.
Now tell me how your aches are getting on."
"I'se better, thank de Lawd, honey, do' when de win'
shif's it mek my bones ache pow'ful. Sumtimes I
feared I wun't be hyur long, an' I duz want ter stay
twel you an' Willie is dun rais' an' settle in life. You
mus' put all yo min' in yer work, so when dat likely
young man I seed yer walkin' wid cum back he'll fin'
yer 'nudder sort frum de little gal he lef. I 'spec' he^ll
be atter 'swadin' my chile away den," and the old
woman chuckled heartily.
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Mabel smiled as she answered quietly:
"I am too young for him to care in such a way for
me; besides, his pretty cousin is with him all the
time, and if he cares for anyone 'twill be her."
"Yer call her putty wid all dat paint an' powder on
her face, an' no wais' at all ?" queried Mammy. "She
putmc in min' er a was' mo' dan anyt'ing else. Go 'way,
Missy ! ef he can't see mo' beauty in you he sho' is blin'.
But I don' want yer ter love him, caze he mought be
kin ter de one what had our house bu'nt, an' I jes'
can't gie my cawnsent ter dat."
"Don't trouble yourself over what is not likely to
happen," said Mabel. "I am going to study about my
books and music. You'll go with me when I need
" 'Deed I will, little Missy, an' I'll tek az good care
er you az Mammy would. I monstus proud yer gwine
tek lessons same ez dem town gals," and Viney's white
teeth showed in a broad smile.
"I'll not need you every time," said Mabel ; "for
when the pony isn't busy I can ride him. You know
he is gentle and loves me."
"Yo' ain' gwine stop twel yo' neck is broke," said
Mammy. "I seed yer ridin' de udder day, an' thought
de boss wuz runnin' away twel I heerd yer laff. You
chillun iz ben skeerin' me nigh 'bout ter death all yer
life. Effen Viney did'n' keep my hair wrop so tight it
'ud rize on eend menny er time."
Mabel laughed as she replied :
"I don't want to worry you, but it would certainly
be a funny sight to see your hair do that. You'd look
like some of those pictures in that book of travels we
"Dat's one Willie fetch hyur an' say he want ter
show me de picters er sum er my cousins in Affiky,
signifyin' dat I look lak dem hidjus things, an' me no
mo' kin ter 'em dan he iz, fer I bin a Gawd'n all my
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life; wuz bawn on dis plantation," said the nurse, a
"He was just teasing you," consoled Mabel, "for he
really loves you. You ought to have heard him when
that Bates boy laughed at us for loving you."
"Dat's dat lown-down white trash what's moved
'bout hyur lately, an' becawz dey's got plenty money
acts lak dey own de airth. Nebber had no black ones,
an' doan' know how ter treat 'em now. I wish you
chillun' did'n' haf ter 'soshiate wid sech trash," was the
"Well, I sha'nt be thrown with them much now,"
said Mabel, "so comfort your proud old heart. Let
me have the basket, please, Viney, and I'll go. What
a pretty brood of little chicks you have here!" she ex-
claimed as a hen bustled proudly by the door with her
"Dat de chick'n you gie me," said the old woman,
"an' she de smahtes' hen, to be sho'."
"She favor you, little Missy," said Viney.
"Me!" cried Mabel. "Why Viney, where do you
see any resemblance ? It must be that she is speckled."
"She so brisk an' go 'bout de yard so cheerful, an*
now she hatter work she so earnes'," explained Viney.
"Willie said dat his chick'n," said Mammy, to which
Mabel indignantly replied :
"I wouldn't claim or give away anything not my
own. 'Twas his at first, and was so weak it nearly
died trying to keep up with the mother, and he gave
it to me. It got so bad in the house that when I wanted
to give you a hen, mother suggested Pet. Willie
should tell the whole truth."
"What gwine cum er dat boy?" asked Mammy. "He
so kin' hearted, a body 'bleege ter love him, an' he do
torment us all sumtimes. He cum by hyur de udder
day on de way fum de pastur', where he bin to cut
Brownie loose when she hung herse'f by de hawns, an'
MABEL GORDON 25
Viney wuz feelin* po'ly, so he stop an' cut us er big
tu'n er wood. Den he axed me ef I did'n' want er
new kin' er terbakker, an' tuck my pipe an' fill it up,
an' got er live coal outen de ashes, an' I draw'd an'
draw'd twel my jaws ache, an' it wouldn't smoke; den
I tuck it ter loosen it sum, an' 'twuz nigh full er tu'nup
"That was a bad trick to play on you," said Mabel,
though she laughed.
"But he cum back next day," continued Mammy,
"and fetch me de nicest kin' er bought terbakker, so I
had ter let it all go. Yer gwine, honey? Cum ergin'
soon," and as Mabel promised to do so, and walked
away, the old woman broke forth :
"De blessedes' chile in dis worl' ! I feared she neb-
ber gwine be rais'. Fetch me sum er dat vittles she
brung, Viney; my appertite dun cum ter me," and she
proceeded to prove her words, though she interspersed
the repast with grunts and groans, "thank de Lawd!"
and praise of her "white folks."
Mabel walked quickly homeward, eager to report
her success in overcoming the obstacles in her way.
Then she thought of Allan and his promise to return
when she should be an accomplished woman. No
doubt of him entered her mind, and she determined
to be all he had prophesied for her, save becoming
beautiful — that was hopeless, she believed, but a fine
character was in her reach, and she would satisfy
She had suggested to Mammy the possibility of his
marrying his cousin, of whom he seemed fond, but in
her heart she did not believe he would marry anyone ;
he would come back her kind, genial friend and
comrade, and they would take up life happ}- in each
other's society. Their tastes were alike, and she knew
he enjoyed the friendship very much, for he had said
to her, "I am a different being when with you, little
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j^irl, for I can drop all sham and the silly ways I de-
spise. You are so sincere and pure, you compel a man
lo be honest. Mabel, you could not be false !"
"I would not," she said. Mother and father have
taught me to scorn such, and it would kill them for
me to be untrue," and the dark, pansy-blue eyes looked
full in his face with such resolution as he had never
seen in one so young.
"And some day you will give that pure heart into
a man's keeping, and if he should prove false, what
then, ma belief Would you die of a broken heart, or
become a bitter, cynical woman?"
"I don't know," she said. "That is so far off I need
not think of it yet, and if it ever comes I'll pray the
Lord to give me strength to bear it."
"And will He?" asked Allan.
"Oh, yes," she answered, confidently, and seeing her
faith he said no more on that, but after a silence he
spoke softly :
"You are too pure and good for earth, little girl;
but I want you to stay here, for the world would lose
a great charm for me if you were gone."
"You are so kind to me," she replied, "that if you
were gone I should feel lost. Willie laughs at me
sometimes, and hides my books and don't want me to
study, but he loves me if he does worry me lots."
"That is strange love, isn't it?" he asked. "If I
had a sister I think I should be kinder. If he bothers
you too much tell me and I'll punch his head."
"Willie is quite strong," she said, laughing.
"And I am not feeble," he replied, "and my muscles
are in fine order. See how easily I lift you over this
bad place in the road, and you are quite a substantial
little body. There, now, you are all right, and I must
leave you. We will meet again, ma belle," and, lifting
his hat, he left her.
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MABEL GORDON 27
Not many days after meeting Miss Lane Mabel be-
gan her study, and no pupil was ever more faithful.
She was very apt anyway, and the purpose she held
caused her to progress finely, to her teacher's delight
as well as her own, and time flew by as it does to those
The faithful Viney reported wonderful things to
Mammy, to which the old soul listened deliglitedly.
"Did'n' I alius tell yer she de smahtes' chile 'bout
hyur?" asked the old nurse. "She gM'ine tek de shine
offen dem udder gals. She er Gazvd'n, an' dey is peo-
ple. I bless de Lawd I'se one, too. I bawn one on
'em; I ain' no bought trash, ner you ain' needer. You
libs whar yo' bawn, an' de great Mahster willin' we
gwine stay hyur twel He git ready ter sen' de charrit
atter us. Dese fool niggas roun' hyur can go to Libery
ef dey Avants ter ; Dicey gwine stay wid dem she knows.
I boun' heap er dem what went away 'ud cum back ef
"Little missy read 'bout it ter me," said Viney.
"She gittin' putty, Mammy," whereat the old woman
"Look hyur, chile, don' yer signify she ebber bin
ugly. I nuss dat baby, an' partly rais' her, an' de time
ain' nebber bin when she 'peared ugly ter me, an' my
tas' iz des az good az enny young nigga's."
"I did'n' mean no harm," apologized the daughter.
"I knows she dear ter you ez yer own chile, an' I love
her, too. She same az er preacher whar de gawspel is
consarned. She 'splain er heap ter me de las' time we
went ter de village."
"She gwine 'cordin' ter her raisin'," said Mammy,,
"an' she g\vine keep in de broad way."
"Te, he," snickered Viney. "Mammy, don' you know
no mo' 'bout scripter dan dat?"
"What I say fer yer ter giggle at, gal ?" demanded
her mother. "Tiz de broad way, fer it leads ter glory
28 MABEL GORDON
eberlasting, an' it boun' ter be broad, so many is trablin'
in it. I gwine long dat road, bless de Lawd, an' sum
day dis po' ole pain-racked body is gwine drap all its
aches an' go sweepin' in de heabenly gates," and Mam-
my began to clap her hands and sing, then to shout,
Viney looking on in awed silence till the old woman
paused for want of breath and to wipe her shining
face. After a brief rest she said : "Gimme my stick
now. I gwine tub de house, a while. I feels de need o'
sump'n stranknin', an' maybe Mahster '11 gie mc ur
dram. I 'clar I kin hardly git up when down. Do,
Lawd, be mussiful tub po' ole sinner," and with many
grunts and groans she made her way across the field
to the house, where she always found a welcome and
something to "suit her appertite."
MABEL GORDON 29
Though engrossed in her studies and duties, Mabel
often thought of her absent friend, and wondered if
he would be pleased with her. She loved study for the
sake of knowledge gained thereby, but Allan had
awakened her ambition and determined her to excel,
and at twenty years of age she was a highly cultivated
And beauty had come to her, for added to the noble
expression of her face were other charms. The "un-
ruly hair" clustered in soft curls about the fair brow;
the freckles had faded, and the deep, purplish-blue eyes
Allan admired in her early girlhood were indeed beau-
While her appearance had changed, she still kept
the simple faith and artless manner of the girl he left
at the bars that spring evening, years ago. Suitors
came in time, but to all she gave a firm though kind
refusal. Allan would come some day and they would
find life full of joy. And so believing she waited con-
Miss Lane had given up the organ to her, for the
pupil had passed beyond the teacher.
One bright Sabbath day in early winter, when she
felt unusually happy and enjoyed the services with all '
her heart, as she turned from the organ to join her
father who awaited her, she noticed going out of the
church door a lady and gentleman not belonging to
the regular congregation. He turned to speak to some-
one and she caught a good view of his face, when her
heart gave a big throb.
30 MABEL GORDON
"It is Allan!" she said to herself. "He has come
back — to me."
She managed to answer calmly those who spoke to
her as she made her way to her father, who helped her
to a seat, and they were well started before he said :
"Daughter, did you see Mr. Harvey this morning?
He was in church."
"Yes, sir; and the lady with him I supposed to be
his cousin, Lucile," she replied, glad that she had put
on a thick veil and hidden her face. Not for worlds
would she have had anyone see her, for at the mere
mention of Allan's name the telltale color mantled the
"Cousin, and wife, too," responded Air. Gordon.
"Father!" she exclaimed, "you must be mistaken."
"I heard him say so," maintained the old man. "Her
health is bad, and he has come to the Springs, where
she was much benefited years ago."
"I remember that the water did her good then. She
has always been delicate," the poor girl forced herself
to answer quietly, while her heart sickened and every-
thing became dark to her.
Poor fool that she had been to let a few sweet words
take hold of her as his had done, and cause her to
build such hopes as she found then that she had done.
Now all that love she unwittingly gave him must be
crushed if it took her life, and her parents must not
know of her suffering. Only One could help her, and
she breathed a silent prayer to Him. The time had
come of which Allan spoke, and she had said her God
would give her strength for the trial.
She wanted to steal off where no one could see her,
and pour out her soul in prayer, but when they reached
home there were duties to attend to, so she stifled her
feelings and quietly helped.
At dinner Mr. Gordon told his wife of Harvey's re-
MABEL GORDON 31
"Did you see him, Mabel ?" asked her mother.
"Yes, ma'am, and his cousin also. They are mar-
ried now," she replied steadily.
"Indeed ! Well, I am not surprised, for I heard she
was very fond of him. Do you feel like going with me
to see Mrs. Smith. Mabel? I heard to-day she was
quite sick and needing attention, so I can't wait till to-
"Please excuse me this afternoon, mother, and take
Willie. I have a severe headache and would like to
rest. Brother, won't you take my place?"
"I would be glad to go, sis, but there is a little busi-
ness for me to look after to-day," replied her brother.
Mr. Gordon looked at him smilingly.
"Business to-day, my son? Are you a Sabbath-
"You can hardly call me that, sir. I am better
trained. Mab knows what it is. Nellie Bruce scarcely
spoke to me to-day, and I must find out what is wrong.
Somebody is getting in my way, I think, and it must
"So, wife, it falls to my lot to escort you," said Mr.
"And then you must lose your nap, but, dear, you
know the poor woman is sick," said his wife.
"Yes, and I know, too, your slumbers would not be
sweet to you to-night if you failed to relieve suffer-
ing. So, my good lady, fix up your goodies and get
ready and I'll take you. Mabel doesn't look bright,
and needs a nap worse than I, while this young man
has to look after a case in Cupid's court. Well, son,
I know how it was with me at your age, so you are ex-
"Thank you, sir. I will not be out late. Come,
Mab, and brush me up a little. I must be all right
"Go by Mammy's house, my son, and take her this,"
33 MABEL GORDON
said Mrs. Gordon, giving him a package. "The old
creature always looks for some of our dinner."
"And she isn't disappointed often, eh, wife'* AVell,
she was faithful when the others proved false and she
shall not want."
Mrs. Gordon watched her boy as he rode away. He
was a handsome fellow, and sat his horse well, and to
her motherly eyes a boy to be proud of, but she sighed
as she turned to her husband, saying:
"It seems but yesterday since he was a child, and
now he is a man with manly hopes. How our children
grow away from us !"
"We keeps ours right well," comforted her hus-
band. "I am glad Mabel seems so content. 'Twill be
a sad day for us when she leaves."
"I trust we may keep her," said the mother fer-
vently. "I don't feel easy when she complains. She
is so patient!"
"She sang too much to-day, I reckon, and brought
on that headache. She will be well after a good nap.
Get ready, wife; the afternoons are short," replied Mr.
Mrs. Gordon finished her preparations, then went
quietly into their "best room" to see that the wood fire
was doing well, and to throw a blanket over the daugh-
ter so dear to her.
"I'll be well when you return, mother, so don't worry
at all about me," said Mabel. "I'm. going to sleep
But sleep did not come at her bidding, and lying
there thinking of her shattered hopes Mabel heard a
step on the porch floor, and, rising wearily to answer
a rap, she stood face to face with Allan.
"You !" she exclaimed, almost recoiling.
"Yes, I," he said, smiling joyously, and extending
his hand. "Have you forgotten your old friend ? Has
my little comrade no welcome for me?"
MABEL GORDON 33
"I was startled," she said, and, remembering it was
her home, she asked him in, though she was trembhng
so she could scarcely stand.
He walked confidently into the pretty room and
seated himself with easy grace in a chair near the one
she sank into. Travel and time had developed him
into a very handsome man, and now, with flushed
cheeks and eyes brilliant with joy, he seemed to her
like some radiant vision.
''Where is the family?' he asked. "I want to see
them all. Tell me you are glad to see me, Mab, for I
am overjoyed at the sight of you. And you have veri-
fled my prediction and gone beyond my wildest fancy.
I could hardly believe that beautiful young lady pre-
siding so gracefully at the organ to-day was the same
little girl to whom I bade a sorrowful good-bye at the
pasture bars. Did you miss me much, Mabel, and did
you want me to come back ? You have studied hard, I
know, and are you ready to take your place in life ?"
'T really don't know just what my place is," she
replied. 'T try to do my duty all the time and trust to
Providence to lead me aright."
"The same trustful little soul," he said, smiling ten-
derly. "Ah, Mabel, it had been better for me if I
could have felt as you do !"
"Tell me of your stay abroad," she said.
"Let us not speak of that now," he answered. "I
want to talk about you. Have you no plans for the
"A lady whose husband was ill at the Springs wants
me to go to her as her daughter, but my parents can't
spare me. She says she is coming for me some time.
She is Mrs. Rowland, of New York. Perhaps you
know her?" replied Mabel.
"Mrs. George Rowland! Certainly I know her.
Her husband is dead, and she lives with her brother,
34 MABEL GORDON
Colonel Chester. The other brother is in an asylum
for the insane."
"Does insanity run in the family?" she asked .
"Oh, no! Louis and Rudolf Chester were twins,
?.nd perfectly devoted to each other, and Louis fell in
love with a young lady who seemed to love him dearly,
but a richer man came along and she jilted Mr. Ches-
ter for him, and he went crazy, and Rudolf became a
woman-hater. He is a very handsome, brilliant man,
but cold as ice to all ladies. I don't remember ever
seeing him notice a woman more than politeness re-
quires. He is very fond of his sister, who has been
like a mother to him, she being much older than the
boys. I never saw a man love his brother as devotedly
as Colonel Chester loves poor Louis."
"And he went mad because a girl jilted him! I
didn't know a man could love like that," replied Mabel.
"You didn't know men could love so much ! Why,
Mabel, what do you mean ? Certainly we love as deeply
as it is possible for any creatures to love."
"So you loved your cousin devotedly? She must be
a happy woman to be your wife."
"My wife!" said he. "How do you know I have
"I heard it to-day. Isn't it true?"
"Yes," he said, "I am married, and I want to tell
you how it happened."
"Why tell me? I can guess very easily. It was
natural you should prefer her to any other," she said
"But I must tell you," he insisted. "Lucile and I
were joint heirs to an uncle, and he wanted us to in-
herit together all he left, and if we did not marry we
forfeited all. She seemed to love me very dearly, and
as I knew not then what love was, the arrangement
suited me very well. Besides, I needed the money, for
I could not get along without plenty of that."
MABEL GORDON 35
"And you sold yourself?"
His face burned, and his eyes fell under her clear
"Yes," he admitted; "but when I did it I did not
know what love was ; now anything could be given up
"Hush !" she exclaimed in horror. "Don't talk so.
Think how miserable your wife would be if she knew
you felt as you do."
"I must speak," he said. "My feelings overpower
me, and you must know who taught me what love is.
'Twas a little girl, and had I known at that time what
was in store for me I would have won my darling
then, but it was not revealed to me till to-day, when I
sat in church and listened to your sweet voice and
watched your dear face. I didn't mean to ever let you
know of this, but since I've seen you here, and felt the
charm of your presence, I realize life to me is nothing
unblest by your love. No, I won't hush! You shall
hear me, though you spurn me from you."
Leaning forward, he caught her hand in his.
"Oh, Mabel, you once cared for me — I know you
did — and my love for you is so deep, so intense, you
must return it. Dearest, I am rich, and can give you
all that heart may wish. Go with mc to the city and
be my soul-bride. I will care for Lucile and let her
want for no attention, but I want 5'ou to go to when I
am tired of everything. You are a part of myself. Oh,
Mabel, don't took so horrified. Other men live thus,
and why not I? Will you go, love, and bless my life?
I would offer you honorable marriage if I could, but I
am fettered, while all my heart is yours. Will you go
with me? Speak, Mabel."
His words had come in such a torrent, and she was
so stunned with surprise she could hardly speak at first ;
then, raising both hands and with a face filled with
horror, she almost moaned:
36 MABEL GORDON
"My God ! Oh, my God !" and the agony and en-
treaty in her voice pierced the man before her.
"Mabel! Oh, Mabel." he cried, "don't look like
that! don't turn from me in horror! I don't mean to
hurt you. I love you so dearly I couldn't help asking
you to go with me. Dearest, hear me 1"
"Go with you into sin!" she cried. "Leave all I
hold dear for such a life! Oh, Allan, yon told me to
keep my purity and truth always, and you are the only
one to suggest wrong to me. You are trying to make
me false to myself, my parents and my God. You are
false to your wife; false to everything noble. Leave
me! Go where I will never see you again. Oh, that
the friend I loved and trusted should fall so low. Dear
Lord, forgive him this awful sin, and be merciful, oh !
be merciful !"
"Mabel," he said, his voice hoarse and face deadly
white, "don't drive me from you. I meant no harm. I
didn't intend letting you know I cared for you other
than a friend, but when I saw you, and realized all
you are to me, my strength gave way. I forgot every-
thing save the desire to make you mine. Forgive me,
please, and say you'll let me come to see you some-
times. I will be a man, and in no way pain or insult
you. Only let me come to see you. Think how I suf-
fer, and be kind."
"No," she said, through lips drawn with suffering;
"never again. You are dead to me. My dear friend
is dead, and in his place is a man I can't trust. Your
stay abroad has not improved you. Oh, if you had
He buried his face in his hands and groaned :
"If I had not ! Oh, if I had not gone. What would
I not give to be to you what I once was !"
"Leave me," she said, "and if you can face your
wife go to her. She is to be pitied, while I — oh, it
would be sweet to lie down and die."
MABEL GORDON 37
"Don't talk so, Mabel," he pleaded. "You cannot
suffer more than I, for I have lost your respect and
friendship, while I love you hopelessly. Tell me good-
bye and I will go back and take up my burden alone."
He took her hands that were so cold they frightened
him, and almost crushed them in his burning palms,
then raised them to his mouth.
"Good-bye," he whispered with quivering lips.
"Gods! but this is worse than death!"
Releasing her hands, he strode away, while she
sought her room and fell on her bed in an agony of
grief, and when her parents returned they found her
ill indeed. She could not tell her mother the true
cause of the attack lest her father should learn it and
in his wrath do something terrible. Her only conso-
lation was in prayer, and it was well she had a refuge,
a comforter w^ho could strengthen her then. Allan had
told her that her purity and sincerity attracted him
most, and she must be the noble woman her childhood
gave promise of. Now, because he claimed to love her,
he could ask her to lead a life of fearful sin — could ask
her to give up all she held dear on earth and her hope
of heaven. And he said other men led the life he pro-
posed. Could it be true, and could she ever trust any
man again? Her idol had fallen and dragged others
down with him.
Had he died she could have mourned him as a sweet
memory, but this — this death of all that was high and
noble and pure in him was so bitter, no wonder she
shuddered and sickened; that it was days before she
could take her place in the household, and that her
white face and listless manner alarmed the watchful
38 MABEL GORDONi
"The weather has turned so cold," said Mrs. Gordon
at breakfast one morning, "that we must look after
Mammy. She suffers from rheumatism anyhow, and
these changes are bad on her."
"Til go over and see what she needs," volunteered
"Do you feel able, daughter?" asked Mr. Gordon.
"We can't let you risk yourself even for your beloved
"It will do me good to get out of the house a
while," replied Mabel, "besides, I'm getting spoiled
and selfish, and it is time for me to think of others."
"You don't know anything about selfishness," said
the mother. "Don't walk fast and bring on that head-
ache again. I was very anxious, and if it returns will
call in the doctor."
"I don't need him," said the girl quietly. "Now,
while I put on my wraps you prepare something nice
for me to take Mammy. I won't be back right away.
She will want me to stay and talk and read for her."
She was soon ready, and started with full hands, glad
to get out in the fresh, crisp air.
IMammy's eyes were getting dim. but she saw at
once that her "chile" had been ill and that the young
face was sad.
"I mi'ty po'ly, honey," she said, in answer to Mabel's
greeting. "I ain' been well 'tall, an' I miss yo' pow'ful.
It been long time tub me since yer cum. Whut de mat-
tah dat de sunshine gone outen yer face? Iz yer sick,
ur iz yer in trouble? Ef yer iz, tell me lak yer uster
when yo' er little gal an' got inter botherments.
MABEL GORDON 39
Young Mr. Harvey dun cum ter de Springs. Iz yer
seen him, an' iz he az Hkely az he wuz befo' he went
ter furrin parts?"
"Oh, Mammy," exclaimed the girl, "don't mention
him, please !"
The old woman studied her face a moment, then she
"Chile, whut yer mean? I feared he hung roun' you
too much when he 'bout hyur, an' den yer so young I
hoped he nebber got yer heart. Now ef he haz hu't
you I hopes he'll nebber have anudder hour o' peace.
De fus' time I sees him I low tub tell him jes' whut I
think er him. Dis iz near 'bout bad az burnin' de
house, an' he ain' wuff greevin' ober, an' I 'lows ter
tell him er his meanness," and for a time Mammy's
indignation got the better of her rheumatism.
"You must not do that," said Mabel. "He can't
help matters being as they are, and he musn't know I
care at all. He is married now, and it is a sin even to
think of him, and I do want to keep from wrong of
"Dat you do," assented Mammy. "Yer de bes' chile
I knows, an' de Lawd not g~\vine let you suffer long,
fer He promises ter be wid dem dat trustes Him," and
rising with difficulty from her chair, the old woman
hobbled to her "chest," a long box with leather hinges,
and carefully took out a bible which she handed to
Mabel. "Heer, chile," she said, "dis iz de place tub fin'
help. Dis blessed book got lot o' comfort in it fer sick
an' fiicted folks. Read whar it talk 'bout 'bidin' under
de wings, fer dat whar yo' stays. Why, honey, how
3^er reck'n ole IMammy 'd stan' all dese aches an' pains
if de Lawd didn' help me. an' He'll do az much fo' you.
He kin heal er wounded heart if it iz broke ober er
triflin' man. Read on, now," and, folding her hands,
Mammy settled herself to listen reverently, her tur-
baned head nodding assent, while she gave vent occa-
40 MABEL GORDON
sionally to low-toned ejaculations of "Bless de Lawd !"
And it comforted Mabel to see her rejoicing over
the precious truths and hear her faith in them.
Mammy saw the young face grew more cheerful as
she read, for she opened her eyes once in a while to
watch the effect, and when she thought best, she said :
"Stop readin', baby; yer head ain' non' too well yet.
Shet de book an' let's tawk sum now. Yer feels better
dan yer did. Put yer head in my lap an' let me pet
yer lak I uster when yer wuz ailin'. Yo'll nebber be
nuttin' but er baby fer me. Set in dis low cheer by
me an' lay yer head on my knee. My apun's clean."
Mabel smilingly did as she was told, for she was in
a condition to want just such caressing, and the old
nurse's touch on her head recalled her childhood days.
After a silence she said :
"Mammy, what would you say to my going away
"Eh!" exclaimed the woman; "yer not wantin' ter
leab us, honey? How Mahster and Mis' Marget gwine
spar' yer, an' how I gwine git on widout yer ?"
"You know Nellie has promised to marry Willie in
the springtime, and as my parents already love her she
can fill my place at home. As for you, you dear old
soul, I don't know how you'll make out, and I hate to
leave you, but I feel that it is best for me to go away, at
least for some time."
"I unnerstan'," said Mammy, "an' I'll tawk ter
mistis an' try ter 'swade her dat yer needs er change.
Yer duz look mi'ty peaked an' white, but dis place
gwine be lonesum az er graveyard when yo' goes off.
I'll pray fer de Lawd ter guide yer an' fetch yer back in
peace. Cum often an' we'll read de blessed scripters
"I feel better since talking with you," said Mabel,
"and if I do go away I'll miss you sadly, for who will
humor me as you do ?"
MABEL GORDON 41
"I dunno, honey," replied Mammy. "Dey ain' no-
body lak ole Mammy, an' yer seem ter me same az my
own blood. Menny er time I'm hel' yer in dese arms
an' walked de flo' hours at a time when yer sick. An
now yer gwine leab me. Well, I s'poze it natterel, an'
in dis case sorter 'bleegin' ; fer yer'll git ober yer hurt
quicker effen yo' quit stayin' where yer can' see nottin'
but whut yer think er dat 'sateful creeter. It'll teat
my heart ter see yer go, but sum day, honey, weze
goin' whar dar'll be no sorrerful partin's ner achii^
hearts, an' ef yer beautiful home wuz 'stroyed, yer'll
hab one so glor'us it'll mek up ter all. I'll pray fer
yer. Yo' gwine now ? Tell mistis I mi'tily 'bleeged ter
her fer de wine an' 'intment, an' fer 'tendin' ter my
'stresses, an' tell Willie my woodpile gittin' scace."
Promising to remind her brother and to return soon,
Mabel left. The old nurse stood in the doorway watch-
ing her with anxious eyes, for the girl walked with a
languid step, far different from her usual light, quick
tread, and Mammy shook her head in strong disap-
proval, muttering something about "wringin' dat ras-
cal's head off."
It was nearer by way of the bars, and Mabel took
the old familiar path through the field. How long ago
it seemed since that day, when, her heart filled with
the joy of having given happiness to a poor sufferer,
and anticipation of the pleasure in store for her dear
ones at the evening meal, and walking with the buoy-
ancy of youth, she found Allan waiting impatiently for
Then the sun shone with a lustre soft and the birds
sang sweeter than e'er before. All Nature seemed to
be rejoicing in vernal beauty, and she felt like saying,
*'The world is very beautiful. Oh, my God, I thank
thee that I live !"
Now winter's chill had fallen over the earth; the
trees tossed naked boughs in the wind; dead leaves
43 MABEL GORDON
rustled under foot ; from a distance came the sound of
bleating sheep, and at any time the plaincive cry
pierced her heart. Her summer sun had gone, "leav-
ing behind a dreary waste, all dead, and cold, and
Could she ever take hold of life again? A numb-
ness seemed to have settled over her ; even her prayers
after that first wild cry for help seemed almost void of
feeling. Heart and soul, as well as the frail body,
were sick, and the Great Physician must touch with
healing fingers to bring the "harp of a thousand
strings" into perfect tune once more. Fortunately she
had given herself into His care unreservedly.
A while she stood with her arms on the fence till a
step near by aroused her, and turning her head she met
Allan's wistful gaze. The blood rushed to her face
and she drew back as he advanced a step.
"Forgive me, please," he said gently. "I couldn't
resist the desire to revisit the place where we parted,
trusting each other entirely. Will you speak to me,
Mabel, and tell me you forgive me? You can't know
what I've suffered since we last met, or you certainly
would forgive me freely."
He did look haggard, and she could not repress a
feeling of pity. As he searched her face with his eyes
he saw the change there.
"You, too, have suffered," he said. "Your dear
face shows it, and I, unhappy wretch, caused it!"
"Yes," she replied, "I have felt such agony as you
can know nothing of. To have one I honored and
trusted fall so low was bitter sorrow to me."
"I know it," said he, "and it hurts me as much as
to give you up. I entreat your pardon. You are so
good and pure you tio nothing wrong, and you can't
understand my feelings ; but surely one so kind cannot
withhold forgiveness to a penitent being. Besides, the
Savior you worship enjoined a forgiving spirit."
MABEL GORDON ^g
*I do no sin!" she cried. "Oh, if you only knew
how I struggle against it ! If my Heavenly Father was
not so kind what would become of me? Go to Him,
Allan, and pray, pray for strength to overcome this
terrible sin. and in time peace will come to you."
"I am afraid my prayers will avail nothing," said
he. "Will you pray for me?"
"Yes," she replied; "but you must not come about
me till you conquer yourself completely."
He sighed heavily as he said :
"It will be as you wish. I feel so unworthy of any
kindness that I will not presume. I am deeply grate-
ful for this opportunity of seeing and talking with you
once more. Oh, Mabel, when I turn away from you
all the light goes out of my life. The future is dark,
dark to me."
The sadness of his tone and face touched her, and
her eyes were full of unshed tears. After a little
silence she said :
"You remember one of our favorite poets beauti-
fully says :
" 'Man cannot make, but may ennoble fate
By nobly bearing it/ "
She had not meant to call forth any of Meredith's
exquisite "Farewell," but with deepening tones he re-
"And I shall feel, whatever we may be.
E'en tho' in absence and an alien clime,
The shadozv of the sunniness of thee,
Hovering in patience, through a clouded time.
"Farewell! The dawn is rising, and the light
Is making in the east a faint endeavor
To illuminate the mountain peaks. Good-night,
Thine own, and only thine, my love, forever,"
44 MABEL GORDON
Her heart was throbbing tumultuously, and despite
her efforts at self-control the tears would come.
"Don't," he begged. "I am unworthy of one tear
from those beautiful eyes. Mabel, let me have your
hand in mine and I'll say good-bye and go away, for
I only grieve you."
She put her hand in his outstretched one. "Good-
bye," she said softly, "and may God bless and keep
vou, and bring you into the marvelous light and peace
of His love."
He bowed his head upon her hand which he held as
one clings at the last to a dear one drifting out into
the world beyond.
"Good-bye," he said huskily. "Oh, white-souled
child, farewell !"
She drew her hand away and turned to go, but
paused to ask :
"Would it not be well for you to leave here ?"
"I am compelled to stay for Lucile's sake," he an-
"May strength be yours," she said.
He bowed, and she went away, while he watched till
the girlish figure passed from sight, then he went
slowly in the direction of the Springs. His own sor-
row made him very tender to the invalid. He felt that
]\Iabel cared for him more than she admitted, and the
thought lightened his burden, and, while he made no
pretensions to Christianity, the knowledge that she
prayed for him comforted him much.
He did not tell Mabel that he had been to her home,
but when she reached the house her mother said :
"Mr. Harvey has been here, daughter, and seemed
disappointed at not seeing you. He left a package for
you. I put it in your room."
She went to see what it could be and found several
handsomely bound books by their favorite authors. On
the flyleaf of one he had penciled lightly :
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"Long ago, when life was younger and life's burden
cast no shadow,
When the gladness of existence had a summer
Side by side we trod dim woodland, river bank or
haunted meadow —
'^Long ago faint odors held us in the purple fields of
Subtler in its sweet suggestions than all other
Hand in hand we sat together zvhere the clover heads
hung over —
"Long ago the hand I clasped there had its loving
And the voices ceased from singing, and the cow-
bells, faint and low,
Died away, as died the echoes of the words that we
had spoken —
"Long ago the ends divergent, our parted footsteps
No scented meadow mine, with its clover blooms
Has youth's sunset come to you? My summer day
was ended —
"Poor fellow!" she murmured, the tears starting
again, "I am glad I met him and that he went away
somewhat comforted, but these books must be put out
of sight, even as all thought of him must be shut out of
my heart. That dream is over, and yet it was so sweet '
Ah, my Lord, if I had not Thee to go to now, where
would I find strength?"
46 MABEL GORDON
Some time after Mabel determined to go away, Mrs.
Rowland unexpectedly put in an appearance at Mr.
Gordon's house, and pleaded eloquently with the
mother for Mabel to be allowed to live with her.
"Do you want to go, daughter?" asked Mrs. Gor-
"I would like very much to go with Mrs. Row-
land," said Mabel, "though I hate to leave you, and
if Nellie wasn't coming so soon I would not. Can't
you spare me a while, mother?"
"We must talk it over with father before we de-
cide," answered the mother. "Mrs. Rowland, take off
your bonnet and spend the day with us."
"I'll do so with pleasure," the lady said, "for I am
not fond of hotels, and genuine hospitality delights
"We are glad to have you with us," said Mrs. Gor-
don, in her gentle, high-bred manner, "and Mr. Gor-
don will be pleased to see you. Mabel, you stay and
entertain your friend. I am obliged to be out for a
"Indeed, lady-mother, you'll stay here yourself," re-
sponded the girl brightly. "I'll attend to dinner, and
show Mrs. Rowland what an excellent cook you've
made of me."
Mrs. Rowland smiled, and Mrs, Gordon said :
"Necessity made one of you, my child."
"Well, it's all right, anyway," replied Mabel, "and,
ladies, prepare yourselves to enjoy my dinner."
MABEL GORDON ATI
As she went out Mrs. Gordon said :
"If Mabel leaves us it will make a dreadful void in
"I know it, dear madam, and that I am asking a
great favor, but if I could not be a help to her, much
as I want her, I would not try to get her. She is too
pretty and sweet to bury herself here all her life. Let
her see something of the world," urged the guest.
"Knowledge of the world does not always improve
one," replied Mrs. Gordon.
"Believe me," said Mrs. Rowland earnestly, "that T
will guard her as my own had I been so blest as to
have a daughter. Had such children as yours been
given me I would proudly say, 'These are my jewels !'
You are a fortunate woman."
"Thank you," said the mother, well pleased. "I
realize that we are blest," and she looked at the woman
before her, arrayed in her elegant apparel, having all
that wealth could give, and she pitied her.
When Mr. Gordon came he greeted their visitor with
old time courtesy and elegance of manner.
"Verily," said Mrs. Rowland to herself, "these peo-
ple are born to the purple, and yet they are living
here cheerfully in this humble home, and that lovely
girl is working as if it were a pleasure!"
She enjoyed the dinner heartily, while her delicate
compliments to Mabel quite won the father, and after
their repast was over further pleased him by begging
him not to forego his pipe on her account. Then when
he had settled himself in his armchair, she introduced
the subject near her heart.
Mr. Gordon listened respectfully while she talked,
and when she asked him for an answer he said :
"I appreciate your offer, and have no doubt in some
respects it will be a nice thing for Mabel, but how can
we give her up? She a.Qd Willie are all we have left.
Two noble boys fill soldiers' graves, and we cling to
48 MABEL GORDON
these children. You are lonely, you say, while your
home is filled with all that wealth can buy. This hum-
ble home depends entirely upon its human ornaments
for beauty and comfort, and I think Mabel is best off
here. She is young, many call her pretty, and she
might attract someone in New York and thus be taken
entirely away from us. If she ever marries I want
her to choose among her own people. If you lived
near us she might spend much of her time with you;
as it is, I don't see how I can let her go."
'T understand your feelings," said the lady, "and
don't blame you. Still I earnestly wish you would let
me have her. If you knew how I long for a daughter
surely you would let her go with me."
"Think what a comfort she is to us and how we will
miss her ! However, she shall decide, and if she wants
to go with you her mother and I will try to give her
up for a while ; but surely a child so loved and needed
as she is here would not leave."
"Believe me, sir, that I have no thought of want of
dutiful affection on Mabel's part. It is natural for the
young to want to fly off a while, even if they have to
return to the home nest to rest their tired wings.
Mabel will never forget her dear ones, no matter how
far she goes, and would come back to the honored
parents, to whom she owes so much for their noble ex-
amples and high precepts."
The nice compliment had the desired effect, and when
Mabel joined them Mr. Gordon said :
"Well, daughter, your friend here has been pleading
her cause with ability, and now what do you say? Are
you willing to leave us ?"
The girl took his hand in her clasp caressingly as
she said :
"I never want to leave my home, father, but it would
give me great pleasure to go with Mrs. Rowland. I
will come back to you the same little girl you have
MABEL GORDON 49
taught so faithfully, and mother shall see that I have
lost none of her dear lessons."
The mother smiled tenderly at the eager face as she
"Then I suppose we will have to let you go for a
short time anyhow. You will not want to leave before
Willie's marriage? If you wait till then, when Nellie
comes we can spare you better."
"I can wait some time, dear friend," rejoined Mrs.
Rowland, "when I know you are going to let this
child go home with me. I am exceedingly grateful to
you for giving her to me, even for a short while, and
rest assured, as far as in my power lies, she shall not
feel the need of her parents, though I know it would
be impossible to take their place in her heart. Give
yourself no thought, Mrs. Gordon, as to her outfit.
It will employ the waiting time, and I enjoy fixing
pretty things for young girls." Then turning to
Mabel she smiled and said, "So preen your wings, my
birdling, and be ready for our flight when the day
Then she leave of her new friends, and as she
rode away, Mr. Gordon said :
"Well, my daughter, I like your Mrs. Rowland
right well, but," and there was a pause, "I can't forget
where she comes from."
60 MABEL GORDON.
There were times when Mabel almost gave up the
idea of going with her friend, when she saw how her
parents clung to her and heard Willie's arguments
against her plan. But she needed the change so much,
her reason told her it was best to go, for the struggle
through which she had passed told on her strength.
Allan had kept well away from her, but there were
daily reminders of him, for if she took up her books
she was made to think of how he roused her ambition
and stimulated her to greater effort. To please him
she endured fatigue and trials in her determination to
excel others, though after all he had to go out of her
life forever, and when he went the joy of success died
Oh, it was hard to feel that one whom she loved
and trusted, and to whom she owed much, because of
the timely help he gave, should prove other than the
noble, high-toned man she believed him to be. And to
suggest to her to give up her purity of life ! She shud-
dered at the thought. Yes, she would go away where
pothing could recall the dream of her girlhood, and
he would hold onto her truth and never forget the
holy teachings and example of her mother. Never
would she turn from the way so plainly shown her,
and in which she would find perfect peace.
Allan's love had been very sweet, but there was a
love far more precious, and to keep that she could give
up a passion tainted with sin.
It might be that no other would ever come into her
life, and before her might stretch a long, loveless life.
MABEL GORDON 51
So be it, she could bear all sustained by a Power so
tender, so comforting to all troubled hearts, and it was
that faith which gave to her face its look of quiet hap-
piness, and enabled her to take the part she did in wel-
coming Willie's bride.
"You are to take my place, Nellie," she said. "Be
to mother a daughter indeed, and you will find the kind-
est mother a girl ever had. I am sorry to leave you,
dear, for a sister is a sweet possession to me."
"Tell us, sis," said her brother, "when I am to have
the pleasure of welcoming a brother. It does seem
hard for you to find one suited to your fastidious taste,
though lots of beaux are sighing for a kind word from
"Did I ever treat anyone unkindly?" she asked.
"No, but you stop at kindness, and they want more.
Are you waiting till you go with your friend, thinking
to find a nabob ? Can't you find a Southern boy capable
of coming up to your ideal ?"
Mr. Gordon heard the question, and he turned to
"My child, let it not be that you turn from your own
people, and choose among men whom you can owe
nothing of love."
"Dear father," she said, "give yourself no trouble
on my account. I am content to love my dear ones
here, and have no thought of lovers. I am not like
other girls, you know."
And she was unlike them, for not many had suffered
as she had done, or put out of sight a sweeter love than
she had buried. She was safe in going with Mrs.
Rowland, for it w^ould be long before she recovered
from the blow Allan had dealt, and to trust again
So she made ready to go, for Mrs. Rowland had
come, bringing with her the numerous pretty dresses
and articles dear to all feminine hearts.
53 MABEL GORDON
The evening loefore leaving she went to tell Mammy
good-bye, and to take a last walk. The same peaceful
air rested over all; the mocking birds poured forth
their sweetest songs, and everything reminded her of
the day Allan held her hands in his and kissed her
farewell. He was true and pure then, she thought,
and a deep sigh stirred her as she leaned for a moment
on the fence, near where she had seen him last.
Mammy's lament over her broke down her calmness
and the tears came freely. Laying her tremulous,
black hands on the bright, young head of the girl, the
old nurse prayed that her "chile" might be kept from
"Be wid her, Lawd, an' mek her lak one er de
blesed sarafims whut shined in Mary Magdelany,
an' keep her soul in peace an' mek her cum up wid re-
joicin' eberlastin', whar I'se gwine be truwout etar-
Viney held her hands close, too full to say much, for
little missy was very dear to her, and Mabel felt the
parting from these faithful friends and sympathizers.
Since her earliest recollections they were really a part
of the family as they claimed to be.
The parting at home was full of grief for all. and
Mrs. Rowland's tears mingled with theirs, though slie
assured them the dear one should return at her pleas-
"Come back, my own pure child," said the m.other,
and the father's parting advice was not to forget she
was a Southern girl and to bear herself accordingly.
Mrs. Rowland was very proud of Mabel's attractive
appearance. Clad in her neat traveling suit, the stylish
hat surmounting her gold-brown curls, the fair face,
with its earnest, soft eyes and rose-hued mouth, she
made a charming young lady.
Noticing the admiring looks of their fellow travel-
ers, the lady said to herself:
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*I am afraid I'll not keep her long, and the thought
pains me. I wonder how Rudolf will like her? But,
dear me, I need not give him a thought, for he will
hardly know she is in the house. I don't believe Mabel
will throw herself in his way, as some do, so she won't
disgust him. And she is lovely enough to charm any
man less given over to hatred. Poor Louis! you in
your prison home are hardly to be pitied more than
Rudolf in his bitterness of feeling. My poor boys!
my heart mourns over both."
54 MABEL GORDON
Mabel had been in her new home several days be-
fore Colonel Chester returned from a trip, and the first
she knew of his presence in the house was during her
stay in a small room adjoining Mrs. Rowland's own
sitting room, whither she had gone for a few moments
to discharge a light duty she had assumed, and while
there the brother and sister entered the sitting room.
Not wishing to meet him Mabel remained quiet, hop-
ing he would soon go. After a few remarks about his
journey, she heard Colonel Chester say :
"I hear from John that you brought a young girl
home with you. Where did you find her, and how
came you to bring her at all ?"
"I met her while in the South, during my stay at the
Springs, to which I carried my husband in his vain
search for health," replied Mrs. Rowland. "I was out
riding one day and came upon a girl walking and
talking with a nice looking negress. I was very
much taken with the girl's bright face and general ap-
pearance, and learned she was of gentle birth, that her
people were reduced by the war, and the girl was
making a brave effort to finish her education. Her
companion she introduced as Malviney, her old nurse's
daughter, and her escort to the village, whither the
girl went to take music lessons. Naturally I became
interested, and frequently met them. The more I saw
of Mabel the fonder I grew of her, and offered to give
her good advantages if she would come to me, but she
could not leave home so young, so I waited till she was
grown, then tried again to get her and succeeded. I
MABEL GORDON 55
need her very much, for you have no idea how lonely
I am, and, Rudolf, I don't want you to hurt her feel-
ings because you hate all womankind."
"Yourself always excepted," returned her brother.
"I am a gentleman, if I do distrust women, and so
shall not wound your young protegee; besides, I'll
liardly see her, for I am busy all the time. You say she
lived near those Springs. I passed through ^here during
the late unplesasantness, and 'twas theii I did some-
thing I shall always regret."
"You, Rudolf!" exclaimed his sister. "Why, I
never heard you speak of it."
"No, for it is not a pleasant memory. My men had
been terribly tried and insulted, and they were ready
for any act. I was much younger then than now, and
but recently promoted. The men did something which
enraged the owner of the place we were trespassing
upon, and he said he didn't suppose we would even
leave a shelter over his head; that he looked for any
act of violence from such vandals. And I said, 'Well,
men, don't disappoint him ; stick the torch to his house,'
and it was done. Afterwards I regretted it much,
but it was too late, and I will never forget the look on
the wife's face as I passed her, sitting on the ground
holding her two children to her breast to hide the sight
of their burning home. I would do much to undo it
if possible, for the utter despair on that mother's face
haunts me even now. Bah ! I don't like to think of it.
War is a cruel thing, and when I laid by my sword it
ended with me."
A few more remarks followed, and then he went out,
and Mabel sat like one stunned. She was in the house
with the man by whose order her home was destroyed
— the pretty home her parents loved so dearly, and the
grandeur of which her Mammy dv»^elt upon in talk-
ing to the "chillun." Could she stay there? Mammy
feared Allan might be kin to the one that ordered the
56 MABEL GORDON
torch applied, and what would she say if she knew her
"chile" was living in the same house with the man
himself? She sat perfectly still till Mrs. Rowland
left the room, then she escaped, and she determined to
tell her friend that it would be impossible for her to
stay there, though she could not give her reason, for
she disliked to say she had overheard their conversa-
tion, although 'twas accidental.
She would try to keep aloof from him, for he hated
all women, and then he had given her a powerful rea-
son to dislike him. In fancy she could look across the
fields and see those lonely chimneys, always like sen-
tinels guarding a sacred spot. Oh! those horrible
memories ! When would the healer, Time, remove the
wounds — festering heart-wounds — caused by men who
should have been brothers? She tried to drive the
thoughts away, and to appear as usual to her friend,
to whom she said, some days after overhearing Colonel
Chester's remarks :
"Mrs. Rowland, do you live with your brother, or
he with you?"
"I live with him," the lady replied. "I have a home
of my own, but it is not in a part of the city he likes,
and as I have no family, and he is attached to this
house, I rented mine and came to him. But it need
make no difference to you, child, for he is willing for
me to have anyone here I want. He is at home so
little he doesn't know much of its workings, and you
need not see him often, if you prefer not doing so."
"Which I do." said the girl, "for you say he dislikes
all women, and I much prefer avoiding him all the
Mrs. Rowland smiled.
"The same outspoken little girl I first met. Well,
dear, you shall do as you please."
So the days passed on, and Colonel Chester almost
forgot the girl's existence, but one morning Mrs. Row-
MABEL GORDON 57
land was too feeble to attend the breakfast table, and
she said to Mabel :
"You will have to preside for me this morning at
breakfast. Rudolf doesn't enjoy his meals if a servant
is all he sees at table. Woman hater that he is, he
thinks them very necessary at meal time. You will
find him very polite, and you may even enjoy his so-
ciety, for he can be charming. Go, dear, and fill my
Mabel bowed, and went quietly down to the hand-
some breakfast room, and when Colonel Chester en-
tered, instead of seeing his sister's matronly form in
its accustomed place, a slender, girlish creature awaited
him. He glanced in surprise, then bowed with ex-
"Miss Gordon, I presume. I am Rudolf Chester.
Is my sister sick that she is not present this morn-
"Yes, sir, and she sent me to wait on you in her
stead," replied Mabel, very calmly, though her pulses
bounded and she felt almost suffocated by her emo-
"You are very kind," he said. "I trust Augusta is
not seriously ill."
Mabel assured him that she was not, then proceeded
to pour his coffee, and to act as if it were perfectly
natural for her to occupy the place she then filled.
He noticed her quiet grace of manner, and mentally
concluded that his sister was not too loud in praise of
her young friend. As Mabel said nothing, and he was
host, he felt that he must make it pleasant for her,
much as he disliked her kind.
"How do you like our city?" he asked.
"I have not been here long enough to be able to say,"
"You must go out more," he said, "for it is dull
here to a young lady, but if you like to read there is
58 MABEL GORDON
a fine library In the house, to which you can have access
at any time, and if you belong to the army of piano
players there is a grand one you can use, but please
spare me all you can in practicing."
"Thank you," she said, "I am very fond of reading,
and also of music, but you need give yourself no un-
easiness about my practicing. I shall not annoy you in
He bowed, and ate on in silence. As he rose to leave
the table he said:
"Please tell Augusta I am very sorry she is ill;
if I had time would go to see her. Will she be down
"And you?" he asked.
"I will be at home," she said simply.
"Can't you be with us?" again he asked.
"If Mrs. Rowland wishes me," she replied.
Again he bowed, and feeling he had wasted too
much time upon a girl, left for his office, and gave no
further thought to her till upon his return he saw only
"Where is Miss Gordon?" he asked.
"She preferred not coming down, and of course I
excused her," replied the lady.
"Does she think me an ogre ?"
"No, but she knows you dislike all women, and it
is pleasanter to keep away from you," Mrs. Rowland
"I have small cause to like them," he said, "but she
need not fear me, I shall not be rude to her."
"She said you were quite kind. I must take her
about more, for I am afraid she will grow homesick,
and if the child were to leave it would cause me much
sorrow. I am very fond of her, Rudolf."
"So I perceive," he said.
MABEL GORDON 59
"And so would you if you would see more of her,"
retorted his sister.
He smiled at her feeling of warmth.
"My dear Augusta, how am I to see anything of her
when she avoids me, and I care so little that I do not
know she is here, unless by accident I see her? She
is very pretty, and I doubt not that fair face would
lure a man to madness if he should be so foolish as to
allow himself to care for her, and she would care no
more for the sorrow she might cause than Eleanor
cares for the woe she wrought poor Louis. Your
pretty protegee is all you want, and I am glad for your
sake. She is nothing to me."
Mrs. Rowland made no reply and the conversation
drifted to other topics.
Of course Mrs. Rowland said nothing to Mabel of
Colonel Chester's feelings, but the girl steadily avoided
him, and he took so little notice of it that he never
mentioned her name.
One day, having occasion to go to the kitchen, she
found Sarah, the faithful cook, groaning with pain.
"Why, Sarah, are you ill?" she asked.
"Indeed, miss, I'm near dead with me head, and the
masther left worrud to have a foine dinner, for he was
to bring frinds home with him, an' me that sick I could
"Never mind," comforted Mabel. "Let Katie pre-
Sarah's face did not brighten.
"Oh, miss, she knows no more of cooking than :;
"Let me do it, then," suggested the girl.
"You, Miss Gordon," exclaimed Sarah.
"Yes, I," smiled Mabel. "I was a famous cook at
home, and it would really give me pleasure to do this.
You can sit in here and direct me if I go wrong."
60 MABEL GORDON
"But Mrs. Rowland will not like for you to do this,"
"She will not know it. She isn't able to come down
now, and Katie can wait on her. I'll run and tell her
j»ot to expect me in several hours, and get a long apron
to protect my dress, then we will soon get this bugbear
out of the way. I'll give the master a taste of South-
ern cookery, and if it is not as good as yours he can
put up with it once."
Away she flitted, and was soon back again, with cuffs
laid aside, and white wrists bared for work.
"Now I am ready, and I shall enjoy this," she
"I'll bless you till me dyin' day," said Sarah, "fur
ef ye hadn't helped, the saints only know what I should
"And I am very glad to be able to help you," said
Mabel. "I know who humors my taste, and now this
is my opportunity for showing gratitude."
She moved about the kitchen as gracefully as she
did in the parlor — always the lady. Sarah watched
her admiringly, and when the dinner was all done
became loud in praise of her skill.
"Now, Sarah," she said, "I shall leave everything
in your care while I run and see Mrs. Rowland, and
help her to be ready when Colonel Chester comes with
As she entered that lady's room Mrs. Rowland ex-
"Mabel, what have you been doing! Your cheeks
are flaming, and you are tired."
"I ran upstairs, dear lady, and am slightly tired.
Are you ready to come down to preside for Colonel
Chester? Dinner will soon be served."
"Yes, I will go, and you must accompany me. I
shall not let you hide yourself always. You
are my daughter for the time being and one of whom
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I am justly proud. So dress yourself carefully and be
"I always want to please you," said Mabel, "but I
really would be glad to be excused to-day."
"Impossible, dear," replied her friend, smiling. "I
want you to come, and your good parents trained you
to habits of obedience, you know. So you will do as
I say. You were accustomed to company at home, so
you need not care now."
"Oh, it is not that. Company makes no difference
to me, for if our home was humble guests were fre-
quently entertained there."
"It is Rudolf, then! Well, you need not care for
him. I need you, and you will come. I am going
down now to meet them."
So Mabel donned a pretty dress, and her heightened
color added to her beauty. She slipped back to the din-
ing room to see that everything was in perfect order,
John was at his post, delighted with the appearance
"John," she said, a little anxiously, "do you think he
will be pleased to-day? I tried so hard to have every-
"Indeed, Miss Gordon, I know he is bound to like
everything, and I'll do all I can to suit him," an-
swered John, glad to comfort her.
Nevertheless, Mabel was somewhat nervous when
the meal began. Colonel Chester introduced his friends
to her when they entered the elegant dining room,
and he saw the same girlish figure there he had met
once before. If he was at all gratified in seeing her
again, his face showed none of it, but his friends looked
the admiration they felt.
Once during the course of the meal he asked Mrs.
"Have you a new cook?"
"No," returned his sister, "but there is a difference
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in the viands to-day. I suppose Sarah has tried a
"Tell her to keep on, please," he said. "I am either
very hungry, or the victuals exceedingly nice. Miss
Gordon, your appetite is not so good. Can't I help you
to some of this fowl?"
Mabel stole a look at John. That functionary was
standing, tray in hand, and with a face as inscrutable
as his master's.
The conversation turned on other subjects, and
Mabel could listen and watch the faces of all. Colonel
Chester was by far the most distinguished looking
of the gentlemen present, and she noticed the deference
with which his opinions were received. His face de-
noted a fine character, the expression of his eyes was
kind, and his smile perfect; a man a child would
trust and women rely upon.
Looking at him and listening to his pleasant tones
Mabel found it hard to believe him capable of cruel
conduct toward a defenceless old man and helpless
children. He raised his eyes and caught her look, and
his smile deepened her color.
As Mrs. Rowland and she left the table she said :
"H you do not need me I would like to write some
letters this evening. Mother will be disappointed un-
less her regular one goes."
"By all means write. I will excuse you," Mrs.
Rowland replied, and the guests looked disappointed
when they failed to find the girl in the drawinig
"Where is Miss Gordon?" asked Colonel Chester.
"She had letters to write and begged me to excuse
her," answered his sister.
"I tell Colonel Chester," said one of his friends,
"that it will be strange if he continues to hate the fair
sex, with such a piece of feminine loveliness so near.
How can you resist such charms?"
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Colonel Chester smiled slightly as he replied :
"Feminine beauty has no charms for me. I am thor-
oughly in love with my profession, to the exclusion of
all other loves."
"And so you do not admire this dainty Southerner?'*
"Well, really, I know so little of her I can't say
I do," gravely returned the host.
"Ah, Chester, if you ever should be struck by the
blind god it will be a terrible case," his friend re-
"I do not apprehend anything of the kind. I am
thirty- four and never yet have been attacked."
"You are not safe yet. Your fate may be at hand."
"Then 'tis to be hoped I will be kindly treated,"
Colonel Chester said lightly, and ended the talk.
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One day, some time after his friends' visit, as Colo-
nel Chester was making ready to go to his office his
sister said :
"Can't you stay with me? I see so little of you
"I am very busy." he replied. "Our clerk has more
than he can do and I have to copy several papers."
"Mabel writes well, and if you have any work with
you will help you. I'll send for her," said Mrs. Row-
"I dislike to trouble her," he said, "but you can
In answer to the summons Mabel came quietly into
"You sent for me?" she asked her friend, who an-
"Yes, dear. Will you help Rudolf with some wTit-
"Certainly," she said, "where is the work?"
"I dislike to bother you," said Colonel Chester, "but
will be glad of assistance. I'll have the papers arranged
in a few moments."
"Writing never worries me," she said, "and if by
helping you I can gain some of your society for Mrs.
Rowland I shall be glad."
"You do not care for it yourself, I presume?" he
said, his eyes twinkling merrily.
She looked up quickly.
"I do not, sir," she replied coldly.
The amused look deepened on his face.
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"Little rebel," he said to himself: "she certainly
has no more liking for me than I have for her."
He gravely arranged the work for her, and taking
'ip a paper settled himself near the light. As Mrs.
:\.owland was reading, there was silence for quite a
time, then he arose and going to the faithful copyist
"I don't want to tire you to-night. Rest now while
I look over this paper."
Mabel bowed, and rising, drew a chair near to Mrs.
Rowland, who laid down her book to talk with her.
Chatting on quietly together they took no notice of
the gentleman, till a contemptuous expression from
him caused his sister to look at him in surprise. He
laid down his paper, his face full of scorn.
"What ails you, Rudolf?" asked Mrs. Rowland.
"I see in this paper that Eleanor Heath is to be man-
ager of the new charitable guild just started, and it
disgusted me. She coaxed a round sum from my
partner for it, but she didn't come to me, and it is
well she did not. I cannot endure that woman."
"Oh, brother, you are too hard on her," said his
"Too hard ! When she ruined Louis by her per-
fidy? That woman caused me to lose faith in all
womankind, and had she come to me with her sweet
ways I should have told her of her hypocrisy. A
Christian indeed ! If there was such a thing as re-
ligion she would make me hate it."
Mabel listened quietly till he finished, then she
"Do you doubt there being such a thing as Chris-
"Yes," he said, "and so would you if you knew
the sorrow that woman has caused and could see
others as I do. I know men who make long prayers.
and almost seem sanctified, yet they oppress widows
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and orphans, steal and falsify, though they claim to
be Christians. And there are women, looking like
saints, who can coolly crush men's hearts; can turn
from the truest love and sell themselves to richer
suitors. If they were Christians could they do so?"
"Hush, Rudolf," said his sister. "You shall not
try to shake Mabel's faith."
"He cannot," said the girl quietly; "I know re-
ligion is real. I have seen the faith he despises sup-
port my parents in bitter trials, and it has been my
only comfort in severe trouble. It is out of his power
to shake my faith, for it is a part of my being, and life
without the belief my parents have taught me from my
earliest recollections would be dark indeed."
"And do you accept those teachings blindly?"
"Not blindly, for I have the witness within my soul
that all I believe is true, and. Colonel Chester, were
it in your power to take from me youth, health and
friends, or my faith, I would rather you would take
all else and leave to me my belief."
"Now, Rudolf, you must let her alone," interposed
"I wall," he said, "for if she wants to believe as
she does all logic will be in vain. I never try to con-
vince a woman against her will."
"Are we so unreasonable as that?" asked Mabel.
"Yes; I never look for reason in your sex."
"You are complimentary," she said.
"I am truthful, he returned.
"That is always best," she replied gravely.
"Are you the same?" he asked.
She drew herself up as she said :
"I have never known anything else but the truth."
"Then if some honest man some day offers you his
love, and wins from you a promise to be his wife, you
would not throw him away for a wealthier lover?
Could he depend on you ?" he asked.
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"He could," she said; "but I hardly think that will
"Young as you are do you really belive that? I
thought all girls looked forward to matrimony."
"I am not like them in that," she said.
"And there is no laddie at the South waiting for his
"None there," she answered.
"You have had her on the witness stand long
enough," said Mrs. Rowland. "You must quit bring-
ing your lawyer-like ways into our home circle, Ru-
"I will hush," he said, and looking at his watch, "I
must leave you now. I have an engagement to meet.
I am under obligations to you, Miss Gordon, for the
assistance you have rendered me."
Mabel bowed, and Mrs. Rowland said :
"You are under more to her for cooking that nice
dinner for your friends and yourself."
"Mrs. Rowland, pray hush!" exclaimed Mabel.
"Ah!" he said, turning quickly; "I congratulate
you, Miss Gordon, upon your skill, and thank you for
the treat you gave us; but how came you to do it?"
"Sarah was quite sick and I merely took her place,"
"A regular good Samaritan," put in Mrs. Rowland.
"'Twas very kind," he said. "I did not think you
could succeed in that line."
"I was trained at home," she said simply, "and there
was need for me to learn housework."
"And every girl should be so trained," he said, as
he turned to go.
Mrs. Rowland laughed as she said :
"Rudolf, with all his brilliancy and learning is like
other men, and the way to his heart is via his stomach."
"I don't believe there is a way to his heart," said
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Mabel, "and it would be a brave woman who would at-
Colonel Chester heard the remark, as he paused at
the door, and looking back he said :
"I shouldn't think the reward sufficient for the
Mrs. Rowland replied :
"Brother, you do yourself injustice. I could wish
no woman a greater blessing than your love. Your
heart is a noble one if you do persist in closing it
against the ladies."
"Whenever I find one so pure and true that she
can restore my faith in womankind, then I'll lay my
all at her feet, and. till then, sister mine, this 'noble
heart,' as you are pleased to term it, will stay in my
keeping," said he.
He left them and the ladies after a little more
talk prepared to retire.
Colonel Chester's questions called up thoughts of
the laddie Mabel knew long ago, and the dull pain
that settled about her heart revealed that the struggle
through which she had passed was not all the battle
to be fought ere she could declare herself entirely
free from the love Allan had inspired. She won-
dered where he was then, and if he were happy. No
tidings of him had ever reached her, and though he
had shocked and wounded her so terribly, it was hard
to forget a friend so endeared by many kindnesses,
and it was to him she owed the awakening of her
ambition to fit herself for any position. She won-
dered, too, if Colonel Chester would ask a woman
he professed to love to be false to every principle of
honor. Yes, she believed if he could love as Allan
said he did, he would- act so, too, for he was a man
of the world and familiar with life in all its phases.
He was worse than her old friend, for he scoffed at
religion, and Allan never did that. Colonel Chester
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reqtiirec! purity and sincerity in woman, and he might
not know anything of either. So with her mind full
of both men she fell asleep, to dream of her girlhood,
of her quiet childhood, when she walked with Allan
through the shady lanes and fragrant woods, when
he unwittingly stole her heart away and lost his own.
70 MABEL GORDON.
Time passed uneventfully on to them all, and Colo-
nel Chester saw little of Mabel. She had another
cause to dislike him, for he was an avowed infidel,
and it filled her with horror to hear anyone deny the
existence of the Being she worshiped. It was worse
than turning them out homeless to try to shake her
faith in her parents' God. Her evident avoidance of
him amused him very much, and he began to seek op-
portunities of talking to her.
One bright Sabbath morning he met her in the hall,
dressed in outdoor costume.
"Ah! Miss Gordon," he said, "may I ask where you
"To church, sir," she replied.
"To church? How good you are to give up a de-
lightful nap just to listen to a drowsy sermon, preached
upon speculations some superstitious creature has got-
ten up. Now I spent the morning indulging in a re-
freshing sleep, which I needed, having come in late
last night, and this morning no place suited me so well
as the arms of Morpheus, so I went breakfastless and
am now hungry. Augusta said you would give me
my luncheon, as all the servants are so pious they must
needs go to church, too, and have not returned. Will
you see to my wants?"
"Certainly," she said, and turned toward the din-
ing room, he following closely. "The table is all ar-
ranged, and I will take Mrs. Rowland's lunch to her."
"Augusta ate late and is in no need of food now,"
he said. "I want you here, so take off your hat and
MABEL GORDON *[\.
eat with me. You know, of course, I don't like ladies,
but they add a great deal to a table."
She hesitated, and he continued:
"I insist upon your joining me in this. Do you
really hate to eat with me?"
"Yes, sir," she said, "since you force me to tell the
"Ah !" he said coolly, "and what is your reason, or
have you any?"
With a flushing face she yet raised her eyes bravely
to his as she replied :
"It is, sir, because you can partake willingly of all
the good things a generous God bestows on you and
never give Him thanks — indeed even go as far as to
deny His existence."
He saw she felt all she said, so he answered quietly.
"Well, we won't quarrel to-day over our beliefs.
Let us enjoy the good things before us and be friendly.
Sit down and let me help you to this roast. It is very
nicely prepared; almost equals that you gave us once."
With exquisite courtesy he did the honors of the
table, eating slowly, and talking as he ate.
"The day is very pretty, Miss Gordon," he said,
"and a drive this afternoon would be pleasant. Will
you go with me driving?"
"No, sir," she said calmly.
"You won't! Why not?"
"I do not approve of it," she said.
"And you won't go with me?"
"Well, upon my word," said he, "you are polite."
"What else can I say?" she asked. "You had to
"And you run the risk of never being asked again
by refusing now," said he.
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She smiled as she repHed :
"I hope you are not of the opinion my happiness
can be affected thereby."
''I beheve it is not merely because you disapprove
Sunday rides," he said. "You don't want to go with
me. Am I not right?"
She looked worried, and her face colored.
"The truth," said he; "you profess to know noth-
Then she looked him fearlessly in the face as she
"You are right, but I dislike to be rude to you."
"And will you carry out your candid role and give
your reasons? That is, if you have any? This may
be a Doctor Fell case with you, and I doubt your
having any. Women seldom do."
"And as I shall not give mine, it is useless to dis-
cuss this longer," she retorted. "I shall take Mrs.
Rowland's lunch to her and you can prepare for your
He arose, opened the door for her, and bowed low
as she acknowledged his courtesy, his wine-brown
eyes gleaming with humor.
"Little saint!" he said. "I believe she has lots of
spirit, for all she seems so good. I'll go up and
see Augusta a while;" so, as Mabel was attending
upon that lady's wants, he made his appearance at the
door, cigar in hand.
"May I come in and take my smoke here?" he
asked. "Sister, I know a cigar is never offensive to
you, but Miss Gordon may not like it. Is it too great
an act of desecration for me to smoke at all to-day?"
"You are a law unto yourself, sir," replied the girl,
"and certainly are not amenable to me for anything
you do, but / am responsible for tny conduct, and shall
govern myself accordingly."
He bowed gravely, and Mrs. Rowland asked :
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"What is wrong with you two now?"
"What do you suppose your paragon did just now ?"
he asked. "She actually refused to take a drive with
me. What do you think of such conduct?"
"I think," said his sister, "that no other lady of
your acquaintance would have done so. Why did
"It is against my principles, madam, and he knew
it," she answered quietly.
"You had been to church and that was enough,"
he said. "You had given the morning to worship-
ing your God and you might take a little recreation
this afternoon. Your religion is too straightlaced. Miss
Gordon. Your ways will drive sinners from you. My
faith is much more pleasant."
"I make no war upon you," she said, "and must
insist that you let me alone."
"And if I do not heed you, what then?"
"'Twill be as though you said nothing, for it is not
in your power, sir, to change my belief," she said very
"And so I am to go alone? The drive would be
pleasanter shared with someone."
"Haven't you friends of your kind, and couldn't
you get one to ride with you?" she asked.
"Oh, yes," he said; "I will give you a glowing ac-
count of my ride. There is a book of sermons in the
library you can read if you w^.nt some amusement."
"Rudolf, you are simply abominable," said his sis-
He bowed low to her, mockingly to Mabel, and
quitted the room.
"Don't mind him, dear," said Mrs. Rowland. "I
never saw him act so before, and if you can influence
him for good, pray do so."
"I shall not try to influence him at all, dear lady,
but when he attacks me I will defend myself," an-
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"He was a different man before poor Louis lost
his reason. They were noble boys, and loved each
other so tenderly. Ah! what have I not suffered on
their account. Louis was not quite as handsome as
Rudolf, but he attracted people powerfully. Some
day I'll take you to see him, and you will wonder how
a girl could turn from him to a man every way his
inferior. But I do not blame Eleanor as Rudolf
does, for I believe so much influence was brought to
bear upon her by her relatives that she had to yield,
and I don't suppose she thought it would hurt Louis
as it did."
"It must pain her greatly to know she has caused
such suffering," said Mabel.
"I think it does, for her face has a sad expression.
Rudolf, however, thinks her diamonds and other ap-
purtenances of wealth are a balm for her every grief."
"I think," said the girl, "a true woman could not
find comfort in such."
"She realizes that now, when it is too late. Ah,
child, the world is full of women who have been sold.
The slavery that existed among your people was a
dreadful thing, but I hardly think it worse than the
kind going on everywhere yet, and will go on as long
as the greed for gold lives, and that will be till
the end of all things earthly. I know numbers
of women, bound by fetters they had to help forge,
while their hearts are ceaselessly crying for liberty.
I wonder how mothers can force their daughters into
such mockeries as some marriages are."
"My parents would rather see me dead," said Mabel,
"than to have me wed that way, and I would not be
guilty of such sin as I believe that to be."
"A noble sentiment. Miss Gordon," said Colonel
Chester, and, turning quickly, Mabel saw him stand-
ing near the door.
"I thought you had gone to ride," she said.
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"I changed my mind, you see, and came back to
entertain, and be entertained by you, and I caught that
last remark of yours, which I applaud, but doubt even
your being able to resist a golden bait."
"I have none of myself," she answered.
"Neither have I, dear," said Mrs. Rowland, "and
Rudolf has no right to say it of you."
"Perhaps you will see her tried some time," he said.
"You must take her into society, Augusta, and let her
learn the ways of the world, of the dear ladies one
meets at all the fashionable places of amusement
during the week, and who on the Sabbath day don
their church dresses and religion, and hie them away
to service, where they respond with such grace and
unction that it might deceive anyone. Take Eleanor
for instance; she looks like a saint and is utterly
"Are you not too hard on her?" asked Mabel.
He frowned and pulled his moustache savagely.
"My dear young lady," he said, "you are so kind
to everyone, save myself, that you are incapable of
judging. Wait until you see the wreck she made,
and then you will not blame me."
"But others have suffered as much as you have be-
cause of your brother's sorrow, and yet not been made
so bitter. There are v/omen who endure terrible
agony of heart and mind and keep their sweetness.
If men had the Refuge that most women fly to in
trouble they could bear their sorrows better. Ah! if
you knew the comfort I have found there in time of
trouble you would want to know more of our Helper."
"What do you know of sorrow," he asked, "young
and care-free as you must be?"
"Tell us what troubles you, dear," said her friend,
"and let us help you bear it."
"Thank you," she said gently, "but I do not like to
speak of buried hopes, and I said what I did only to
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let Colonel Chester know there was help for all grief-
He looked at her curiously. Her face was so full
of peace and sweetness it was hard to believe she knew
aught of sorrow. Mrs. Rowland took her hand ca-
ressingly in hers as she said :
"My dear little girl, your life rnay have held much
of sadness, but I shall try to brighten it in every way
Mabel smiled brightly and replied:
"You are so kind to me I am quite happy here, and
all that worries me is separation from my home
"You don't mind interfering with my happiness,"
said Colonel Chester, "as witness the way you treated
me this afternoon."
"You are not hurt much," she said, smiling.
"Now, Rudolf, let her alone," said his sister. "Go
off and try to get in a better humor, and, Mabel, get
that book we were reading and let us finish it."
"Why may not I enjoy the reading also?" he asked.
"May he stay, dear?" questioned her friend.
"If he wishes," she said quietly, and without a touch
of consciousness she began to read in a low, clear
tone, Colonel Chester leaning back in an easy chair
and watching her face closely.
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Despite the knowledge Mabel held against Colonel
Chester, she found him very interesting, even in his
cynical moods, and she quit avoiding him, though
she by no means sought his society. He was always
cutting at her piety, calling her "Saint Mabel," and
sneering at others who professed to be Christians.
One evening he came along in time to hear the
close of a talk between Mabel and his sister, and heard
the latter say:
"Yes, dear, go by all means. I know you will
enjoy it, and if I were stronger I would go with you,
but you will be in good company."
Mabel turned away and he asked Mrs. Rowland:
"Where does Miss Gordon want to go, and with
"To church to hear the farewell sermons of two
young missionaries who sail soon for a heathen land,
and she is going to-night with our friends next door."
"Do you suppose her saintship would allow me to
accompany her?" he asked.
"You, Rudolf!" exclaimed his sister.
"Yes, I. She is so good she might take a notion
that it is her duty to offer herself as a missionary,
and you can't spare her, so somebody had better go
along to keep her from committing an absurdity."
And to Mabel's astonishment, when she came down-
stairs, he was calmly waiting for her, and coolly said :
"I am going with you to-night."
She almost gasped, as she replied:
"Do you know where I am going?"
"Augusta told me, and for fear you may be seized
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with a notion that "you ought to accompany those half-
witted creatures, who are giving up their Hves for a
fancy, I deemed it best to go with you. Take my
It was the first time she had touched him, and as
she sHpped her httle hand under his arm, he felt a de-
gree of satisfaction and a kind of protectorship new
to him, for, aside from his sister, many years had
elapsed since a woman's hand had rested on his arm.
He was well known in all the city, and his infidelity
was no secret, so when he entered the church, with
his handsome head bared, and a perfect manner toward
his girlish companion, there was quite a stir among
his acquaintances, all of which he understood, but
was apparently unconscious of the sensation he cre-
There were some whispered comments which Mabel
did not hear but he did, and his long moustache con-
cealed the smile on his lips as he listened.
He sat through the long services, conscious of feel-
ing very comfortable. Somehow having that fair,
earnest young girl near him, and for the time being
in his care, was exceedingly pleasant.
At the close of the exercises an appeal was made for
money to help the young men in their work. Mabel
took out her little purse to contribute as the plate
reached her. Colonel Chester watching her all the time.
Suddenly he quietly took the purse from her hand and,
as she looked at him in amazement, he drew out of his
pocket a roll of bills and laid them on the plate, leav-
ing her purse in their place. Of course she could say
nothing, but her face flushed, while an amused look
flashed into his eyes.
As they walked out of the church he drew her hand
within his arm again, looking very grave as he did
so. She was too indignant over his conduct to say
anything to him, and they walked in silence.
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"How did you enjoy the services?" he asked, at
"Very much," she repHed.
"I thought so. Once I really feared you were go-
ing up there to offer yourself as a co-worker."
"I wish I could do some good in the world," she
"Well, you can," said he. "There are heathen at
your door, so you can begin your mission at once."
"Who are they?" she asked.
"I, for one, am called a heathen," he replied.
"I shall not try to convert you," she said.
"You won't! Isn't my soul, if I have one, precious
to you? Why do you not want to convert me?" he
"r didn't say I did not want to convert you, but
that I shall not try, for I don't want to have you tell
me to attend to my own business. Besides, sir, you
have every advantage all of us possess, and if you
choose to neglect such an important matter you have
only yourself to blame if you pass an eternity of woe,"
she answered decidedly.
"No, I will not," said he. "I can blame such people
as Eleanor Heath. I saw her to-night, and if my
feelings had been devotional the sight of her false
face would have changed them. Didn't you see that
lady a few seats from us who looked at us so in-
"Yes, sir, and I liked her face; it is very lovely,
and has a sad expression."
"It has a hypocritical look," he said.
"Poor woman !" pitied Mabel. "She must suffer
very much, and you are so hard on her. How do
you know all she endured before she sent your
brother away? And don't you suppose the thought
of him, shut up in his lonely room while she is barred
the privilege of seeing him whom she ruined, bound
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to another man and knowing she must sin even to
think of her old lover, is bitterness indeed? Ah! be-
lieve me, she suffers enough to satisfy even you, and
because she turns to religion to find solace, you call
her a hypocrite. You are unkind, Colonel Chester."
"She has an able advocate in you," he said, "but I
can't feel kindly yet. She may be sincere, and may
have repented, but that does not bring back my
brother's lost mind."
"And the very hopelessness of it all makes her sor-
row greater. I sympathize deeply with her, and so
would you if you could know all," his companion
"Perhaps," he said. "I remember when Louis ad-
dressed her and she accepted him. The boy was so
happy, and when he told me of it he said, 'Rudolf, if
you only knew how happy I am you would yield that
heart of yours to some sweet girl,' and seeing his joy
I did almost envy him then, but, oh, how he was
crushed when she sent him away. He came to me so
white and stunned. 'Brother,' he said, 'it is all over,
and she will marry another man. She is false, and I
believed in her as I did in God,' and he was never the
same after that."
"Poor fellow," sighed Mabel, her eyes full of tears.
"How he must have suffered. But he did wrong in
idolizing her as he did. Perhaps if he had not done
that all might have been well."
"Perhaps if old Heath had not offered himself and
his great wealth all would have been different. There
was no Providence in it, Miss Gordon, only a love
And seeing how useless it was to intercede, Mabel
Their acquaintance progressed very well after that,
and the more Colonel Chester saw of the girl the more
he believed in her sincerity and earnestness.
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Several days after he went to church with her he
came in with some tickets for tlie opera, and laid
them in his sister's hands, who asked:
"What does this mean?"
"I want you and Miss Gordon to go with me to
hear a celebrated singer," he said. "Where is she?
I'll ask her myself."
"You will find her in the library, writing a letter
to her mother," replied Mrs. Rowland.
He went in quest of Mabel and found her coming
out of the room.
"One moment," he said. "I want you to go to the
opera to-night. You are fond of music, and a superb
singer will be there."
"I hardly know whether I can go or not," she an-
"See here," he said, "I went to church with you,
and you might come with me to the opera. Your
saintship will not be hurt at all, and it is such a treat
to you I want you to enjoy it."
"Does Mrs. Rowland approve?" she asked.
"She does," he said. Then dropping his light tone
he spoke, almost tenderly :
"Child, can you not trust me at all? I would not
do you any harm."
"I do want to go so very much," she said.
"Then make ready," he answered, "and look your
As she turned to go he said, "Don't you want your
"Indeed I do. Give it me, please," and she held
out her hand for it.
He laughed softly, and put her hand aside.
"I really can't spare it," he said; "I need it, too.
You may have what change is in it, but the purse I
82 'MABEL GORDON
She couldn't understand his conduct, and she drew
back a trifle coldly, saying:
"If it gives you any pleasure to treat me thus you
can do so, but I don't believe you keep my simple
portemonnaie because you need it. I can't understand
"My dear young lady," he said, coolly, "there are
many things beyond your comprehension, therefore
do not tax yourself trying to solve them. I have your
purse and I shall keep it, and in its place I offer you
this," handing her a beautifully embossed portemon-
naie with gold clasps.
She looked at him in perfect amazement, and the
color dyed her face, as she replied :
"I am surprised, sir, that you should think I would
accept a present from you. If you want my poor
little purse you can have it, but I cannot take that
"Very well," he said, returning the pretty trifle to
his pocket. "May I ask, Miss Gordon, if it is because
I offer this to you that you refuse it, or do you not
"I never take presents from gentlemen." she re-
plied; "mother has always told me to decline them,
and I should refuse that from anyone."
"So your objection is not to me?"
"Miss Gordon," he said, "have you made up your
mind to dislike me?"
"And if I have, what then?" she asked. "It cannot
be a matter of concern to Colonel Chester, woman
hater and atheist, what a simple maiden feels."
"Can it not?" he asked. "Perhaps you are right;
at least for the present we will not discuss the mat-
ter further. Go and prepare yourself, and Augusta
also, for our musical treat to-night. At least you will
allow me to furnish tickets for all, if you won't take
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He saw her no more till she came down with Mrs.
Rowland, ready to go to the opera, and as she turned
toward the conservatory, he followed, saying:
"I want a buttonhole bouquet, if you please. When
you get what you want arrange me one."
She bowed as she passed through the doorway,
and in a few moments returned with some odorous
roses for herself and a tiny boutonniere for him, which
she handed to him, saying:
"I hope this pleases you."
"It is very pretty," he said, not offering to take it
"Aren't you going to have it?" she asked.
"I am waiting for you to pin it on for me," he an-
"I prefer your doing that," she replied.
"And I prefer your doing it," he said.
Very quietly she took a pin, and proceeded to fasten
the flowers, he looking down at her face to see if the
swift color came to her cheek, but if he had been the
errand boy she could not have been more composed or
indifferent. Suddenly he said :
"Look in that mirror near you," and then added
softly, "Is it not a pretty picture?"
What she saw in the glass was a tall, elegantly at-
tired man, bending his head toward a slender girl,
who stood with uplifted arms, busily adjusting flow-
ers for him, and she moved away instantly.
"You have spoiled it," he said, "and I was admir-
ing the scene. Saint Mabel, you have no compunction
at all, when you interfere with my pleasure, though
you are all kindness to others. Do I not merit more
"I certainly treat you, sir, with all the considera-
tion you deserve," she returned. "Please let us go to
Mrs. Rowland now," and she led the way out.
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Again was there a sensation when Colonel Chester
showed himself in public with a lady besides his sis-
ter, and many were the conjectures as to who she
was. Ke saw the lorgnettes directed toward their
box, and Mabel saw his face take on a look he always
assumed when he locked 'his feelings away from every-
one. He was perfectly satisfied with her appearance,
and when the music began, and he saw her com-
pletely carried away with it, her face beaming with
happiness, he smiled and leaning near said :
"I am glad to see you enjoying the music as you
do. You shall interpret it for me."
"You are so kind," she returned; "I shall always
thank you for this."
Again that rare smile lit his face, and he said no
more. He saw several gentlemen looking at the girl
by his side, as though they wanted an introduction,
and young Oscar Fielding, the son of one of Mrs.
Rowland's friends, was so glad to see that lady out
once more that he came to their box to express him-
self, and was presented to Mabel. Colonel Chester
gave his chair to their visitor, and stood at the back
of Mabel's, one hand resting on the chair, the other
thrust in his coat, and though he showed no feeling,
yet decidedly wished Fielding had stayed away, and
was not sorry when it was all over, and they were
seated in the carriage homeward bound.
"Did you enjoy the evening, dear?" asked Mrs.
Rowland of Mabel.
"More than I can tell," she replied, and then was
silent, while Mrs. Rowland talked.
"Young Fielding asked permission to call, Mabel,"
"And of course you gave it?" put in her brother.
"Certainly I did, for he is an excellent young man,
and the son of a dear friend of mine. Besides, Ru-
dolf, Mabel must have more young company. Youth
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loves youth, and she will grow tired of her home if
she is shut up there with an ailing woman and a cyni-
cal man all the time. You would not have me tcJl
Oscar to stay away?"
"Oh, no; by all means let him come. He is con-
sidered a catch by maueuvering mammas, and may
some day ask for Miss Gordon's hand. You will feel
that your duty is discharged if you can see her mar-
ried to a long bank account."
"I am not trying to catch him for Mabel, for I
don't want her to wed anyone, but I know she will
some time, and if she should choose someone near me
I am selfish enough to be glad," retorted his sister,
and the conversation stopped.
As they reached home and Mrs. Rowland was as-
cending the stairs to her room Colonel Chester
stopped Mabel a moment to ask:
"Of what were you thinking so intently on the
"Of my dear ones," she said, "and of the sweet
"And what of the music?" he asked.
"I was thinking," she said softly, "if anything
earthly could be so entrancingly sweet what must be
the melody of the heavenly chorus, how unspeakable
the joy of those permitted to join in those strains,
and I was lifted out of myself with the thought. I
think the music alone will be compensation to me for
all I may endure on earth."
He was conscious of a queer sensation in his throat,
as he said :
"You believe, then, that you will be in that heaven
of which you speak. Why?"
" 'I know that my Redeemer liveth,' " she answered,
"and I know in whom I trust. Good-night, Colonel
"Good night," he said softly, and as the girl went
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slowly np the stairway he still stood where she left
liim, then he sighed, as he said to himself:
"Had Eleanor been the trne-hearted being that Miss
Gordon is, how different would life now be to Louis
and me. But I must not trust too much, lest this
girl should prove false, though all her life seems so true
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Young Fielding was not slow in availing himself
of Mrs. Rowland's permission to call, and he was so
pleasant Mabel thought him quite an addition to their
quiet life, and in her artless manner showed him she
found his society enjoyable, and he was careful not
to tire her. He found that their voices harmonized
well, so he often called with songs for her to try with
him. Sometimes a new book was an excuse, and
again a drive.
Once they passed Colonel Chester, and he lifted his
hat with stately courtesy, but not a shade of a smile
dawned on his face.
"Colonel Chester is an elegant man," said Mr.
Fielding, "but don't you find him so icy that it is dis-
agreeable to be about him, save in warm weather?"
"Is he icy?" queried the girl; "I had not observed
it at all."
Her companion looked closely at her, but her face
was perfectly innocent.
"Perhaps," said he, smiling, " he may not wish to be
cold to you."
"I am sure he treats everyone alike," she returned.
He looked at her again keenly, and saw that she
was sincere, for the fair cheek next him did not deepen
in color, and her eyes met his too frankly for him to
suspect that the cool, reserved lawyer had awakened
more interest in her than any other gentleman, so he
changed the subject, and devoted himself to entertain-
ing Mabel delightfully.
Mrs. Rowland was pleased with his attentions to
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her protegee, and assured Mrs. Fielding that if Oscar
should in time grow, fond of the girl, she could wish
him nothing more, "for portionless as she was, Mabel
was a treasure." One evening after Fielding left, as
Mabel was passing the library, Mrs. Rowland called to
her to come in, and entering she saw Colonel Chester
had come and settled himself for a cozy talk.
"Your caller leaves early. Miss Gordon," he said,
"or did you dismiss him?"
"He left," she answered. "He does nothing for me
to send him away."
"A most delightful companion, I fancy. Augusta,
do you know I met this young lady driving with your
favorite, and she hardly returned my bow, so absorbed
was she in what he was saying?"
"Do not believe him, dear lady," said Mabel. "I
was very polite."
Mrs. Rowland smiled as she said :
"I know Rudolf, dear child, so give yourself no
"Seriously, Miss Gordon," continued he, "you are
leading poor Fielding into a bad place. I don't par-
ticularly admire him, but I hate to see anyone hurt."
"How can I hurt him?" she asked.
"Dear me, how unsophisticated ! Why, child, do
you not know Fielding is deeplv in love?" he asked.
"With me?" she said. "Oh,' Colonel Chester, how
can you say so?"
"Because it is so," he replied. "It is no secret
among us, for he can't hide it. and I surely thought
you knew it. If he has not declared himself he will
soon, and then "
"I earnestly hope you are mistaken," she broke in.
"I could not love him, and I could not think of mar-
"But you might consider all that an alliance with
him would bring you. He is very wealthy and his
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family excellent. You would be a leader in society."
"Mabel cares so little for such," interposed Mrs.
Rowland, "that I fear she will let a good man whom
she might grow to love go away, but I have a horror
of a loveless marriage."
"What are you going to do about this, Miss Gor-
don?" and Colonel Chester's brilliant eyes fastened
themselves on her face. "You certainly will have to
answer him soon."
"Mrs. Rowland," said Mabel, "I want to go home.
Can't I go?"
"Ah," put in Colonel Chester. "You are not brave,
Miss Gordon, else you would face this thing. Do you
fear Fielding's wealth w^ll overcome your high ideas,
that you fly?"
She turned toward him, and her face showed indig-
nation, as she replied :
"You know better, sir. I only desire to save him
the pain of a refusal in case your surmise is correct,
and if Mrs. Rowland can spare me I will go home at
Her lip quivered over the dear word "home," and
Mrs. Rowland said:
"You shall go, dear, but I will accompany you, for
I fear once you get back among those dear home folks
I will lose you."
"So I have run you off," said Colonel Chester.
"Pray make your stay short, for the house is unen-
durable to me w^hen Augusta is away. Miss Gordon,
your face is radiant already at the prospect of going
home. I very much suspect Mr. Fielding has a rival
in your sunny Southland."
"You are mistaken again," she said; "I am much
in love down there, but it is with my dear family —
father, mother, Willie, Nellie, Mammy and Mal-
"And who is Mammy?" he asked.
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"Have I been so long in your house and never told
you of her, and she so important?" asked Mabel.
"It is possible," he said.
"Well, she is our dear old nurse, and her face is
black, aged, and some call her ugly, but to us she is
charming. When I go home she will take .me in her
arms and bless me, and rejoice over her 'chile,' and
as she is very fond of Bible quotations, and frequently
gets them wrong, she will tell me I am more like
'sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal' than ever."
"I suppose," said he smiling, "that she means to
"Indeed she does, and I shall receive it as such from
her. Dear old Mammy! I always found a refuge in
her arms, and she has enabled me to carry out many
"Does she live near you?" he asked.
"Quite so, and Willie and I used to think a visit to
her house as great a treat as mother could give us."
"Would you eat there?" he inquired.
"Certainly, and how we did enjoy our meals. She
kept her best dishes put away, and only brought them
out on state occasions, and when we were there. They
always delighted us, with their improbable figures and
flowers. You never ate out of such, I suppose."
"Hardly," he said, smiling.
"Then you've missed a treat. And now, Mrs. Row-
land, had not you better retire, so you will be fresh to-
morrow? I must hunt up presents for them all, and
would like to have you go with me."
"You give presents," said Colonel Chester in a low
tone, as she came near him in leaving the room, "but
you will not receive any."
"It is more blessed to give than to receive," she
"Would you give me a present?"
"Only to relieve necessity," she said.
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"I do not belong to the charmed circle, I see," he
"You do not care to," she retorted.
"And if I should?"
She opened her eyes wide with astonishment, as
she answered :
"I cannot for a moment think you would join my
loved ones. I bid you good-night," and she was gone.
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The preparations for their southward trip went
rapidly on, and kept Mabel so busy that when Mr,
Fielding called she begged to be excused, and that
young man went away wondering if Colonel Chester
had seen his devotion and stepped in and secured the
prize. Still feeling chagrined and hurt he met the
lawyer, and was so different from his usual self that
it could not pass unnoticed, though Colonel Chester
said nothing to him, and was coolly courteous as ever.
But when he saw Mabel he asked in his grave man-
"What have you done to your devoted that he looks
so cast dovv^n? I could scarcely get a bow from him
when we met."
"I merely begged to be excused when he called, for
I was too busy to see anyone."
"And you may have offended him, and thereby
lost a fine offer. He has all the fashionable follies and
many little sins, but doubtless some day he will be a
shining light in the church — an example for us heathen
to follow. His mother and Mrs. Heath are associated
in all good works, and, of course, the lady is a Chris-
tian of first magnitude, and it follows that the son
will also do as he pleases and still be a light to others."
"At least, sir," retorted Mabel, "he doesn't sneer at
"Neither do I," he replied : "I scoff at the exponents
of religion, and those whose fruit is faulty I judge to
be hypocrites. Miss Gordon, it is in the power of
those who profess to be Christians to silence us all.
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If their lives showed their belief as they pretend to
hold it, we could say nothing. Fielding takes the
Lord's Supper with beautiful solemnity, so I am told,
and I know he holds as fine a hand in "cards as you
will see anywhere, and drinks with us heathen."
"I do not defend his sins," she said, "but I am glad
to hear that 'he acknowledges his Creator at all. It
fills me with horror for anyone to deny the existence
of that Being to whom we owe all we have and are,
and the blessed hope of immortality. As long as Mr.
Fielding believes in his Maker there is hope for him."
"But none for me," he said. "Well, fortunately I
am not troubled at all by the thought. I have no law-
giver to hold me responsible for every thought or
deed, though for my own sake I try to keep out of
vice. My own self-respect restrains me, and every
man, I think, should so conduct himself as to keep the
respect of the world and himself. But enough of
this. Are you coming back with my sister ? You are
so happy in the thought of going home I fear you
will not return, and for her sake I desire it very much."
"And for her sake I shall try to overcome my long-
ing for home, and come back."
"Another thing," he added. "Please be so kind as
to say nothing to your parents of my scepticism, for
pious as they are, it might cause them to keep you
from coming, and Augusta needs you so much."
Not a word as to his feelings about her movements,
and knowing him as she did Mabel took no notice of
it. Why should he be interested personally in a simple
girl — he whom brilliant and beautiful women had tried
in vain to captivate? The thought of making an im-
pression upon his heart was absurd, and then she held
too much against him to want more than courtesy
from him. She would not tell Mammy and her parents
that he was the destroyer of their home. For Mrs.
Rowland's sake she would keep back everything un-
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pleasant. Her friend took so much interest in her little
gifts, and seemed so happy to see her joy. Colonel
Chester said he thought they all should feel highly
complimented in his household, because of Mabel's
evident pleasure in leaving them. He went to the
station with Mrs. Rowland, expressed kind wishes,
and told Mabel "not to feel called upon to go as a mis-
sionary while away; that there was still an unculti-
vated field in his house, and it was surprising that she
had let such a golden opportunity pass. Some women
would have preached incessantly, and yet she had not
once mentioned his soul's salvation to him."
"Rudolf," said his sister, "please let this child's
parting recollections be pleasant, for if you keep on
teasing her she may not return with me, and just think
how^ lost I w^ould be. Mabel, don't notice him."
"I do not, madam," she said quietly.
Colonel Chester bowed, and handed her out of the
carnage with a grace seldom equalled, and told them
good-bye, charging them to hasten back ; then he went
to his lonely home, w-hile they sped on their journey
southward, and w^hen Mrs. Row^land saw the joy
Mabel's home-coming brought, she did not blame the
girl for longing to return to her dear ones.
Old Mammy hobbled forward, when the parents had
greeted Mabel, clasped her in her arms and said :
"Now, Lawd, I dun seed dy pow'r, an' dy serbant
kin 'part in peace. Dese ole eyes is seed my blessed
lam' once mo' an' dey is satisfied. Bless de Lawd, O
my soul ! I so happy I boun' ter shout. Mis' Marget
an' Mahster, 'scuse me, an' yo' lady, mus' let ole nig-
ga tell de joy in her heart. Yuse had my chile long
'nuff ter know how good she is, an' yer boun' ter on-
derstan' me. An' she putty too ! Nobody g\vine call
my baby ugly no mo'. Honey, I wuz pow'full skead
sumbody up Norf would 'swade my chile ter fergit us
all, an' when mistis say, 'Mammy, our darlin' is comin'
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home,' I jes' ^all down an' tried tuh tell de Lawd how
t'ankful I feel, an' pray fer strank ter be hyur when
yer cum, an' bless de Fadder, I'se hyur."
Malviney greeted "little missy" with a shining face,
though she did not give vent to all her mother did,
and when Mabel brought out their gifts the faithful
creature's delight knew no bounds. Mrs. Rowland's
eyes were moist as she witnessed the joy in the humble
home, and she said to herself, ''I wish Rudolf could
Mrs. Gordon watched her daughter closely.
"Have you come back the same child you were?"
"Do you see any change, Mrs. Rowland?" queried
"Only improvement, dear. You have a daughter I
w^ould give much to call my own, Mrs. Gordon, and
I feel that it is very selfish in me to keep her from
you. She certainly reflects credit on her training."
A bright smile from the girl thanked her friend,
and Mrs. Gordon said :
"I thank you for your praise, and for keeping my
child as you did. We all know what a friend she has
found in you, for Mabel's letters were full of your good-
ness to her, and so you have won us all, especially me,
for you know a mother's foolish fondness will cause
her to love whoever loves her child. Mr. Gordon
feared she might become so attached to her new friends
as to forget her home folks, but I knew her loyalty
too well to have one fear."
Mabel took her mother's hand, and held it caress-
ingly to her face, and her eyes were moist, but she
said brightly :
"I shall have to see father about that. He mustn't
doubt his child at all. You and Mrs. Rowland talk
on, and let me go to him now," and she left to find
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He and Willie were talking to a man on business,
and she waited till they were free, then she and Nellie
walked out to meet them.
"I declare, sis," said Willie, "you are as pretty as a
picture. I wonder some chap up North didn't try to
steal you from us."
"They took enough of other treasures, my son,"
said the father, ''to spare us this one. I earnestly hope,
my daughter, you came home as you left, and that
you have sufficient of your father's pride in you to
keep you from loving a man belonging to those who
impoverished us and broke our hearts also."
"Make yourself easy, father," she said, "I am in
no danger. Willie has to talk nonsense to be himself.
Don't let him disquiet you at all. But, father, I have
a favor to ask, and that is, please don't say anything
to wound Mrs. Rowland, for she is so kind and loves
me as if I were her own blood."
"My daughter," replied the old man, "I am a gentle-
man, and the lady is our guest. I need say no more."
"Forgive me, sir," she begged. "You are so in-
tense in your feelings, and sometimes are carried away
to such an extent you forget who is present, but I know
that my father is a gentleman, and I thank the Lord
for coming from such ancestry as I do."
"She can get it all right if anyone can," said Willie,
as the father drew Mabel's slender form to him. "She
always could manage pa and ma. What is your secret,
"Love and respect," she answered. "You know the
secret, too, brother, for you also have been taught to
honor your parents. It is a beautiful thing, and adds
so much to anyone. Nellie, I feel sure my brother
makes a good husband, for he was a good son."
"How is it, Nell?" asked the young man.
The girl wife smiled as she replied :
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"I have much for which to thank his parents, for
WilHe is all I can expect in a husband."
"You may thank Mab, too," put in Willie. "She had
lots to do in helping me to be somebody. A good sis-
ter is a blessing to a boy."
Still talking, they approached Mrs. Gordon, who
was standing on the porch, and Mr. Gordon said, as
he took her hand in his :
"And the crowning blessing, my children, is a good
mother, such as this one, who, though time has made
some lines in her face and silvered her hair, is the
fairest of all women to me."
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Of course Mrs. Rowland had to visit the old nurse,
Mammy was delighted with the kind manner of the
lady, and seeing the interest she manifested in every-
thing connected with Mabel, launched out on her fa-
vorite theme, "de fambly."
"How yer lak ter stay 'mongst us, mistis?" she
"Very much," replied the lady. "I've never en-
joyed a visit more. Your people entertain well."
"Ah, mistis," the old nurse said, shaking her head,
"yer ain' gittin' no ennertainment now ter whut yer
would hab ef my white folks wuz lak dey uster be. I
wush yer could er cum erlong befo' de wah an' seed
how we lib den. Yer see dem chimblys stannin' across
de fiel' dar? Dat whar de big house wuz — de put-
ties' place in all dis country, wid de big pillahs, an'
de roses climbin' up ter de long piazzers, an' de wide,
cool halls an' gran' rooms. An' de magnoly trees
shaded an' sweetened de whole place. Dey wuz 'stroyed
by de fire, too. An' de cumpiny — uh! de cumpiny
we did have! I kin see Mis' Marget now, how she
look all dress up in her shinin' silks, an' settin' at de
head ob de table an' it all glitterin' wid silber an' glass
an' chiny, an' Mahster so proud an' pulite an' dem
blessed chillun growin' up lak beautiful flowers. Lawd,
Lawd, we didn't had no thought den dat de time eber
comin' when all dat would be gone foreber. De putty
house in ashes, de chiny broke ter pieces, de silber
gone. I 'members how proud we all uster be when
de fine kerridge was drive up tub de do' an' Sam he
sot dar hol'in' de lines, de proudes' niga in de Souf,
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caze he had sech fine people to take about an' sech
fine hosses ter drive. Dey gone too, an' when my
baby hyur wan' ter finish her eddication she had ter
walk ter de village, after all we once had."
"Never mind all that. Mammy," interposed Mabel,
who feared Mrs. Rowland's feelings might be hurt.
"But I do min' it, honey. It hu't me ter de heart,
chile, den. I had ter t'ink ob de days when all dese
fiel's was bloomin', an' plenty ob everything wuz made,
an' my white folks had all dey needed. I'se nuttin'
but a po' ignunt ole nigga, mistis, but I nebber could
see whut Massa Linkum wan' ter take us all away
fum Mahster. What he hab ter do wid us when we
gettin' long all right ? Sum ob de niggas nigh erbout
lose their senses when dey hear dey free, but I neb-
ber 'joiced an' I ain' leff my folks yet. I b'longs heer,
fer I bawn an' rais' a Gawdon."
"You are certainly faithful," said Mrs. Rowland.
"Dey faithful ter me. Dere ain' nuttin' in Mis'
Marget's house too good fer me w^hen I needs it, an'
dey tends ter me when I sick lak I one ur de fambly.
which I iz. An' little missy hyur, an' Willie seem lak
my own blood. Dem fine boys whut wuz killed lubbed
me too. I 'member when dey went off — how han'-
some and brave dey wuz, an' when Mis' Marget cry
lak her heart would break, dey comfut her an' tell her
dey would soon cum home. Ah, blessed Lawd, when
dey did it w^uz ter fetch one home tuh bury him, and
de odder had ter hurry back and leave his parents
heart-broken, an' den when he 'scaped so menny bat-
tles we hoped he would be spared, an' den, de news
cum dat he was killed, an' den, oh, let me nebber see
sech sorrow ergin, I thought Mis' Marget would die,
an' Mahster go crazy. Yer eyes is wet, mistis, an' I
lubs yer fo' yer feelin' heart, an' I knows yer hated tuh
think of de sad hearts on bofe sides den. We stan' de
loss ob dem beautiful boys de bes' we could. De
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Lawd gin Mis' Marget strangth an' she hep po'
Mahster tuh bear de blow. I wuz in sorrer, too, an'
when I heerd sum ob dese no-sensed niggas shoutin'
caze dey free, I tole um I'd take a cheer and break it
ober de head ob de fust one dat shouted 'roun' me,
an' dey wanted to know if I hadn't lost my 'ligion ter
talk so. I tole um 'twuz part ob my 'ligion ter weep
wid dem dat weep, an' when my own heart wuz bustin'
wid grief de tears mus' flow. Menny's de day dem
now angel boys haz laid on my bres', an' when I t'ink
o' um, now dat dey ought tuh be gran' men, ur lyin'
in deir graves, one we don' know whar, Mammy's
ole heart gits full'n her eyes dim," and the nurse bowed
her head and swayed her body in her grief.
Mabel gently took one withered hand in hers, and
Mrs. Rowland, looking off saw the lone chimneys,
and almost imagined them monuments to the soldier
When she found voice to speak, she said:
"I honor you for your devotion to your friends,
and I grieve also that such sorrow came to you and
yours. I had two soldier brothers, and oh, how much
agony I endured then, but God kindly spared them to
me. Had they been killed life would never have been
bright to me again. My sorrow came afterwards,
and sometimes I almost feel that I could not have
suffered more had they been slain."
"So yo' suffered too, mistis," said Mammy. "Ugh !
it wuz er cruil wah, an' hurt us all. But, mistis, atter
all yo' had yo' home lef, while my folkses butiful
house wuz 'stroyed. I knows by de tennerness ur yo'
heart none ur yo' people had it dun, an' I glad tuh
know it. Me an' Mahster wuz 'posed ter little missy's
gwine away, caze she mought be wid sum er dem dat
had ur han' in it, but I satisfied now."
"I am sure," said the lady, "that the one who de-
stroyed this home must regret it sincerely." Then
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to change the subject, she asked, "Have you no other
child than your daughter?"
"Yessum, I had sevval," repHed the woman, "but
nebber rais' but two. Cccsar waz my boy, an' a hkely
young nigga. He wuz waitin' boy in de big house,
an' de white folks thought de worl' ob him, an' no-
boby b'lieved Csesar would tu'n fool an' go 'way, but
he did, an' he gone yet. He an' Malviney ain' lak.
His fadder warn't a Gawd'n. He 'longed ter sum
folks dat run'd through all deir property an' waz
sellin' deir black uns, an' tuh keep me an' him frum
bein' pahted Mahster bought him, do' he nebber spe-
cially lak'd dat blood, but he say it wuz a sin to sep'-
rate famblies dat way, an' he bliebe de Souf sum day
gwine ter suffer caze ur de way many on 'em dun."
"You seem to have cared little for freedom," said
"I had sech good white folks," replied Mammy,
"but all warn't so lucky, an' Mahster uster to fret
sometimes about it. Sum ur de black uns wuz spiled,
sum wuz treated good, an' sum warn't. I know dat
long ez my folks haz I sha'nt suffer an' I lubs ter t'ink
er what dey iz had, ef dey haz ter do different now."
To keep Mammy from getting on a subject that
might embarrass her friend, Mabel suggested that
she let her read before leaving.
"Yas, do, chile," responded the old nurse, "fer yer
voice lak sweet music when yer read de blessed prom-
ises, an' I'se missed yer pow'rful all dis time."
On their way back Mrs. Rowland said :
"I wish Rudolf could have seen you as you were
reading to that old nurse."
"I am glad he did not," replied the girl, "for he
would have sneered at me, and wanted to know if I
had not some idea of becoming a lady preacher."
"I wish he would quit talking in that way, for I
know it is unpleasant to you, dear, but I hope you will
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not let it trouble you and cause you to refuse to return
with me. I had a letter from him to-day, and he tells
me Louis is not well, and if he gets worse I shall have
to go home. Ah, dear, your brothers are in their
graves, and of course you grieve for the brave soldier
boys, but I don't believe I would sorrow more for
Louis if he were in his final resting place. We all
have our sorrows, child; no heart is exempt from
"I know it, dear friend, and believe me I grieve
with you over the loss of your brother's mind, and
also do I sorrow over Colonel Chester's sad spiritual
"I bless the day, Mabel, that you and I met. That
is one good thing the war did. It gave you to me,
and, child, if you could know how you brighten my
home and life you would gladly go with me. Some-
how I feel that your mission is found, and you must
not disappoint me."
"You overestimate me, dear lady," replied the girl.
"I feel my unworthiness keenly, but if the Lord would
let me be the means of helping somebody, I would
be so thankful. It is my greatest desire to do good
in some way, no matter how humble."
"I believe it, child. You certainly do me good, and
I trust your faith may yet help Rudolf," said her
"Colonel Chester!" exclaimed Mabel. "Why he
ridicules me in every way, and but for my love for
you I should long ago have left there."
"Don't let that affect you, please, and don't tell
those pious home folks anything about his infidelity."
"I shall not, for your sake," replied Mabel. "And
now here we are at home. I hope your walk has given
you an appetite."
"If it has not, your mother's dainty viands will,"
returned her friend.
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Mabel did not take her friend with her when next
she visited Mammy. She wanted to be alone with
her nurse, and the old woman was impatient to have
her "chile" as she once had. Very tenderly she ap-
proached the subject which she wished to question the
girl upon. Gently stroking Mabel's hand, as she held
it between hers, she said :
"Yer looks bright an' lak yer at res', chile. Iz yer
min' free frum all 'membunce er dat botherment yer
hab 'fore yer went away? Fse thought er heap er-
bout dat, an' prayed de Lawd ter give yer strank ter
obercome all de weakness ob yer heart. Young things
is tender an' easy hurt, but dey heals fas', too, an' I
hope all de trouble is gone."
"I knew you were praying for me," replied Mabel,
"and it helped me much, but some of the pain is with
me yet, I am ashamed to say. I don't want you to
think I long for him, but it was impossible to un-
learn at once the lesson he taught me so well, un-
worthy as he proved to be. I think in time I will over-
come it all and life prove other than it has seemed to
"Honey, duz dat kunnel lub yer?" asked the nurse.
"Mammy! what on earth made you think that.
Why he hates all women save his sister, and only
tolerates me in the house because she needs me."
"Huh !" grunted the woman ; "he mus' be blin' or
'stracted not ter keer fer my chile, but I doan' wan' him
ter fall in lub an' coax her ter tak' him. I got ernuff
er dem folks long ergo, do' I doubts his bein' mean
lak' dem I knowed, caze he sister so kin' an' good. I
boun' ter lub her when I see yer both so wrap' up in
each udder, an' ef yer goes an' takes one er de men,
I s'pose ole Mammy'll hatter lub him too."
"Spare yourself all uneasiness about that," said
Mabel, smiling. "I am safe, I think, and it will be
long before I will yield aught save friendly regard to
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any man. The lesson I've had was severe and will
last. But keep on praying for me and help me all
3^011 can, for I am so frail it takes much aid to enable
me to live as I should. No, you mustn't say a word of
praise, for I do not deserve it," and she laid her hand
softly on the woman's lips, for the old nurse was
ready to burst into rapturous praise of "her baby."
Then Mabel left, and obeying a sudden impulse, she
turned her steps toward the bars where she and Allan
had parted. She stood for a while in thought, and
then her heart went out in earnest prayer for the friend
she once loved, and for strength to put away all
thought from her that might do harm. It was impos-
sible for one of such strong feelings to drive out in
a few months' time thcit which had been years in
forming, and she realized her own inability to cope
with herself, "so she threw her every grief and care
upon the One to whom she had always been taught to
go when in trouble, and He gave her peace. And none
of the home circle saw anything in her face or manner
betokening the conflict through which she had passed.
When after supper they were gathered on the vine-
embowered porch, and her father asked her for music,
she went at once to her organ, asking what piece he
preferred. As he had no choice, Mrs. Rowland asked
her to sing "Annie Laurie." That was Allan's favor-
ite, but she sang the swxet song through.
Nellie, out of the experience born of her love for
the gallant young husband, who sat near, and whose
hand clasped hers fondly, thought there was a sad-
ness in the face of the singer that the song alone did
not bring, and she wondered who had ever touched
Mabel's heart. Willie said she never had cared for
anything but books and music, and perhaps he was
right, but she doubted his knowing all. Feeling that
locked up in the young girl's breast was the memory
of a loved one, and remembering how wretched she
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had been once when she and Willie "fell out," the
young wife felt a rush of tenderness through her heart
for Mabel. Rising softly, she went into the parlor,
stood by the girl, and as the music ceased she said :
"I've come to help you, sister, if you will let me.
Play something for me to sing, and then you shall give
them more of your sweet voice."
Mabel felt the sympathy the little act expressed, and
she smiled as she touched Nellie's hand, resting on her
"Call Willie," she said, "and let us all sing. It is
not often we have such a dear or appreciative audi-
ence, and as we will soon have to return I want to
give and receive all the happiness possible."
"It will be hard to let you go," replied Nellie, then
she called her husband and their voices soon floated
out on the night air. Some time the three on the porch
sat in silence, then Mrs. Rowland said :
"I shall always remember with pleasure and I
thank you for the delightful visit to your home. I am
a better woman for the taste given me of life in this
Christian household, and seeing the everyday life here
I do not wonder that Mabel is the girl I've found her.
I hope, dear friends, to some time have the pleasure
of entertaining you in our home."
Mrs. Gordon replied in her gentle manner, and Mr.
Gordon said :
"If Mammy could hear you express pleasure at this
visit she would tell you that you should have come
when 'de Gawdons' had something to entertain their
guests with. Poor old soul ! she grieves more about
our reverses than we do."
"She ce^ainly is devoted to this family," said Mrs.
"And we have cause to love her," replied her host.
"Indeed we have," said Mrs. Gordon. "I remem-
ber when Robert was brought home, how she com-
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forted me. I was looking for my boys to come, and
we were so happy fixing everything we could for
them, and when we heard again James was bringing
my blue-eyed boy here to bury him." The gentle voice
stopped a moment, and when she resumed, the tears
seemed near. "It was dreadful, and beside my dar-
ling's body his faithful nurse knelt with me and we
mingled our tears together. I thought I could not bear
to see my other brave boy go back to his regiment, but
it had to be, and oh, how I prayed for his life to be
spared. He went all through the long, sad, struggle
and almost at the end was killed. I fell unconscious
at the news, and when I awoke Mammy's arms were
round me and together we mourned for our boy. And
when our home was destroyed she was our sympa-
thizing friend, as well as slave. You can have no
idea how strong is the tie between us, for you have
never borne such grief, and cannot know what it is to
suffer so much, and have the bond that mutual suffer-
"Believe me, dear friend, my own heart aches when
I think of all you endured, and I do not wonder that
we Northerners sometimes meet with a cold reception.
The memory of such sorrow is enough to embitter any-
one," Mrs. Rowland said earnestly.
Mr. Gordon had been silent while his wife spoke,
but he answered his guest:
"You are right, ma'am, and the memory will last
as long as life. I feel no bitterness toward those who
met our men in fair fight, but for those who pillaged
and burned, and made war upon defenceless old men
and women I will always have the bitterest feelings.
You do not have any conception of what one feels to
stand by powerless and see the things he loves ruth-
lessly broken, and the torch applied.to his home. I am
glad to know our men left behind them no such recol-
lections for the people among whom the fortunes of
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war cast them for a time. I would hide my head
with shamcif they had forgotten what was due others
in warfare of a civiHzed age, and brought dishonor
upon their noble commander, whose order was explicit
that his men must deport themselves like men. I did
not want the war, madam, and fought hard to avert
it. True, I held slaves, but I would have freely given
every one his freedom if that could have kept off that
cruel struggle. I think Mr. Lincoln transcended his
authority and invaded individual rights when he is-
sued his proclamation of emancipation, and it
naturally aroused my indignation; but when I
looked into the future, and saw the sorrow and pain
in store for us all should the conflict come, gladly
would I have sacrified to save it, but, ah! it came,
and we were sacrificed then. Everything is gone —
property, home, and above all, my boys."
The old man rose and paced the floor, and the sighs
that burst from him showed that time had not yet
healed the wounds in his heart. Mrs. Rowland could
say nothing to comfort him, for in the presence of
such grief she felt powerless.
Knowing she must feel the situation keenly, Mrs.
Gordon said to her husband :
"Dear, you must not let yourself feel as you do, or
at least don't give vent to such feelings now — you
pain our friend, and no good is done. If grief could
bring back our boys they would long ago have glad-
dened our home again, for only a bereft mother knows
how my heart has almost broken under its load of
sorrow. I try to believe it is all for the best. I know
an All-wise One governs us, and He can make these
present afflictions work out for us a far more exceed-
ing and eternal weight of glory. In His hands I place
my all, and some time the fruition of this hope will
come. I shall have my children with me forever,
where no trouble comes — where no man can take from
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US our home, and in that 'home not built with hands' we
all will spend an eternity of bliss. I rejoice that at
last we may all lay down the differences of earth, and
meet in that fair land where all is peace and love, and
having this hope let us bury the dead past and try to
forgive as we want to be forgiven."
"Amen," said Mrs. Rowland softly. "Dear friend,
I wish more of our women could feel as you do."
"You know more of m}^ feelings, perhaps," replied
Mrs. Gordon. "Let us go in now and we will not
again recur to so sad a theme while you are here. I
beg your pardon for making you feel bad over our
"Indeed, I am glad to hear some one on the other
side talk, for I know my own already, and it is im-
possible to judge a people correctly until one knows
all," responded the guest.
"And that, dear friend, you can never know," said
Mrs. Gordon, "for one has to live through it to know
all. Still we appreciate your fairness and kindly feel-
ing, and if your people were all like you the breach
between us would heal quickly. I am glad you have
come among us, and it will always be a pleasure to
have you in our home. The young people are sing-
ing my song now; let us go in and enjoy them a
"Make the most of Mabel," said Mrs. Rowland
smiling, "for I shall rob you of her again soon. Ru-
dolf wants me to return, and if you are willing I
shall go in a few days. Mabel can come home when-
ever she feels that she must see her dear ones."
Mrs. Gordon sighed, as she answered :
"The time has flown so rapidly since she came I
hardly feel that she has been with us, and we will
miss her sadly."
"I know it," responded the other, "but think of
me, whom God in his wisdom saw fit to deny the
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blessed gift of children, and pity my loneliness. You
have your manly son and his sweet wife to brighten
life for you, while if Mabel is taken from me I will
be alone, save for Rudolf, and he is so engaged with
his business he is very little company for me, and you
know where my poor Louis is."
"Forgive me for allowing a very natural selfishness
to cause me to want to keep my child. We are all
more or less selfish, I know," and Mrs. Gordon smiled
as her guest replied :
"I plead guilty."
And then as they were ready to disperse for the
night the mother leaned over the fair 3^oung song-
stress, whose face was lifted for the "good-night" kiss
and blessing. Other "good-nights" were interchanged,
then ere long silence fell upon the household.
As Mrs. Rowland was almost asleep she said to
"Somehow I feel that the Angel of Peace keeps spe-
cial watch over this house," and Mabel answered
"I will both lay me down in peace and sleep, for
thou, Lord, only makest me dwell in safety."
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In a short while Mabel again said a sad good-bye
and started northward with her friend. Colonel
Chester met them at the station and right glad was he
to w^elcome them home. Putting up his glass, he eyed
Mabel keenly, then said :
"Well, Miss Gordon, your stay upon your native
heath hasn't improved your appearance. You are not
looking as bright as when you left. Are you ill?"
"She's tired from the journey, Rudolf," said his
sister. "You men are so ignorant!"
"Thank you," he said gravely; "I acknowledge mine
freely. I didn't know to what to attribute her changed
looks. The thought occurred to me she might be
grieving about having to leave a place where piety
was rampant to dwell in ^.the same house with a
heathen, such as I am called."
"Rudolf, you shall not begin teasing this child as
soon as she reaches home," said Mrs. Rowland.
Mabel turned and looked him in the face as she said
a little coldly:
"Among your many imperfections. Colonel Ches-
ter, I failed to see egotism, but if you think that I have
no pleasanter subject to dwell upon, or that you oc-
cupy my thoughts to such an extent, you are an ego-
tist of the first magnitude. I am not troubling my-
self over your condition."
He bowed, as he said :
"So I perceive. I admire your candor, if you do
thereby assure me that it is of no consequence to 3^ou
whether or not my soul is lost. But I understood that
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your religion made those who profess it anxious to
"I said, sir, that I was not troubUng myself about
your spiritual condition, because I believe in His own
good time God will open your heart to receive the
truth. How you will be led to seek Him, or by what
agency He is to reach you, I have no idea."
"But you know I will yield. Your faith is very
pretty, and it is a pity for you to be disappointed."
"I shall not be," she answered.
The conversation ended there, and he tried to let
the girl see he was indeed glad to have her with him
once more. He watched her manner when she met
her gentleman friends, and it was impossible to see that
she was more interested in one than another. She was
going out to a musical entertainment with Mrs. Row-
land one evening, and as she passed the library door
she saw him standing near the open grate, thought-
fully looking at the glowing coals as though he had
involuntarily paused in his walk. Hearing her foot-
step, he looked around and then walked slowly to her.
"Could you spare me a little time after you return
to-night?" he asked.
"It will be late," she said.
"No matter; I will be awake, and you can get back
your sleep to-morrow. I will not keep you up long."
He looked so grave she was uneasy.
"Have you heard bad news that you wish to tell
me?" she asked.
"I cannot say yet," he replied, "but don't let me
drive the roses from your face. You must look your
best to-night, and, by the way, you do look well.
That dress is very becoming, and your bonnet crowns
your curls beautifully."
"A compliment from Colonel Chester is so rare it
should be appreciated," she answered, smiling. "I will
give you a fiovk^er for that nice speech."
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He took the offered bud, and fastened it in his but-
tonliole, saying as he did so :
"And a favor from Miss Gordon is also rare enough
' to be highly prized. Don't forget you will find me
here when you come home; and please let me see you.
An admirer of yours approached me to-day in regard
to you and I promised to see how you feel toward
"I can tell you now," she said.
"Can you? Well, I prefer to lay the case before
you as it should be and then get a decision."
"You lawyers will bring your cool ways into every-
thing," she retorted.
"Even into Cupid's court," said he. "Well, we play
such an important part in the cases that sometimes
result from his court that it is a pity our ways could
not come in sooner. A little more reason might save
many heartaches and lots of expense. But I am de-
taining you, so I'll wish you a very happy evening
and many beaux. I believe they are essential to all
young ladies' happiness."
"Now you are getting back to your usual style," she
said, "and I wish I had kept my flower."
"As it is the first gift you ever made me, I shall
keep it," he said. "Of your abundance you might
give me one small flower."
"Keep it, then," she said ; "I shall not miss it. Good-
night, till I see you again."
"Good evening," he replied, and she left him to go
to Mrs. Rowland, who had tried to induce her brother
to accompany them and failed, because he said he had
an important case on hand and had to think much.
But not long after they had been seated and were
enjoying the evening, Mabel saw him making his way
to them. He had exchanged his home suit for a fault-
less evening one, which set off his fine figure perfectly.
"What a splendid looking man Colonel Chester is,"
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remarked a lady near them, "and what a pity he is
such a woman hater."
Bowing easily to his many acquaintances, he
stopped by Mabel, who smiled a welcome.
"I am glad to see you, brother," said Mrs. Row-
land, "and I also see men can change their minds as
quickly as women."
"You do not want a monopoly, do you?" he asked.
"Certainly we change our minds sometimes. I am
more changeable than Miss Gordon. She is always
sure she is right, and no ordinary power can change
her once her mind is made up."
"Hush, please, and let us enjoy this entrancing
music. You and I can quarrel when we go home. I
believe you really enjoy that more than anything
else. What made you come?" asked Mabel.
"A polite question, truly," he returned. "Suppose
I tell you it was to be with you."
"I shall not believe you," she answered.
"As you please," he said.
She turned away, her color heightened, and when
she next looked at him he was apparently oblivious of
her existence. When a gentleman came and asked
permission to show her some beautiful flowers he
quietly made way for the newcomer, who took the
girl to the conservatory and there saved Colonel Ches-
ter the trouble of stating his case for him. When
Mabel returned to Mrs. Rowland the lawyer looked
keenly at her face, and a peculiar smile shone on his
own as she said to her friend that if it was agreeable
to her she would like to go home. Mrs. Rowland was
ready to go, and Colonel Chester rose, offering an
arm to each. When they reached home he said, as he
helped Mabel from the carriage :
"Remember, I shall look for you to come to the li-
brary or parlor after you have seen Augusta settled
for the night."
114' MABEL GORDON.
"Very well," she replied, and when she had finished
her ministrations to Mrs. Rowland she went down to
the parlor, wondering greatly what he had to say.
He was sitting with his head thrown back, reveal-
ing his shapely throat, and she paused a moment to
look at the unconscious grace of his figure.
He did not hear her enter, nor know of her near-
ness till the odor of the flowers she wore floated over
him, when he rose, and, offering her a chair, said :
"You came before I expected you, and caught
"Napping, I thought," she broke in, "and it's what
I should be doing. Will not your talk keep till to-
"Yes," said he, "but I want to lay this matter be-
fore you and let you be considering, and to-night
seemed a good time. Von Bulow asked me to see you
for him and to learn something of the state of your
affections. He is desirous of addressing you, and
has a morbid fear of a refusal, so deputed me to as-
certain how he stood."
"It seems to me a man could plead his own case
best," she answered.
"I think so," he replied; "but we have to allow for
peculiarities, you know. Am I to tell him there is
any hope for him?"
"I think not," she replied.
"But, Miss Gordon," said he, "you must not forget
the advantages that a union with him means. He is
considered a decided catch in the matrimonial mar-
"I do not love him," she said, "and there could be
no advantage to either in such a marriage. He is very
pleasant as an acquaintance, and that is all he can ever
be to me."
"So you still hold to the ideas you advanced when
you first came? I thought perhaps you had grown
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worldly-wise since seeing more of life. Poor Von
Bulow ! I am sorry for him, for he is in dead earnest."
''If you are done with me I will leave you now,"
she said, rising.
"Keep your seat, please," said he; "I have more to
He took a few turns about the room, then he paused
"Miss Gordon," he said, "if you will not hear me
for another, will you listen to me plead for myself?"
She looked at him in wide-eyed amazement.
"Colonel Chester!" she exclaimed, "what can you
He smiled at her look and answered :
"Simply that I love you and want to make you my
wife. I promised Von Bulow to see you for him, and
I have done my best. 'Twas hard, but I laid my feel-
ings aside till his case was disposed of, and now I am
free to seek your hand. I know you are surprised, for
I have not revealed my feelings much, and you, not be-
ing vain, never saw even what I showed. I love you
with all my heart, and if you will give me the keeping
of your young life I will cherish it as my most pre-
cious possession. Is there any hope for me? I pray
you to deal candidly with me. Answer me, Mabel."
"I don't know what to say to you, for I am dumb
Vv'ith astonishment. How could you call me such
names as you did, and sneer at me if you loved me?
Love is kind, and you were not."
"Still, I love you," he said, "and I am very much
ashamed of my rudeness. Your truth and purity com-
pelled my respect, and your gentleness and sweet-
ness crept into my heart before I knew it. Won't
you say 'yes' to me?"
Her eyes fell even lower, and her face was very
white as she answered :
"The truth compels me to say 'no.' "
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"Don't tell me that unless you want to kill me,"
he cried. "Child, be merciful to me. I, who never
asked mercy of anyone, who have never bowed to any
woman, lay my all at your feet, and beseech you for
mercy. Oh, come to me, Mabel, and bless my life
with your love." He knelt before her, his voice low
and sweet, his face full of emotion and never hand-
somer; but beyond the pleading lover she seemed to
look, and she saw a band of angry men, a group of
frightened slaves, her father's agonized face and her
mother's anguish as she clasped the children to her
breast to shut from them the sight of their burning
home, and the man now pleading for her love was the
one who had no mercy upon them in their helpless-
Then, too, he scoffed at religion, and what con-
geniality could there be between them? None, she
thought, and as he awaited her answer it came.
"It is impossible," she said quietly; "I do not love
"Mabel," he said, "stop. Have you thought what
*no' from you means to me? You will take from me
the sweetest hope I ever knew, for while you gave
me no reason to think you cared for me, yet I did build
air castles, and hoped that when you knew of my great
love your heart would answer mine. Is there anyone
before me? Perhaps you can learn to love me, and I
will be so patient if you will promise me even to
"I can make no promise," she said.
"Let me hope, please," he begged.
"I don't think my feelings will change, and it would
be wrong to encourage you when you might never get
a different answer," she said firmly, though her face
"Still I shall hope," said he, "and that will brighten
life for me."
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"I tell you plainly," she said, "that I do not love
you, and if you hope in vain you have only yourself to
blame. You had better try to throw^ all thought of
"Tell me to pluck out my heart and cast it from
me. It will be as easy to do one as the other. No,
Mabel, this love has come to stay till death stills every
throb. Once is always with me, and you are queen
of my heart now and forever."
"I am more sorry than I can tell," she said, "and as
this is painful to both, let us end it."
"You will not avoid me?" he asked. "Please let
our friendship go on as it was, and I will not trouble
you. I shall be gone for several days, and when I re-
turn give me a welcome, I pray you."
"I will try to be to you as always, and please give
Mrs. Rowland no thought of what has occurred,"
"One word more," he said as she rose. "If you had
never loved at all could I win your heart?"
"No, sir," she replied quietly.
"You are cruel," he said.
"I think not," she answered. "Under the circum-
stances I can do nothing else. Good-night, Colonel
He extended his hand and she placed hers in it.
"Dear little hand," he said; "what would I not
give to own it? Let me have it, please, Mabel."
"Impossible," she said.
He raised it to his mouth and kissed it softly, then,
sighing deeply, he let her go.
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To Mabel's great relief Colonel Chester was called
away to attend to some legal business, before she met
him again after his declaration, and when he returned
she could greet him with perfect composure. He was
extremely polite, kind, and apparently forgetful of all
that had passed between them. He was engaged in a
hard case, requiring all his skill. Mrs. Rowland feared
he would hurt himself in his anxiety for his client.
"Rudolf is so true," she said to Mabel. "He gets
nothing for defending that poor woman, but gives his
time as faithfully as if he were to receive thousands.
I wish you could see him when he is roused. He is a
wonderfully gifted man and such a brilliant speaker!"
"I judge him to be all that, and do not wonder you
are proud of him," answered the girl very quietly.
"He deserves everything I feel, and I do wish he
had a good wife to help me love him. I know he
would almost worship a woman if he ever should love,
and she could not give him more devotion than he
merited, but I am afraid he will always live as he is.
My poor boys! both would have appreciated happy
homes, and yet they are condemned to lonely lives.
Louis shut up in an asylum, and Rudolf, for his sake,
losing faith in womankind."
Mabel was silent, for she knew who was condemn-
ing Colonel Chester to a loveless life, and was so
sorry, but not an emotion of love stirred her heart.
The last bit of antipathy for the destroyer of her
home would have to be conquered before she could
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feel any tenderness for him, and then there was his
infidehty in the way. So time passed on, and the
household moved on quietly. Oscar Fielding came
back from a European trip and renewed his visits, but
only as a friend was he received.
One warm day in early spring, as Mabel was en-
tering the house, she met Colonel Chester on the
"Miss Gordon," he said, looking closely at her, "I
fear you are not well. Your face is very much flushed.
Are you sick?"
"My head aches and I am very warm. I will soon
be well. Please don't disturb yourself about me," she
"\A^here have you been?" he asked.
"To see the little boy who brings us fruit. He is
quite sick and wanted to see me. I have been twice
to see him."
"You have been there !" he exclaimed. "Didn't you
know a malignant fever was raging in that part of
the city? I fear you have it now."
"Then," she said, quietly, "I will get ready to go to
a hospital for such diseases."
"While I have a home ! You go there ! Child, are
you crazy? Go to your room at once, while I myself
go for our physician."
"Tell Mrs. Rowland to keep away from me," she
said, "for she is so delicate she could not stand an at-
"I will see to her," he said. "Now go and try to
make yourself comfortable till the doctor comes," and
away he went.
He found Dr. Warren just getting into his car-
riage, and he looked his surprise as the lawyer came
up in haste.
"What is wrong?" he asked.
"Everything," was the reply. "Miss Gordon has
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this fever now so prevalent, and I am fearfully un-
easy about her. Hurry to her, doctor, and save her if
The good ftian looked troubled.
"Get in and ride with me. Tell me how long she
has been ill," said he.
"She is just taken, and already I am nearly dis- '
tracted. Doctor, if she dies count Rudolf Chester
dead, too, for my life is bound up in hers. Save her
if you care for me," he pleaded.
"My dear boy," said his friend, "the issues of life
and death do not rest in my hands. A higher Power
must decide, yet I will do all that human skill can do
for her. She is young and strong-, and with care may
recover. But I am amazed to know you love any
woman. She seems to be a good girl, and if you can
win her she will be a blessing to you."
A deep sigh was his answer, which the doctor in-
terpreted as fear for her life.
Colonel Chester left his friend at Mabel's door, then
he sought Mrs. Rowland to tell her of Mabel's danger
and suggested her leaving the house till she was safe.
"I won't do such a heartless thing," indignantly re-
plied his sister. "Leave here while Mabel is so ill and
only a hired nurse to care for her, after I promised her
good parents to treat her as a daughter. Indeed, I
shall stay where I can hear from her every hour. I
am surprised at you, brother."
"I was only thinking of the danger to you and your
inability to endure such an attack," he answered.
"Well, please think of Mabel, too," she replied.
"We will get the best nurse to be found, but I must
stay here near m}?- poor child, even if I can't be allowed
to attend her."
Think of Mabel ! If his sister could have known
how he thought of her she would have been amazed.
Could he think of anything else while she was suffer-
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ing? Business might go till she was out of danger,
and whether his partner attended to it or not, he could
not put his mind upon it then. He waylaid Dr. War-
ren every time he left her to ask for tidings of the
"No change for the better yet, my boy, but while
there is life we will hope. She is in good hands.
Don't let her people know that she is very ill, though
you'd better inform them she is sick. I have forbidden
letter writing till she gets stronger, as they may be
uneasy over her silence. Poor child, it is pitiful to
hear her talk of home and loved ones there. She is
living her childhood days again in her delirium. If
vou can ever win her heart you'll get a treasure, my
"If!" Ah, that "if." With death seemingly de-
termined to snatch her from them, his hopes seemed
vain, and then if she lived, what was there in him to
please a lovely girl? "Nothing," he answered him-
self, and yet every hope was fastened to her.
- In the midst of all the anxiety about the sick girl
there came a letter from her father commanding her to
return home just as soon as she could do so, as they
were in sore trouble.
A young negro, one of those Mammy called "idlin'
trash," had insulted Willie's wife, and the young man,
boiling with rage, instantly shot the negro, who died.
Willie had been arrested, and, owing to the condition
of the State, his parents feared the trial, which was
being hurried through, would go against him. Nellie
and Mrs. Gordon were almost wild with grief, and
Mabel was needed at home.
"What are we to do !" exclaimed Mrs. Rowland.
"Troubles never do come alone. Brother, you must
go down there and use your influence in the boy's be-
half. I can't leave here now, and could do no good
by going. You will have to get off at once, too."
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His heart fairly sickened. Leave while she was so
low, and he might never see her again ! How could
he! To Dr. Warren he went with the new worry.
"You'll have to go, Rudolf," said his friend after
hearing him. "You can't really do any more here,
save to help sustain your sister, who seems to be doing
right well, and don't you know that you will be serv-
ing Miss Gordon better by helping her brother? She
would lay down her life for her loved ones, and if she
could know she'd tell you to go. I'll take all possible
care of your darling."
'T must see her before I leave," said the lover.
"You can do so, but prepare yourself to be shocked,"
warned Dr. Warren. "I'll send the nurse out for an
airing so there'll be no gossiping in case you give way.
When you see her pass the door, come up."
He waited impatiently till then, and immediately
went softly up to the sick room. Dr. Warren beck-
oned him in, and he stole noiselessly to the bed, draw-
ing his breath hard as he looked at her and noted the
ravages of the fever. They had cut off her hair, and it
rioted in little curls over her head. Her cheeks were
flushed, and eyes unnaturally bright, and the slender
hands moved restlessly about the bed.
"She is practicing her music lessons," explained the
doctor. "It seems she is very anxious to perfect her-
self, and please a dear friend. Sometimes she says
she's tired, and tells 'Viney' they will sit down and
rest a while, and again she comforts 'Mammy,' telling
her not to grieve over their losses — that she will suc-
ceed in finishing her education anyhow, and the labor
will make her success sweeter."
Colonel Chester groaned.
"Might I take her hand ?" he asked.
Dr. Warren shook his head.
"Look at her," he said, "but don't touch her, and
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at your peril don't kiss her. You might take this
"I would die for her," declared the lover,
"She needs your life more now, and you can do
more good by living," said the doctor. "Go down
South and save that precious brother if you can. 'Twill
help your case to try, even if you fail."
As though to stamp her face forever on his mem-
ory, he stood with his gaze riveted; then he stooped
and whispered, "Mabel, give me some sign that you
know I am near."
A long-drawn breath, and she murmured, "Allan."
Colonel Chester almost reeled.
"Mabel," he breathed again, "it is I, your lover, Ru-
dolf, who speaks to you."
"Yes, Allan," she whispered, "I know. Poor Al-
lan ! God help you bear it."
His face paled, but again he bent so near the dainty
ear his moustache mingled with her curls. "Darling,"
he breathed, "only call my name. Say 'Rudolf.' "
"Rudolf," she panted, "no — Allan, poor Allan."
Dr. Warren saw him turn deadly white, and he laid
his hand on his arm.
"Hush !" he said ; "she can't understand, and I don't
want her to begin about him."
"Who is he?" asked Colonel Chester, hoarsely.
"Someone of whom she was once very fond," re-
plied his friend. "Don't try to get her to speak to
you. I want her to sleep if she can, and you must only
be still and watch her."
The long lashes rested on her cheek and her bosom
rose and fell in quiet sleep when the silent watcher
stole away. On leaving. Dr. Warren sought him for
a few parting words, and found him in the library, his
arms stretched upon the table and head bowed thereon.
As he raised his face upon the doctor's entrance, the
old man was touched at its mute misery.
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"Rudolf," he said gently, "I came to tell you she
seems to be resting nicely. I know you were shocked
at the change the fever has made in her looks, but she
is young and clear grit through and through, and she
is getting every attention. I am doing all a human
being can do, for I never was more interested in a
patient. Your darling will live, boy. Don't grieve in
this way. You can't afford it at any time, and now
you need all your strength. I think she will live, but
if she should die, we all know her pure spirit will be
'forever with the Lord.' "
A deep groan was the only answer, and the old
friend would have given much to have been able to
assure him of a happy meeting with his dear one in a
better land, but not one ray of light shone o'er the
darkened way to the agonized lover. For him the tomb
shut off all life. He knew nothing of One who has
declared, "I am the resurrection and the life," and who
has taken from death its sting, and the grave its vic-
Dr. Warren laid his hand on the splendid head and
said softly :
"I would help you bear this if I could, lad ; there is
only One I know of that can, and to Him I commit
you. SJie believes in Him. She puts up her hands
like a child sometimes, imagining herself at her moth-
er's knee, and says the simple child-prayer, 'Now I lay
me down to sleep.' "
The old man's voice was too husky for speech;
Colonel Chester's head sank lower, but no words came,
and, believing it best to leave him alone, his friend
Rudolf had to crush his feelings to hide what he
suffered lest his sister should suspect how he loved
Mabel. ]\Irs. Rowland gave him cheering messages
to take to the Gordons, promised to keep him informed
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of the girl's condition, and charged him to be very
careful of himself and not get into any trouble.
"Oh, these hot-headed Southerners!" she exclaimed;
"why can't they have more patience?"
"Do you suppose any man who is anything of a
man would let his wife be insulted?" said Colonel
"No, of course not," returned his sister; "but they
are too ready with their guns."
"You don't know the circumstances in this case,"
said he. "I hope we can succeed in saving him."
" 'Twill simply kill Mabel if he is convicted," said
the lady. "I almost hoDe if he is that she will not get
"Augusta!" he cried; "have you no mercy?"
"Yes, brother," she answered, surprised at his tone
and manner. "Why do you speak to me so ?"
"Don't you think," he said, remembering himself,
"to lose one child is trouble enough for those parents ?"
"More than I want them to have," she replied. "I
shall write to them my sympathy."
Trouble enough for the parents ! He was right ;
but when he cried out as he did 'twas his own sor-
row he felt, and wdiile he watched the proceedings of
the case 'tw^as with a heart torn with anxiety, and he
almost feared to open a letter or receive a telegram.
For Mabel's sake alone he went to the rescue of her
brother, but when he knew all then w'ith might and
main he worked for the young man's life.
Owing to the excited state of feeling, the trial was
held in a town some distance from the place of the
tragedy. Colonel Chester saw only the father and
son, and he soon learned what the old man's feelings
were, though when he saw the deep interest mani-
fested by the lawyer he was extremely courteous,
while his wrath at the judge's conduct knew no bounds.
"I'll tell you what kind of a man he is, sir," he
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said, with flashing eyes. "When I was laboring day
and night to prevent the war, for I saw where it would
end, he was doing all in his power to hasten the con-
flict. I said, sir, and I was honest, too, that I would
free every slave I owned and lie in prison the remainder
of my life to keep our country from being plunged into
such dreadful sorrow. I worked as long as a man
could, but he and his kind triumphed, and then, when
our cause failed — for when my State left the Union I
went with it — he turned, like the traitor he is, and to
curry favor with those in power would put the neck of
every decent Southerner under the negro's foot. I
have always been a friend to the negro — my old slaves
will tell you that — but, sir, I tell you as long as Holy
Writ endures you cannot put the negro above his mas-
ter. Infinite wisdom decreed otherwise."
"I assure you," said Colonel Chester, "that I have
no desire to put him above his master, and I am dis-
gusted with that judge. Still, for your son's sake, I
would counsel you to be careful how you express your-
self. It will be all we can do to save him."
"And that means the death of my wife, and the
end of every earthly hope to me," responded Mr. Gor-
Colonel Chester wanted to say, "I, too, would lose
my all," for he knew Mabel would sink under such
sorrow coming when her strength was exhausted.
The judge was amazed to see a man of such pres-
ence, coming from where he did, evincing such inter-
est in the case. He knew the Gordons were limited in
means and could not possibly pay a high-priced law-
yer from a distance. Something like it was hinted to
Colonel Chester, and he said :
"I know we have the name of being so anxious to
amass wealth that we lose sight of everything else, but
I am glad to tell you there are Northerners who rise
above mercenary considerations, and that my profes-
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sion has in it men who lose sight of monetary reward.
I want to see that boy cleared. Any man in his place
would have done as he did. I also would have dealt
in the same manner with a scoundrel who dared to
insult my wife or sister, or any lady in my care."
"You are the right sort, mister," said a man near
him. "Just send a few more like you down here, and
we won't have to 'regulate' things like we do, but just
as long as we are subjected to what we are, and the
negroes encouraged in lawlessness, it's no use talkin',
we are goin' to help ourselves somehow."
"It is a terrible state of affairs," said Colonel Ches-
ter gravely, "and I regret that any part of this coun-
try should be in such a condition."
"Well," replied the other, "we can manage it if we
are let alone. We understand the situation and the
negro better than those who have never lived here
possibly can. I don't hate the negroes — why, I feed
the trifling things when they don't work as they should
rather than let them suffer, and I'd fight for those that
are faithful to us !"
"If Mr. Lincoln had lived we would not be in this
torn-up condition," put in another.
"Do you really believe that?" asked the lawyer,
"Why, yes," responded the man, "I didn't agree
with him in everything, for I believed then, and think
3^et, we had a right to secede, but he was a wise man
and a safe one, and 'twas a bad thing for us when he
died. We had no hand in that, and didn't approve it,
and I think it is a little hard that we should be treated
as though we did."
"It's a pity," said Colonel Chester, "that the two
sections couldn't understand each other better. Good
feeling might thereby be restored."
"I'm glad you have found us to be other than a set
of desperadoes," answered the man, "and we to have
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met a genuine Yankee gentleman. The kind we've
dealt with much of the time haven't impressed us fa-
vorably. There'll not be much Union as long as they
hold rule over us, and interfere as they do in matters
they don't understand. It would be better to win the
hearts of the people than to have all the most promi-
nent citizens with ropes about their necks."
"I agree with you," said the lawyer. "I fought
to preserve the Union, for I gelieved 'twas right,
but I do not approve harsh measures with a con-
quered people, especially people who showed them-
selves as brave and faithful as these, and I feel as
thorough contempt for the class you speak of as you
"Give me your hand!" exclaimed the other, "and if
you ever run for an office count on my vote."
Colonel Chester shook the extended hand cordially
and the two walked off together into the court room.
The long suspense was over at last and young Gor-
don was acquitted, to the great joy of all his friends.
The old father's Spartan spirit gave way when the
agony was over, and he wept like a child in his hap-
"Go with us to our home," he said to Colonel Ches-
ter, "and let this boy's mother and wife thank you for
all you have done for us. I can't begin to tell you
what a comfort you have been in our distress."
But Colonel Chester had to decline, pleading busi-
ness, and telling him, too, of Mabel's illness, which he
had not done while the dreadful strain was on the
"She is doing well, so they write me," he contin-
ued, "and unless you insist upon her coming home we
will keep her longer. My sister depends on her so en-
tirely she would be lost without her. Suppose you
and Mrs. Gordon come to see her?"
"We can't well do that, thank you," returned Mr.
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Gordon. "Nellie's health isn't good, and my wife
would not leave her. Tell Mabel all about this affair,
and also tell her she can stay longer with your sister
if she wishes."
So bidding them a hearty good-bye, the impatient
lover started homeward, after what seemed an age to
him in his anxiety, and thinking what a desolate home
he would be approaching if the precious life had gone
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Mrs. Rowland met him joyously and with the good
news of Mabel's improvement.
"The fever is entirely gone," she said, "but she is
very weak ; a breath would almost blow her away and
we have to be exceedingly careful not to let anything
trouble her. I am so glad her brother was acquitted
and that you helped as you did. The papers said but
for your efforts he might have been convicted, and
spoke in glowing terms of your eloquence."
"Nonsense," he replied; "I didn't come up to some
of his counsel, though I did work hard, and my heart
was in it, for you know, sister, that act of vandalism
hangs heavy on my heart, and I was glad to do some-
thing by way of reparation."
"Your looks tell you have worked," said the lady,
"and you must rest."
He was willing she should think his labors caused
his worn appearance, but in truth what wrought the
change was the worry about Mabel.
"I must see her," he said to the doctor; "I have
earned the right, and I'll be so quiet she sha'n't be dis-
"Not yet," replied the good doctor. "Heartily as I
sympathize, I can't let you in her room till she is
stronger. She is conscious now, and would be wor-
"Let me come to the door when she is asleep," he
begged. "Just let me see her,"
"My! my!" said the doctor; "love is like the measles
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— the later in life one is attacked the harder it goes,
and you've got a bad case. Well, slip up when the
nurse goes out, and I'll let you peep at my dear lit-
When she was first taken sick Dr. Warren had her
put in a remote room till the fever was over; then,
when consciousness returned, they lifted her on a
strong sheet back to her own dainty apartment, and
when Colonel Chester stood at the door he felt that it
was sacrilege for anyone save its owner to enter there.
Wan, wasted, and white as the coverlet, she lay on
the bed, scarcely breathing, he thought, and so like
the dead he caught his breath and looked imploringly
at his old friend, who smiled and nodded reassuringly,
then sent him away lest she might waken under the
intense longing of his look. And he had to be con-
tent and try to possess himself patiently, till, some time
after his return, he was told that Mabel wanted to see
She was able to sit up in a big chair that almost
swallowed the slender form. Her negligee robe of
delicate blue, with its falls of creamy lace, brought out
the transparent fairness of her skin, and the boyishly
short hair, tumbling in rebellious curls about her head,
with eyes deepened and softened by illness, made her
so perfectly lovely to him that it was with difficulty he
kept from taking her in his arms and telling her she
should be his. Instead of that he held her hand ten-
derly, while he expressed his pleasure at seeing her
once more, and so near well.
"We have missed you sadly," he said; "the whole
house was full of gloom during your illness."
"Ah, yes," she said, "I have been a great care to
all, and everyone has been so good to me I can never
repay them. I fear Mrs. Rowland will be ill in con-
sequence ; she does so much for me. And you ! What
can I say to you for all you did ?"
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"I ?" he said. "Why, they wouldn't let me do any-
"I know what you did," she said, tears filling her
eyes. "Mother wrote of your kindness to our boy, and
so to us all. Had he been convicted it would have
killed her and me, too. You saved three lives then —
even more, for Nellie could not have stood it. You
certainly saved mine."
"My life, Mabel," he said, smiling. "Child, have
you forgotten I told you my existence was bound up
in yours? Some time you will understand how dear
you are to me."
"You were so kind," she said, "we can never repay
"I know of a way," said he, "that will put me in
debt. It may not be right to ask you now, but, dearest,
I want your love so much. Will you give it me,
"Don't ask me that," she said. "I cannot."
"Very well," he said, "I can wait, and as long as
no one claims you I will hope."
Then remembering her muttered words when de-
lirious, he asked :
"Mabel, who is before me? Have you never loved
The fair face lacked no color then, and she hesi-
tated for a few moments before replying :
"Yes, I have been very fond of someone, but that
was laid aside forever, for there was sin in it, and
"Sin," he repeated; "you commit sin? Child, what
do you mean?"
"If you please," she said with a quiet dignity that
silenced him, "we will not discuss that. Let it suf-
fice you to know that as soon as I knew there was
wrong in it I put away all thought of him, and not in
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my own strength was it done; I had to implore divine
assistance. You have no rival in any former lover."
"Then," he ventured to ask, "what is the reason I
can't win you?"
"You will have to believe that my reasons are
good," she answered, "and very powerful, else how
could I refuse one who has done for us what you
have? And father bids me tell you that he hopes
som.e time to be able to pay "
"Never speak of payment between us," he com-
manded, "unless you wish to pain me beyond my
strength to bear. Are we not constantly his debtors
because of his daughter here? What would this house
be without you in it?"
"You are very kind," she said, "and most gener-
"Can't you add to that sweet praise by saying, 'and
dear' ?" he asked, smiling.
"Impossible," she said.
"Well, I'll wait," he answered, and he did so pa-
tiently, surrounding her with an atmosphere of tender
thoughtfulness that caused his sister to hope he had
at last found someone he could trust and love, but
when she hinted as much to him he only replied, "that
a man would have to be made of stone not to feel for
her after all she'd suffered."
Mabel's room was a bower of beauty with the flow-
ers he ordered daily for her. Everything he thought
could tempt her appetite he quietly provided, and when
at the physician's order Mrs. Rowland took her to the
seashore to complete her recovery he went with them
to see that the dear invalid wanted for nothing. Young
Fielding hovered near, and it was natural she should
enjoy the young fellow's attentions, and if he should
succeed in winning the prize, why, if she was happier,
he could bury his sweet hopes and take up the burden
of life alone. When he saw her treating all alike, and
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seemingly equally pleased with the different ones, he
said to her :
"Are you, with all your piety, developing into a co-
quette? If you prove other than I believe you to be,
Mabel, what am I to think? Do you know, child, you
had redeemed your sex with me? Because of your
sincerity I could once more believe in another woman
beside my sister, and I beg you not to destroy my
faith. If you can't love me you are not to blame, but
there is no need to pain me even more or of making
"You wrong me," she replied. "I take no pleasure
in hurting anyone; especially does it grieve me to pain
"And you say my case is hopeless?" he said, smil-
ing down at her. "We shall see about that, little
And so he waited.
It chanced one day that JMabel was out with -Mr.
Fielding, the two chatting merrily, not knowing that
Colonel Chester was walking a little distance behind
them, when suddenly they heard a wild cry and saw
people running as for their lives.
"What is it?" asked the girl, and then the cry
reached her, "Mad dog!" and a policeman came rush-
ing after the animal.
Fielding gave one horrified look and fled, just as
the dog, escaping the policeman's club, rushed toward
Mabel, who stood motionless from fright.
Just as she thought surely death was at hand a tall
form bounded by and a man caught the brute by the
collar as he fastened his teeth in her dress, and tore
him loose. The dog turned and snatched a piece out
of the man's sleeve before the panting policeman could
end the struggle. Then Colonel Chester turned to
Mabel and asked:
"Are you hurt?"
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"No," she answered, all a-tremble; "but you are."
"The brute only tore my sleeve," he said ; "my hands
were protected by gloves. He didn't touch my flesh.
You are badly frightened and trembling so you can't
He hailed a passing carriage, and, helpmg her in,
followed, and, seating himself, drew off his glove.
"See," he said, "I escaped without a scratch. I
shudder to think what would have been your fate had
not someone helped you."
"And again," said she, "you have saved my life."
"My life," he said. "Ah, child, for me life would
be over had you been injured ! Will you never know
how dear you are to me?"
Suddenly she bent and kissed his hand.
"Can't you do more," he asked softly.
She shook her head, and he said :
"Well, dear, I can wait. I'm not so old that I can't
afford a few years in waiting for one whom I love so
dearly. Why do you guard your heart so carefully
She made no answer, and he hushed.
To j\Irs. Rowland he conducted ]\Iabel. saying:
"Augusta, it is not safe to let this girl get out of
our sight a moment."
"What has happened now?" inquired the lady.
"Why, Miss Gordon was attacked by a mad dog,
and her gallant admirer fled, leaving her to her fate.
I chanced to be near enough to rescue her," explained
"Mabel, my child!" cried Mrs. Rowland, "what
shall we do with you?"
"Send me home, dear friend," replied the girl; "I
am more trouble than pleasure to you."
"Have you room for me there?" asked Chester, as
they w^alked away to their respective apartments to
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make the necessary changes in their dress. "I shall
certainly follow if you go."
She didn't want him there ; she never wanted to, see
him in the humble cottage his cruelty had put them in,
lest she should hate him.
Mrs. Rowland declared Mabel should not get out of
her sight any more, and was loud in her thanks that
no harm had been done to either of her loved ones.
Fielding called a few days later to ask how she
stood the shock, but met such a cool reception he wisely
concluded to discontinue his attentions, and went away,
for on all sides he was taunted with his cowardly flight.
As Mabel seemed to be fully well, Mrs. Rowland
went back to her home, much to her brother's pleasure.
Then her old friend Allan came, and as he was a
part of her old home life, Mabel welcomed him. She
had heard, too, of his tenderness to his frail wife, and
so thought better of him.
"I am so glad you seem happy," she said.
"I am trying to do my duty," said he, "and that
brings a degree of peace. In ministering to Lucile I
feel that I am doing what you would approve. Be-
sides, you remember you promised to pray for me, and
that comforted me. I said that I had found peace, but
the fullness of life is over for me."
"Say not so," she answered. "Life may hold much
of joy for you yet, and if it should be that more of
sorrow than happiness falls to you, remember the life
beyond, and, dear friend, so live that it may make
amends for all suffering, whether it comes through
yourself or someone else."
"Little snow-maiden," he said, "ah, if you were a
man's wife, what might he not become ! Mabel, are
you going to give Chester your love? I think he
cares a great deal for you, and he is a splendid man —
the kind I fancy you would like."
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"I do not love him now," she said, "whatever change
may take place in my feeHngs."
"Happy man, if you should ever change! One
might wait long to be rewarded by your love. You
have developed into a superb woman, little Mab."
"You say too much," she said, "and make me feel
all I lack, but I thank you for what you did toward
helping me to study. But for you I should not have
worked as hard as I did to finish my education. Do
"Can I forget anything connected with that part of
my youth?" he asked. "Some of the purest, dearest
memories of my life cluster around those days, and I
would give what I am worth to call them back."
"Rather ask for strength to face the years to come,
than waste time in sighing for years agone," she re-
"You are right," he said ; "and, dear little sister, help
me to rise above all vain regrets, won't you?"
"Gladly," she said; "if my friendship can aid you
in any way you have it."
As he rose to go and held her hand, he said :
'"'I feel strengthened and encouraged, little Mab.
Mother Gordon was doing a good .work for mankind
when she raised this earnest, true-hearted girl of hers.
It is a pity there are not more such mothers in the
world, for we need sorely more sincerely good women.
If you were other than you are it would surprise me,
knowing that good mother of yours as I do."
The tribute to her mother touched Mabel, and the
tears rose to her eyes as she replied :
"I thank you, and I realize fully that I owe all I am
to my mother, though my father must come in for a
share, for he is a noble man, albeit his feelings are so
"He didn't like me as well as the mother did,"
laughed Allan, "and, you know, we are all more or
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less Pharisaical, and will love those who like us; but
I certainly respected the old gentleman highly. He
always looked at me as though he held me responsible
for all his troubles, and it did make me feel kind o'
"Poor father," she sighed, and she thought of what
she had suffered because of Allan, and that if he had
known of it the young man might well have felt
guilty, for with the feelings Mr. Gordon held nothing
could have stayed his wrath.
Harvey saw the cloud on her face and hastened to
"Forgive me," he said, "for mentioning aught un-
pleasant to you. Look at me as you did before and tell
me 'good-bye' with a smile."
"Good-bye," she said, "and may heaven's choicest
blessings go with you, and strength for every trial be
"And may I say, or will it sound like mockery from
me? God bless you, sweetest friend, and keep you
from all sorrow."
"If you ever ask any blessing for me," she said, "let
it be a prayer for strength that I may be able to bear
any sorrow that may come."
"To look at you now," he said, "one would not
suppose trouble could reach you or that you ever knew
aught of sorrow."
"Every heart knoweth Its own bitterness," she
said, "and mine is no exception."
His face reddened and he gave her an imploring
"There is no bitterness in mine now," she said gen-
tly; "I am at peace."
Another lingering "good-bye," and he left, but she
was terribly homesick for some time, though she
bravely kept it from her friends.
Colonel Chester knew nothing of his visit, and she
did not mention it to him.
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'Augusta," said Colonel Chester to his sister one
day, "the physician in charge at the asylum tells me he
thinks we might take Lonis home — that he is suffi-
ciently recovered to keep him in perfect safety. Shall
I bring him here?"
"By all means, if you think him safe. It may aid in
regaining his health. Mabel, you have no fear of our
poor boy, have you?" asked Mrs. Rowland.
"Certainly not, if you and Colonel Chester think
liim safe," answered the girl.
"Then it is settled, and I will bring him soon," the
gentleman said, and to Mabel, when alone, he contin-
ued, "If you can't care for me, perhaps you will for
"Hardly," she said.
"Can't you tell me yet what I am longing to hear ?"
"No, sir," she said, "and I wish you would not make
me say it so often, for I hate to hurt you."
"Very well, I'll hush now, but whenever you feel
that you can tell me, will you come to me and say, 'Ru-
dolf, it has come at last, and I am yours. I love you !'
Will you tell me so when it does come, Mabel?"
"You speak assuredly," she said. "How do you
know I will ever feel that?"
"I know it because it will be impossible for a woman
to hold out against such love as I give you. It must
overcome every obstacle between us, real or imagin-
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"What if you change before I am ready to say what
you declare I will ?"
"There is no possibility of that," he said. "I will
be awaiting you if years elapse before you can say
what I long to hear."
"I wish it was so I could love you," she said; "but
"Never mind," he s^id, smiling tenderly; "you will
some day. I can wait, and the joy of that time will
compensate for all."
He turned off then, and she watched him walk away
— a man any woman might be proud to win. Numbers
of fair women would gladly listen to his suit, and yet
she had to refuse him. If it were not for the way he
treated his Creator's claims upon him, and that ter-
rible recollection of her childhood, she would be com-
pelled to yield to him.
When the afflicted brother came, Colonel Chester's
affectionate kindness to him called forth her warm ad-
miration. Louis seemed fully restored, and was a
pleasant addition to the home circle. Mabel could
charm him at all times. Her songs soothed him and
he would have her play for hours. She had never
pla3^ed for his brother. Once he came in while she
was at the piano, not long after she refused to ride
with him, and as she stopped, he said :
"Go on; I like music."
"I can't play for you." she returned.
"Do you mean you will not because it is I who ask ?"
"Yes, sir," she replied.
"Miss Gordon," said he, "are you trying to see how
rude you can be?"
"No, sir," she said, "but I could do nothing with
this instrument while you listened."
"Then I shall never ask 3^ou again, if I can remem-
ber," said he, and he kept his word; but sometimes
when she entertained Louis he would quietly enter
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and sit silently there, though she never seemed to see
Louis had been home some time, and they were re-
joicing at his recovered health, while Mrs. Rowland
was so happy with her boys, as she called the two stal-
wart men, and Mabel seemed like a dear young sister
One afternoon as she was in the parlor arranging
some drapery Mrs. Rowland wished her to, Louis en-
tered, closing the door cautiously after him. INIabel
smiled at him and went on with her work, but there
was no smile on his face as he went close to her. He
looked worried, and his eyes flashed as he said to her :
"I have come to tell you that they are determined
to separate us, and, Eleanor, how can I bear life with-
She understood at once that his madness had re-
turned, and the only way open to her was to humor
him, so she said :
"I think you know me well enough to believe that I
will be true. Calm yourself."
"I cannot," he said, "when I see all my hopes
blasted, for you will marry this man and I be left
wretched. Eleanor, I will not bear life without you.
You are mine alone — my all, and to me you shall be-
long. If we may not live together, dear, we can at
"No," she said, "let us live, and perhaps fate will
be kind. We may yet be happy."
"No;" he said, "they are determined to take you
from me, and I am prepared for death. I have a vial
of strong poison here, which we w^ill drink, go to
sleep, and never know what trouble is again. You
say you love me, Eleanor, and now prove your love.
Die with me, sweetheart, and death will be sweet in-
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"Nay, beloved," she said, "let us hope for a brighter
future; do not die!"
"You are false!" he cried. "You do not love me!
You want to marry that old, rich lover. His money
has bought you, and now you shall die !"
He stood between her and the door, but she es-
sayed flight. The madman was too quick for her, and
as she sprang by him he flung his arm around her
and with his other hand tried to put the poison to her
lips. Closing her mouth tightly, she struggled to gain
possession of the vial, and while the terrible ordeal
was passing she heard steps in the hall, and one wild
cry for help burst from her. Instantly the door flew
open and Colonel Chester strode into the room, and,
seeing Mabel in his brother's arms, he rushed forward,
catching the hand holding the poison.
"Madman!" he cried, "you are trying to kill the
woman I love. She is not yours."
"Ah, ha! That is it! That is the reason she won't
die with me ! Then you shall die, wretch that you are,
to steal her from me!" shrieked Louis.
He released Mabel, who sank to the floor exliausted
and half dead with fright, then sprang upon his
brother. Muscular training now stood Rudolf in good
place, for Louis' rage made him stronger. The two
men struggled as for life, while Mabel lay near in the
first swoon of her existence. The madman saw her
lying as if dead.
"You've killed her!" he screamed, "Oh, Eleanor,
my love, I will avenge your death. I will have his
life for this!"
He strained every muscle to get Colonel Chester in
his power, but the latter adroitly tripped him up, and
before he could rise was kneeling upon him and shout-
ing for help. It came in the person of John.
"Bring me a strong rope," commanded his master,
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"and get the carriage ready. I must take my brother
to the asylum."
Louis was still panting from his exertions, and he
glared at liim.
"Yes," he said, "take me there so that you can win
her; but she shall yet be mine."
\\lien the frightened ser,vant brought the rope he
bound him fast, Louis shrieking:
"Do you hear me ? She is mine ! mine ! mine ! and I
wall avenge her death ! O Eleanor, w^ake up ! Speak
to me before they take me aw^ay ! My love ! my life !"
and he almost broke his bonds in his mad efforts to
reach the girl.
As Colonel Chester's presence only increased his
rage, the former bade John watch the poor madman
till he returned, and then, stooping, he raised Mabel
in his arms and bore her to another room, and, laying
her gently on a couch, bathed her face till conscious-
ness returned to her. When she opened her eyes and
saw his anxious face, for a little while she seemed
dazed; then the dreadful ordeal through wdiich she
had passed flashed through her mind and she shud-
dered as she said :
"Oh, it w^as horrible! Thank God, you came when
you did, for you saved my life."
"You forget," he said, smiling, "it is my life I
saved. Ah, Mabel, if Louis had killed you •! should
not have lived long. Stay here till your fright is over,
and try not to think of the terrible scene. I shall have
to go to the asylum with my poor brother."
"Are you hurt at all ?" she asked.
"No," said he ; "but I fear the strain wall injure you,
and I can't bear to think of your being hurt by Louis.
I can never tell how^ I felt when you wTre struggling
in his arms. I should grieve to hurt him, but I w^ould
strike him dead to save you. This w^orld holds no
charm for me without you. But forgive me, dear, I
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do not mean to worry you, though such love as I feel
will burst its bounds sometimes, and you are doubly
dear since I came so near losing you. Rest now, and
I will hasten back. Shall I send Augusta to you?"
"Airs. Rowland is not at home," she said. "She
h.as gone to see an old friend, and will not be home till
late. She left me to preside at dinner and to amuse
"My poor brother! He will not dine with us to-
day." Then, bending over her, he dropped a kiss on
her brow, and before she could recover from her sur-
prise at his act he was gone. She heard Louis' oaths
and threats of vengeance as they took him to the car-
riage, and the thought of her narrow escape from death
overcame her. Woman's refuge, tears, gave her re-
lief, and falling on her knees she rendered heartfelt
thanks for her merciful deliverance, and prayed, too,
for the noble man who had thrice saved her life.
When she became composed and w^as quietly thinking,
as she lay upon the couch, Colonel Chester came in,
and, drawing a chair close to the lounge, took her
hand in his, gravely feeling her pulse.
"Well, doctor," she said, smiling, "are you satis-
fied with my condition ?"
"You are not as nervous as I feared," he said, "but
you have had a severe shock, and I am uneasy about
"How^ did your brother act when he was taken back
to his sad life?" she asked.
"He won't say a word. Do you know whether or
not he was sick before his attack?"
"He complained of his head, and said he would take
a ride and try fresh air. When he returned he sought
me, thought I was Eleanor, and that they w^ere try-
ing to separate us, and before he would lose his love
in life he would rather both should die. I am so
grieved over his relapse!"
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"Poor fellow ! I fear his life will end in gloom. How
can that woman rest when she knows she helped to
ruin such a fiiie man as Louis naturally is?"
"I don't suppose she does rest much," replied Mabel.
"I could not in her place."
"And yet you have no mercy on me !"
"Oh, indeed, I should grieve myself to death if I
were to cause such trouble," said Mabel.
"Suppose I become the wreck that Louis is?" he
A quick shudder went over her, as she answered:
"You could not."
"Would you care ?" he asked.
"Certainly I would," she said; "I am not heart-
"Well, your heart, if you have one, is pretty well
hid from me," he retorted.
To change the subject, she asked :
"What will your sister say when she learns that
Mr. Chester has had to go back to his confinement?"
"She will be deeply grieved. Her boys are very
dear to her, if other wojnen do find them unlovable.
And it will trouble her to know that Louis was vio-
lent toward you. Oh, Mabel,, if I had not chanced to
return home sooner than usual my heart would have
"You did not chance," she said; "God sent you
He said nothing to that, and after a little remarked :
"If Augusta intends dining out, you and I will
have a tete-d-tete dinner, or shall I send yours to you
"I am able to go to mine, thank you," she said, "and
it is time now. I shall have to make a change in my
dress first," and she rose to leave the room, but he
"You will come just as you are. You are not strong
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now, and besides no one will see your toilette save my-
self, and to me you are lovely at all times. Take my
arm and let us go to the dining room."
"I am no invalid," she said. "I do not need sup-
"My arm is your rightful stay, if you only could
believe it, and I shall take you to your dinner thus.
Submit to the stronger will, little girl, for you will
have to do it yet, and might as well begin now."
"We will see," she said, saucily.
"So we shall," he answered, laughing.
She looked at him, suddenly very grave.
"Colonel Chester," she said, "I believe you think I
am acting as I do just to be perverse, when, really,
there is a deep-seated principle involved, besides other
reasons equally powerful."
"Tell me all your reasons, and perhaps I can con-
vince you of your errors," said he.
"In the first place," she said, "I could not promise
love and obedience to one who refuses to acknowledge
his Creator's claim. That is one barrier between us,
but I do not tell you that even if you were a Chris-
tian I would say *Yes.' "
She spoke so firmly he looked surprised.
"Is it fair to keep me in ignorance?" he asked. "I
might be able to overcome the other objections if they
"Impossible!" she replied.
"Well, dear, I can wait," he said gently, "and one
of your tenderness cannot always withstand such de-
votion. Love begets love, you know, and you say you
are sorry for me, and pity is the twin sister of love."
"Would you want only pity? A proud man like
yourself would be satisfied with nothing less than a
woman's deepest love."
"And some day, my little rebel, you will give me all
the girl within your bosom and your woman's soul,
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and till you do give me that I can live on the sweet
hope," he replied, smiling fondly.
"Always remembering I do not bid you hope," she
"I have led a forlorn hope before," he said.
"Yes, in battle, but this is different."
She wanted to say, "And then you could order a
defenceless man's home destroyed," but she refrained,
and he rejoined, all unconscious of her thoughts :
"It is very different, and I think I would rather try
to take the enemy's guns than a girl's heart when she
seems to have determined upon no surrender. But,
Miss Gordon, victory has perched on my banner, and
in this struggle of ours, I will conquer yet. North
against South again, you know, and you might as
well come into the Union now. You all fight well
anywhere, and die game, but little girl, you are fight-
ing against odds ; I have determined to succeed."
"And suppose I say I am resolved you shall not?"
"'Twill be in vain, and it is to be hoped you can
yield gracefully," he retorted.
"I am tired of this," she said. "You and I can never
agree. Please let us talk on something pleasanter."
"As you please," said he, "and if you can find a
pleasanter subject to me I'll be under obligations."
"I can," she replied demurely: "does your coffee
He laughed at her question.
"And so you think what a man eats and drinks is
the most important of all things to him?"
"It was not until I prepared a dinner for you that
you thought me worth noticing," she replied.
"How could I notice you when you steadily per-
sisted in avoiding me? I believe you started out with
the determination of hating me," replied he.
"I hate no one," she said, quietly.
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"Sometimes hate is preferable to indifference," he
"So it is," she said, "but you are getting' back to the
"True," he said. "Well, I will stop. Now we will
adjourn to the library, and I will devote this evening
to you, if you will let me smoke in your presence."
"I wonder that you ever want anything more to
make you happy while you have your precious cigars,"
"When I get you I'll give them up, and if you want
the habit stopped you will soon give me the answer I
crave," he said, smiling.
"I don't say you will ever get that," she replied.
"But you will some day," he said.
"Nothing earthly is sure," she replied.
"And of all uncertain things women are the most,"
When Mrs. Rowland returned and heard from her
brother of Mabel's escape and Louis' relapse she was
shocked and grieved.
"My poor boy," she mourned. "Is there no mercy
for him? Oh, I have asked Heaven to bless him, and
give him back to us, and my heart sang for joy when
he seemed restored, and now all is dark again."
"Do not lose faith, dear lady," comforted Mabel.
"God will hear your prayers."
"And you, my dear adopted child, came near losing
your life through poor Louis. How can I be thank-
ful enough that you escaped ! How could I have faced
those parents if you had died! Rudolf will have to
keep constant watch over you as he suggested, or I
will never let you leave my sight. You were badly
frightened, I know, and something must be done for
you. What do you want me to do?"
"It has been some time since we came back, and if
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you please, I would like to go to see my parents," re-
"You shall do so and I will run down with you. I
enjoyed my visit there so much before, another will
be even pleasanter. So write as soon as you please
and say we are coming. Rudolf, you can spare us a
"If I am to be consulted," he replied, "I will say
that you can't be spared; but I know Miss Gordon
gets homesick, and now that she has been so severely
tried it may be best to take her away. She has been
very bright since she recovered from her faint, and
as she claims to be so strong as to need no support,
she may not feel her fright as much as we fear. Stiil,
if she wants to go home, by all means take her."
He feigned indifference, and his sister had no idea
how the thought of giving up Mabel disturbed him.
To her, when alone he said :
"I am afraid you will never come back. I beg you
not to treat me that way, for this house without you
would be unendurable. I am afraid you will find some
gallant youth down South, to whom this seemingly in-
vulnerable heart of yours will go out, and then life
is over for me."
"I thought you were certain of winning me," she re-
"If you'll stay here, where I can prove my devo-
tion," said he, "I will win you; but when there is no
one to plead my cause, I fear defeat. Will you tell
me how that other man won your heart, and was able
to gain such a treasure?"
"I'd rather not talk about that," she said. "He has
long since passed out of my life."
"Do you think, if all obstacles were removed, he
would woo in vain?"
"I don't think of such an impossibility at all," she
replied. "He is as surely gone from me as though
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he were dead ; and it is only as a dear friend that I let
myself think of him. Now, please, don't question me
any more. Can't you trust me?"
"Implicitly," he said. "Some time you will open
your heart to me and tell me all I long to know. Till
then I can wait, sustained by the sweet hope."
"Colonel Chester," she said earnestly, "please don't
look forward to that with so much certainty, for I
must change entirely to ever feel as you say I will."
"And," said he, "as people are constantly changing
there is hope for me."
"So there is also a likelihood of a change taking
place in you," she replied. "You've heard, I suppose, of
the lady who reconsidered her answer to a rejected
suitor and told him she had changed her mind, and
he said he had, too. 'Twould be terribly mortifying
to have you say that to me in case I ever go to you
with the answer you believe I will."
"Try me, please." he said, "and I'll prove how con-
stant I can be. How do you suppose Mammy will
like me as a member of the family? I'm going to see
you if you stay away long. I want to see your home."
"It is very unpretentious," she said, "but a pretty
place to me. Roses and honeysuckles and Cape jas-
mines, and lots of dear old-fashioned flowers make
it sweet and gay, and the immense oaks give delightful
shade. I love every tree and flower there. Our ow^n
beautiful house was burned during the war, and father
has never been able to rebuild it, so you'll find us liv-
ing in a style very unlike yours ; but you will also
meet fine courtesy and hospitality, for my parents are
"I see what the daughter is," said he. "and know
that the parents are all they should be." He spoke
readily, and his voice was even and pleasant, but "his
face had changed when she spoke of her ruined home,
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and as she made no reply to his gallant speech he con-
"You say your home was burned? Do you know
how it occurred?"
'"Twas ordered done by a man in command of a com-
pany of soldiers," she answered, very quietly. "I was
s'ery small, you know. Mammy has often told me about
it, and I remember how angry she was, and that father
seemed like one distraught. Poor mother was so hurt
she couldn't say anything. Our silver was taken by
some of the men ; the pretty china and glassware
broken into bits, the piano split into tiny pieces, and
the other furniture injured before the torch was ap-
plied. Oh, it was terrible! You can never imagine
how horrible it was to us. None of us grieve for
the loss of our slaves, and I am glad they are free,
for I believe slavery is wrong; but it is hard to keep
down feelings of resentment when we think of the
wanton destruction of our dear home."
Her listener tingled with shame as he heard the sim-
ply told tale of their wrongs, and remembered it was
by his order it was done. He had made homeless this
fair girl, to whom he would now gladly give his all.
Little then did he think he would ever sue for the love
of the trembling child, and feel that unless he could
gain her heart the whole world was a void. What if
she could know he had done that shameful act. With
her strong feelings would she not spurn him as he
felt he deserved to be? He rose and paced the floor.
"Are you angry with me for telling you?" she asked
"Angry with you, Mabel ? No. dear child, you
could not anger me. I am disturbed about what you
"I do not blame you of the North for wanting
slavery abolished," she went on, "and I wish you would
go further, and emancipate the slaves among you, for
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you know they exist, and this kind is as great a blot
upon those who have them in their power as was that
of the South, but there is a dijETerence in favor of my
people, for there was a bond of affection between mas-
ter and slave with us, and show me if you can, any
such tie here. Money governs and flesh and blood
suffer. Body and soul are lost in this slavery, yet it
goes on. You fought us. Colonel Chester, to help
abolish the bondage of the colored race, for which we
were not responsible in the beginning, and here at
your very door is a greater work you might engage
in, and not have to resort to violence."
"You are a foeman worthy of my steel, little girl,"
he replied, "and as you are not in the state of mind
that I am, you have the advantage. Of course I will
agree to anything you say now."
"I do not want you to agree to what I say if you
don't believe it," she responded.
"Miss Gordon," he said suddenly, "is it because I
belong to the side arrayed against your people that
you refuse to listen to my love?"
"No," she replied, "for I do not blame you for
fighting for the Union any more than I do my dear
brothers for defending our rights. There were brave
men on both sides, and as an American I am proud of
both, and I cannot blame you for doing your duty as
you believed it to be. If you ever wantonly destroyed
a home I think you should feel very sorry for that."
He didn't know what to say. and was very glad that
his sister just then called for Mabel. Was ever a man
in a worse plight? He had never believed any woman
could touch his heart, and now if he could only win
this girl, to whom he bowed in deepest devotion, he
knew the earth could hold no happier man. He had
all along spoken very assuredly to her of his success
in winning her love, but she had not then told him of
her sad recollections. If she should find out the part
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he played and loathe him, why he would only go
mad, as poor Louis had done, or end his life. Yes,
he would die, for what was there after death?
"Nothing," he said, so he would end all his trouble
at once if she ever scorned him. No act of his life had
been more regretted than that done in the heat of
passion, and now the thought was bitter indeed. How
little do we think of the consequence of an act or word !
Years of sorrow may follow the hasty deed, and an
unconscious Nepiesis arise from an unlooked-for
source. The frightened child, trembling in her
mother's arms, then unnoticed by the invading foe,
had become a queenly woman, holding in her power
his happiness for life. He was pleading for mercy
from her, and when he might have shown it there was
none for her and her dear ones. He groaned aloud in
his anguish, as he stood looking out into the street
below. No one, seeing the elegant man standing be-
hind the crystal, clear glass of the window, would have
supposed that he was enduring bitter sorrow. He
looked around the room, and noted its appearance.
Handsome paintings adorned the walls, and rare statu-
ary added to the beauty of his surroundings. His
home held every comfort wealth could give, and yet
his heart was hungering for the love of the simple
maiden, who was filled with joy at the thought of
soon reaching that humble cottage, and she preferred
that to being mistress of all he could offer. What could
be the cause of her repeated refusals? Other women,
professing to be Christians, had married men like him-
self and seemed happy. He would not interfere with
her religious belief, and she should trust him that
much. If she left, feeling as she did, and should
tell her parents of his infidelity, she would never re-
turn. He strode out of the room, nearly running over
Mabel, who was passing along the hall .
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"Why, Colonel Chester!" she exclaimed. "Where
are you going in such haste?"
He looked at her almost savagely as he reached for
"I am going to get away from you if I can," he re-
Her face crimsoned, and she drew herself up
proudly, as she said :
"You need not leave your house, sir, to do that,"
and swept by him, nor heeded his call to her to let him
"I've done it now," he said, gloomily, as he walked
away. "She will never hear me any more."
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No SIGHT of Mabel gladdened his eyes after that.
Preparations went on for her departure, and he knew
if she left with that rude speech ringing in her mem-
ory he might as well give up all hope.
Mrs. Rowland saw he was worried and asked the
"I acted like a brute to Miss Gordon," he said, "and
I would like to apologize to her. Will you please
persuade her to let me see her in the parlor this even-
"I will tell her, but I doubt her seeing you, for
she was very indignant over something that occurred.
She didn't say much, but I never saw such a look on
her face before, and if you were the offender you will
need all your eloquence now," replied his sister.
He tore a leaf from his note book and wrote a few
"Give her this," he said, folding it, "and try to in-
duce her to see me. I must get things righted be-
tween us before she leaves."
Mrs. Rowland looked surprised.
"Rudolf," she said, "does this child hold it in her
power to affect your happiness in any way?"
He was tempted to say, "She holds my every hope,"
and well for him had he done so, but he answered :
"Oh, I don't want her to remember me as being rude
to her just as she leaves. She has made it very pleas-
ant for us here, and I want her to leave with kind
"Do you know, brother," continued the lady, "that
I have thought you fancied Mabel more than anyone
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else? And I hoped she might love you, for she is so
true and pure she would make you the kind of wife
you need, and you have enough of worldly goods to
marry a portionless girl, especially when she is a for-
tune in herself."
"Nonsense, Augusta," he said. "I am surprised at
you for thinking of such a thing in connection with
If Mabel had given him any hope he would have
expressed himself differently, but that last talk showed
upon what a slender thread he hung, and he hated to
let even his sister know how he felt.
"Please tell her to come down soon," he said, "for
I am going to see Louis, or rather the superintendent
about him. You will want to go to see the poor boy,
too, and when you go home with Miss Gordon don't
prolong your stay too long; for his sake you will
have to hurry back. I am going to the parlor now."
He hadn't been there long when Mabel entered the
room. He handed her a chair as she paused near him,
but she declined it, saying :
"I have only a few moments to stay,"
"A few moments to give me when you are going
to leave so soon? I must have offended beyond par-
don. Mabel, I beg you to let me apologize to you.
I was mad with pain then, and hardly knew what I
was doing. Won't you be kind to me, and let it pass ?
This will be our last talk alone, and the thought of
losing you, even for a short time, ruins me. Be
merciful to me, and as you hope for mercy, show it to
He knelt beside her and clasped her hand in both
his, as she sank into a chair. She was sitting where
she fell the day Colonel Chester rescued her from the
maniac's grasp, and the ^emembrance of that, and of
the other times he stood between her and death came
over her^ and her face softened.
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"Rise, Colonel Chester," she said. "Do not kneel to
me. I forgive you freely."
"Thank you!" he exclaimed. "And now please go
further and tell me that I may hope to win your love."
"I cannot," she said. "I beg you not to ask that
"Mabel," he said, "I want to assure you of my truth,
and if the time ever comes when you can love me don't
hestitate to tell me, for if from fear of troubling you I
am silent, believe me, I shall await you longingly."
"And you may never hear what you desire," she an-
He sighed as he took a seat, and rested his head on
She was sorry for him, and it seemed so heartless
to leave him there looking so sorrowful that she moved
quietly to the piano, and softly touching the keys tried
to tell him through her beloved music how she felt.
She had never played for him till then, and he listened
as he had not done before. After she had played a
long symphony she thought would soothe him, she said :
"I am going to sing one of the songs we loved at
home, but I fear you may not like it, and may laugh
at our taste."
"Can you believe that of me?" he asked. "I shall
enjoy it if you do, and there will be no laughing, as
my heart is too sad for that. Let me hear your song."
Striking a few chords, she began : "When Shall We
Meet again," and sung the old piece through, for every
word in it was dear to her, associated as it was with
her home and childhood. When she had finished he
said nothing and she spoke :
"I am afraid my song bored you and I beg pardon.
I don't know why I wanted to sing that to you."
"And why not to me?" he asked.
"Well, you don't believe as I do; it must have sound-
ed silly to you," she answered.
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"Mabel," he said, "please don't tell your parents
of my infidelity, for I want to stand well with them."
"I shall tell them," she answered, "of your kindness
and bravery — of how you saved my life."
"Mine," he said. "Ah! little girl, will you never
understand how dear you are to me?"
"Please hush," she begged. "I must leave you
now, and don't say anything of that again."
"I will bid you good-night, then, and to-morrow
we say good-bye. When will I hold this dear hand
again as I hold it now? Mabel, sweetheart, promise
me if you will not be mine, you will at least give no
other man this hand. It is selfish in me to ask such a
pledge, but I can't help it."
"I can easily promise that," she said.
"Thank you." He put his hand under her chin and
lifted her face, looking at her as though he would
stamp the dear lineaments on his mind forever.
"Will you think of me, dear?" he asked.
"Certainly," she said, "and more — I will pray for
"When you left to go to your home before," he
said, "I loved you and hated to see you go, but it did
not hurt me then as now. Does it mean that we are
parting forever ? Oh, Mabel, I must hope to have you
near me, otherwise life will be nothing to me."
"Good-night," she said, "and believe me that I wish
for you a good night indeed."
"Ah ! you w'ant to get away. Well, I will let you
go. Good-night, beloved."
He pressed a kiss on the hand he held, then opened
the door for her to pass out.
"Did you and Rudolf come to amicable terms?"
asked Mrs. Rowland of her when she appeared in that
"Indeed we did," replied the girl. "How could I
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cherish unkind feelings toward one to whom I owe so
"Rudolf is a noble man, and those who know him
best can appreciate him. Get off to rest, Mabel, for a
tiresome journey is before us."
"Mrs. Rowland," said the girl, "would it make much
difference to you if I conclude to remain at home?"
"It would make all the difference," the lady an-
swered, "for I need you more now than when you
first came to me. What has caused this sudden
"I thought my parents might need me, and that
you could easily fill my place."
"Well, I cannot, so dismiss all thought of it, if you
please, and go prepared to return with me. I believed
you were happy here and that you loved me."
"And so I do, dear lady; you have been so kind to
me. Please never think I want to leave you," assured
"Then you are to come back. Go to sleep and forget
your nonsense, and don't disturb me with it again.
You quite upset me then, Mabel."
"Forgive me, please," said the girl, smiling.
"Of course I will. Go to sleep, and sweet dreams
to you," answered the lady.
Mabel smiled and kissed her friend.
"You are so good to me," she said, and the tears
v/elled up so she could say no more.
Mrs. Rowland was settling herself for the night
and did not notice her face just then, to Mabel's re-
lief. Her heart was very heavy, for it gave her real
pain to inflict suffering upon anyone, and especially
upon one entitled, as Colonel Chester was, to her es-
teem. But she was determined, once she reached
home, not to return to the same house that held her
Mrs. Rowland had to go to see Louis before she
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Started on her journey, and her brother accompanied
her. He was very quiet, and when his sister expressed
a fear that he was ill, replied that a headache had pre-
vented his sleeping soundly, but he would soon be well
again. He went with them to the station, and during
the ride Mrs. Rowland said :
"Rudolf, Mabel astonished me last night by asking
if I could let her remain at home. What do you think
He turned to the girl and said :
"You surely can't think seriously of treating us so
badly. My sister will need you, Miss Gordon, and, old
bachelor that I am, I will miss you very much. Pray
dismiss all such thought and return when Augusta
does, which I hope will be soon. Louis seems to be
doing very well and may not need her soon, but she
has another brother, you know, and, unlovable as he
may be to all others, she seems to find something in
him to love. My health does not give her any solici-
tude, but ever since our mother died she has fussed
over us and seemed to think we never would get old
enough to do without her care, and I confess it is
nice to have her look after me."
Mrs. Rowland smiled tenderly as she responded :
"I have enjoyed caring for you, brother, for, even
with your general dislike of my sex, you have always
given me the love and respect you should. I wish you
would open your heart to some good woman, and let
me see ^'■ou happily married. It grieves me to think of
your life being passed as it is, and old age to find you
without the ties a man needs then."
Mabel felt his eyes upon her and would not look
in his direction.
"She is wishing a hard fate for some woman, is she
not, Miss Gordon ?" he asked.
Thus addressed, Mabel had to look at him.
"I cannot tell," she said. "You seem very kind to
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your sister, and it is said that is a good sign. Willie
is a good husband, so Nellie says, and he sometimes
treated me indifferently, but in the main I suppose he
"When are you going to find out what sort of a hus-
band some other lady's brother makes?" he asked.
She flushed to the roots of her hair, and there wtis
a gleam of teeth under his moustache, as he saw her
"Really," she replied, "I have no idea. When I
meet the man able to call out my love, and whom I can
trust — who loves me with all his heart and honors his
Creator as he should — then I will give myself to
It was his turn to color, and he did, for he under-
stood her reply.
"May you meet your ideal," he said, bowing.
"Thank you," she answered, briefly.
"Come, children," interposed Mrs. Rowland, "don't
have a quarrel just as you are parting. Rudolf, be
pleasant to the child and let her feel that she wants to
return with me. I can't understand why you take such
delight in teasing Mabel."
"Perhaps if she will come back," he said, "she may
succeed in making something of me other than the
heathen I am. Am I a hopeless case. Miss Gordon?"
"No, sir," she said. "Your case would be hopeless,
though, if God were not so kind ; but he is long-suf-
fering, and I believe some day you will acknowledge
"Do you believe that?" he asked, quickly.
She knew what he meant, and she did not care to
answer him in a way that he could gain any hope
from her, so she said:
"Yes, I believe it ; but we will have to stop this now.
You and I never agree, you know, and I don't want to
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argue with you at the last moment. It is time to say
As he helped them from the carriage Mrs. Rowland
met a friend who took off her attention, and together
ihey walked into the waiting-room, leaving Colonel
Chester with Mabel, to his joy.
"I implore you to come back," he said, speaking rap-
idly. "You must know that you are all the world to
me. Oh, Mabel, my love, I will be so tender and true
you will have to say 'yes' to me. Is there no hope yet ?"
"None," she whispered.
"I will wait," he said, "and be so true. Remember
when love comes you are to tell me. I will never ask
you again, but, oh, how I will long to hear the sweet
admission. You will come to me then."
Others were near, and he had to hush and be simply
her escort, but as he saw to the comfort of both ladies
Mabel knew his heart was heavy, and it hurt her. He
bade his sister an affectionate farewell, then he turned
to the girl, and onlookers saw nothing save a quiet
leavetaking as he said :
"Good-bye, Miss Gordon. I wish you a pleasant
trip;" but she read the regret in his eyes, and her
hand ached from the pressure of his strong clasp long
after she saw him standing among some friends, as
the train moved off, while the thought of him alone in
his home somewhat marred her joy in going to her
He was so lonely. The great house seemed op-
pressive in its quietude. Everything reminded him of
Mabel. Did he pass her room door he thought of the
time he saw her lying on the bed, so like the dead that
his own heart stood still. If he went into the parlor
her music recalled her, and he could almost fancy the
graceful, girlish presence near him. Often he took
from its hiding place the little purse he still kept,
and held it to his lips. The church bells brought her
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to mind, too, for she was faithful in her worship.
He remembered how she bore his taunts, and her ear-
nestness in defending the faith she held.
He devoted himself to his work, but between him
and everything he tried to do came a fair, sweet face,
with soft, purplish-blue eyes, and his heart called
unceasingly for his enslaver.
"North and South have met again," he said to him-
self "and this time I am conquered."
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The cottage 'neath the oaks never seemed dearer
to Mabel than when she and Mrs. Rowland reached
it after their tiresome journey. The parents held her
so close that Mrs. Rowland feared they meant to keep
Mabel now that she was once more with them. Nellie
held out to welcome "Aunt Mabel" a chubby blue-eyed
boy, which Willie said was the finest baby in the
Viney was there to tell her "Mammy had one er
dem spells she subjec' tuh, 'n little missy mus' cum
jes' ez soon ez dey could spar her, fo' de ole eyes achin'
fo' de sight ob her."
And she was speedily gratified, Mrs. Gordon accom-
panying Mabel. The old nurse broke into rapturous
thanksgiving that she w^as permitted to see her "pre-
shus chile" again, and exclamations of delight over the
presents brought from '"way off yander."
"We gwine keep 'ur now, mistis, ain' we?" she
asked Mrs. Gordon. "We all needs 'ur."
"Mrs. Rowland says not," the mother replied, "but
I hope we will make her stay so pleasant that Mabel
will decide to remain with us. Nellie is a dear daugh-
ter and great comfort, but you know there can be none
like my own child."
"That's for you and father to decide," said the girl,
"and I rather hope you'll say stay. I could not be
more pleasantly fixed than I am, and I love my friends
very much; but home is the sweetest place to me.
Then that precious baby makes me want to stay."
"An' so, honey, yer not so kerried 'way wid de
granjer er de big place whar yer bin stayin' az ter fer-
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git yer own home? Dat's right! Sum on 'em 'bout
hyur signify how yo' mought be spiled by all de finery
but I tell 'em yer gwine cum back de same in spirit, no
mattah how fine yer looks, wid yer cheeks shinin' lak
Queen Jezebel's. Yas, chile, ole Mammy hab faith in
yer all de time, caze she got so much in de Lawd, an'
He de one dat bin watchin' an' guidin' yer all deze
years. Yer ma gie yer inter His keepin' when yer
fust draw'd de bref er life. Now tell us 'bout dat tur-
rible spell er sickness yer had," and Mammy composed
herself to listen.
"There's not much to tell," said Mabel. "I was very
ill, and everybody was so kind to me ; my own people
could not have been better. Mother, you know some-
thing of Colonel Chester's kindness."
"Heaven bless him !" exclaime^d Mrs. Gordon.
"Those were dark days to us all, and he comforted
and helped us more than I can tell. I tried to express
my gratitude in a letter to him, but language failed
"I saw your letter, and it was perfect," said Mabel.
She did not add that Colonel Chester had said they
were people whose gratitude a little service could gain,
but their love — well, he didn't believe anyone could get
"How did father like him ?" asked Mabel.
"Very much," said her mother.
"So he is getting over his prejudice somewhat?"
"Well, I don't know that he has changed to the peo-
ple in general ; he thinks highly, of course, of him, and
says he is under tremendous obligations. Our lawyers
worked faithfully, but the judge didn't give them a
fair showing, and he stood in awe of Colonel Chester
because of his being a Northern man," said Mrs. Gor-
"Tell us, honey," said the nurse, "why de kunnel
tuck the intrus' he did in our po' boy."
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Mabel's color deepened at the question, but she an-
swered quietly :
"He is really a kind man, and he feared my people
might blame them for my illness, when father wrote
for me, and I, of course, couldn't come. No one else
could do the good he could in the case, so he dropped
everything and rushed to Willie's help."
And then she went on to tell them of the narrow^ es-
capes she'd had, and how he saved her, Mammy lis-
tening with bated breath till she finished. Then such
praises as Mammy gave her "blessed Lawd."
Mrs. Gordon's face was very pale, and she held
Mabel's hand close, w^hile she murmured heartfelt
thanks for her child's preservation.
"We'll hatter keep her wid us, I reck'n," said Mam-
my. "Look lak it temptin' Providence ter let her go
The old woman's suspicions about the cause of
Colonel Chester's interest once aroused, she wasn't
satisfied till she could question Mabel, so at the first
opportunity of talking privately she asked :
"Little Missy, didn' dat kunnel do so much fer yer
becaze he want yer fer hese'f? Tell ole Mammy,
honey. Yo' sholy ain' 'fraid ter trus' her atter alius
cumin' ter her wad 5'-o' trials !"
Then Mabel told her of his love, but kept from her
the causes of her refusals.
"An' he can't git yq' heart? Well, honey, he mus'
be a fine man frum all yer say, but I bleebs I des as
lief yer keep on tellin' him 'no,' fer he moiight haf sum
knowledge er de 'stroyance er our home, an' I got too
much pride fer a Gawd'n ter tek a home frum one dat
burnt hers, do' it seem right an' proper dat he shou'd
gie yer annuder fine one in de place er de one he
"Why, Mammy!" exclaimed Mabel, "you talk as if
Colonel Chester himself did that."
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"An' so he moiight, but frum de tenderness er his
sister's heart I doubts his bein' de ve'ey one. Still, I
holds him 'sponsible fer er heap er de devilment dat
went on den. Is I tell yer 'bout yer udder beau cumin'
ter see me? Yas, he manages ter run in whenebber
he fetches dat po'ly creeter ter de Springs. Dey tell me
he mighty kin' an' good ter her, an' dat dey ain' nuttin'
she calls fer dat he fail ter get. I feel sorry fer bofe
de po' things. He sont me sum fine liquor, an' cum he-
self ter see me, 'fer de sake er ole times,' he say, an' he
talk an' talk erbout when you an' him wuz young, an'
how he 'membrinced de pleasant walks you took ter-
gedder, an' I des boun' ter feel fer him, an' tell him
ter drap in an' see me whenebber he wuz erbout hyur.
Honey, is all de hurt gone out er yer heart, er is dat de
reason yer say 'no' so menny times ter de kunnel?"
"That was one reason," admitted Mabel, "but I
think the hurt is gone away now, and but for a natural
horror I have of him, for certain views he holds, I
might be very fond of him."
"Can't he turn dem loose, chile? Whut de mattah
wid dem? Tell me, baby, an' I promis' nobody will
heer ob 'em frum me."
Thus entreated, Mabel told her that Colonel Ches-
ter believed in no future for the soul — no God.
"Whut!" almost screamed the old nurse. "Yo' say
dat man so smaht an' got so much sense! Honey, de
bible say de fool say dat. Lawd hab mussy on de po'
sinner fool ! Chile, I des' as soon fer yo' ter be playin'
wid rattlesnakes as ter let dat pizenous creetur cum
nigh yer. He mought 'swade yer ter lub him, an' den
'stroy yer faith in de Lawd, an', chile, de 'stroyance er
yer earthly home wuz nuttin', cru'l as it waz, ter takin'
away dat heabenly one. Don't go back dere, fer ef yer
faith is strong now, 3^er is only human, an' ef yer
should ebber lub him, den yer dun fer. Er woman
alius did let her heart rule her head, an' he mought git
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yer min' confuse up so dat yo'd beleeb him. You
can't cum in daily contac' wid anything dirty an' not
"Long ago, Mammy," said Mabel, "I gave my heart
into my Savior's keeping, and He will help me to be
faithful. I do not depend on my own strength at all.
I want you to help me pray for Colonel Chester — that
his blinded eyes may be opened and his heart given to
God. Your prayers have helped me so much when I
was in sore need, I believe you could prevail now."
"Well, chile, ef it any cumfort ter yer ter feel dat
dis ole 'oman is prayin' fer yer fren' I'll go ter de
Mahster constant an' treat ter be mussiful. He needs
all de mussy he can git, but, honey, don't you nebber
tell dat man yer'll marry him des' as long as he 'fuses
ter bow ter de Lawd. Yer know, chile, one er dem
good men whut writ de scripter az dey got it frum de
Lawd (I beleeb it wuz Isayer, er Je'eymiah, I fergits
which — my 'membunce er names ain't good — but that is
needer here ner dere; it in de bible, an' dat settle it),
say fer yer ter not be yoked wid onbeleebers, an' when
God say dat he meant fer his chillun ter heed him. Let
him alone, my baby ; ef yer git ter lubbin' him so much
yer heart fairly burn when yer hear de soun' er his
" 'Twas Paul, the apostle, gave the advice you quot-
ed then. Mammy, and I agree with you in regard to
heeding it," replied Mabel.
"Yes, 'twuz him, I 'member now, an' do' Ise hear
sum folks say he nebber had no kin' er wife, yit we
knows he knowed whut he talkin' 'bout, en' dat he
wuz 'specially 'structed. So he'll do fer er safe guid-
ance in ebert'ing. He had mo' sense dan all de Kunnel
Chesters de worl' could hoi', an' ef he could trus' as
he did it look lak dat po' worm er de earth mought
quit he foolishness. 'Scuse me, honey, ef I calls him
whut yer don't want ter hear, but it meks ole Mammy
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mad ter hear er folks 'tendin' ter hab sense an' 'nyin'
dere is er God."
"Well, don't let it make you angry, for that will
do no good, but pray that he may be brought to his
senses. If you knew him apart from his infidelity you
would think him a grand man."
"He may be all dat," answered the nurse, "an' I
not lak him. Honey, I not got no use fer enny pusson
dat sez er wurd 'gin my white folks, en' how I gwine
lak one dat 'sputes de wurd er my Great Mahster,
whut lubbed dis ole nigga befo' she bawn, an' fix er
way fer me ter sum day lay down deze aches 'n' pains
an' go up 'n' jine de white robe' th'ong 'roun' de
throne, 'n' praise Him eberlastin'ly. Praise de Lam' !
Chile, ole Mammy got ter whar she mus' shout. De
time ain' fur off now when she'll heer dem songs er
glory an' walk dem golden streets, 'deemed by de blood
er de Lam', bless de Lawd ! Yas, I mi'ty sinner ; but
ole Dicey gwine hoi' out ef she do keep fallin' ; she'll
rize ebe'ytime. De One dat begun dis wurk will fin-
ish it if I trus' Him ez I should, an', honey, it better
ter hab His lub an' 'tection dan de bigges' man in de
worl'. So yo' let dat kunnel 'lone twel he cum ter his
senses 'n' yo' 'bide in de Rock Chris' Jesus."
"Give yourself no uneasiness," said the girl. "I am
full of faults, but for no earthly love will I give up
my eternal hope. Now let me read to you, and then I
will have to go home, for mother counts the hours that
I am away from her, and Mrs. Rowland wants me
with her, too."
Mammy listened delightedly, was profuse in her
thanks, and Mabel had to promise to return soon when
she rose to leave.
She had told Mammy that the hurt caused by Allan
was gone, and to find if any of the old infatuation re-
mained she went over again the old haunts, recalled
the scenes they enjoyed together, and the time he bade
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her good-bye, when she had felt as might a Httle child
whom a strong hand suddenly turns loose. The merry
youth of those days, and the man, self-doomed to his
loveless task, seemed to be two separate beings. For the
frank, helpful boy she would always cherish kind rec-
ollections and gratitude for his timely stimulus, which
made her so determined to secure an education ; but
for the man who could ask her, because he said he
loved her, to give up all she held dear, and go delib-
erately into sin, only feelings of deepest horror.
Colonel Chester would not have done that, she
thought, heathen that he was called. Then she thought
of Allan, as Mammy spoke of him, and pitied him sin-
cerely, but pity was all she felt. She was free in-
The stay in her home was so delightful the time
flew by too rapidly. Colonel Chester wrote and re-
minded them that he was not enjoying the days so
much, and would be glad to have them return. No let-
ter ever came to Mabel, for he could not trust himself
to write to her, but there were messages always. At
last he wrote that he must go abroad in the interest of
a client and would be gone a long time hunting for old
"So you will have to come home, for Louis will
need you when I leave," he wrote. "Bring Miss Gor-
don with you, and tell her I say the house will no
doubt be pleasanter to her with me out of it. Nobody
will tease her then, and neither can she engage in mis-
sion work right near her, for every other member of
our household is wonderfully good, though I some-
times miss little articles, such as cuff-buttons, rings,
etc. Of course, it would not do to say any of the
'burning and shining lights' employed by us ever even
looked covetously upon anything."
Mabel laughed as she read that — it sounded so like
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"You are going with me, of course, Mabel," said
her friend; "I could not think of returning without
you, especially since Rudolf is to be gone, and he will
be so much better satisfied to leave you with me, for it
would be so lonely there without you. I will give you
all the pleasure I can."
"If my parents agree, I will go with you," replied '
the girl, and Mrs. Rowland again succeeded in carry-
ing her point.
■ Before they left, Mrs. Gordon said to Mabel :
"Daughter, from what you say of Colonel Chester,
I think he must be a man one could admire and even
love if thrown with him much. Child, is your heart
untouched by him?"
Blushing under her mother's look, she yet answered
"If I care for him other than a friend I am not
conscious of it."
"And he? Has all his kindness been the expression
of simple friendship?" next inquired Mrs. Gordon.
Then Mabel told her of his love and her repeated
refusals, and the mother said :
"I hope, my child, that you will never let brilliant
worldly prospects cause you to form an alliance if your
heart does not sanction it, for marriage without love is
an unholy thing. I would prefer your not returning
with your friend, since her brother is your suitor ; but
she is so lonely and begs pitifully for you, and as he
will be away you will not be thrown with him. Then
he may see someone abroad that he will fancy and
quit seeking your love. Your father would hate to see
you marry anyone belonging to those who opposed us."
"Please don't tell him of this," begged Mabel, "for
it will only make him uneasy for nothing. I am sure
Colonel Chester and I will never be anything save
So she believed; and when on reaching Mrs, Row-
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land's home, she found herself looking for him, and
disappointed in not seeing him, she was surprised.
He had not waited for them to come, and both felt lost
without him to welcome them. Others called and tried
to make Mabel enjoy her stay, but none could fill the
place he held. She grew restless and homesick, and
Mrs. Rowland was distressed.
"Dear me, Mabel," she said, "if you get into such
a state, and Rudolf gone, what am I to do? I have
no one to comfort me, and I was selfish enough to want
you because you are such a comfort. I miss Rudolf
"Forgive me, dear lady," begged the girl. "I am
selfish to let my feelings worry you when you are
already troubled. I know% with one brother in the
asylum and another gone, you have enough to bear,
and you shall not see me 'mope' any more."
Why was it nobody could please her as formerly?
Gradually the truth dawned upon her. She loved him.
At last it had come as he said, but he was not there
for her to tell him, and then the barriers between them
were the same. She listened eagerly to Katie's ac-
count of the master's loneliness and restlessness while
they were gone. Once she stole into his room, holding
her breath at her temerity. She had been in there
often when he was in the city, and it was no more
than entering any ordinary apartment to see if it was
in perfect order, but now^ everything in it possessed
an interest to her. A dressing robe hung where she
could see it, and she took it in her arms, resting her
face on it, caressing the inanimate thing because it had
enveloped that dear form. And she prayed :
"Oh, God, bring him back to me and remove all
barriers, that I may tell him his love is returned,
measure for measure."
The days dragged after she knew that she could
satisfy his heart. Sometimes she was tempted to write
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and tell him his waiting was over, but it was impos-
sible to put it in cold writing when he w^as silent,
though that silence was caused by her. She grew shy
and reticent, and hardly ever spoke of him to Mrs.
Rowland, but she would slip into the library and stand
before his portrait and study his face, and the music
he liked she practiced most.
If Mrs. Rowland thought that she cared for Colonel
Chester she did not mention it, but Dr. Warren ven-
tured sometimes to tease her, for he knew how the
cool imperturbable lawyer had broken down under his
grief w'hen the girl was ill.
He had asked her to tell him when love came, but
she could not write it ; she would wait till the full tones
of his voice vibrated on her heart and she could feel
his love for her. Oh, if he only could know of the
joy awaiting him he would hurry nome. Then came
the thought :
"If I tell him that I care for him as he wants, there
w^ill be a struggle, for he will want me to marry him,
and I cannot as he is. Oh, Rudolf, my heart's king, why
cannot you believe in the God I worship! Had you
my place, I would love Him for your sake, if no more !
Am I destined always to care for those w^ho will not
believe? Oh, Lord, help me now-, for I am in dire
need. Let me do nothing Thou wouldst condemn, and
strengthen me that I may do my duty."
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After what seemed an age to Mabel, there came a
letter saying his work was nearing an end, and he
would soon start for home.
"You hear that, Mabel?" said Mrs. Rowland. "Our
dear one will soon start homeward. I say *our' be-
cause if you love me you must also care for my boy.
Rejoice with me, child !"
Rejoice! When every pulse was beating full with
joy already. Ah, the master was coming, and he
would find a reward for his patience and devotion, be-
cause he had said to win her love would compensate
for all. The whole world grew brighter to her and
songs burst from her lips, so happy was she.
Then one day came another letter, and it bore the
news that he would be home on the "Sea Gull," which
was nearly due, and he wrote :
"I am bringing you a young sister, Augusta, whom
you will love, so be prepared to welcome her warmly.
Tell Miss Gordon she is almost as pretty as she is."
Mrs. Rowland sat like one stunned.
"Mabel," she said, "read this and tell me what it
The girl took the letter and read the fatal words.
"His letter is so brief!" she said through bloodless
lips, and then she could say no more, for it seemed as
if something clutched her heart and stopped every
"Can Rudolf have married over there and taken this
way of telling me ? If he were given to jesting I would
think him in fun. I had other hopes for him, and now
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they are blasted. What made him so precipitate ? He
should have told me of it when he wrote before, for
surely they have not met and married since ! I believe
Rudolf is as crazy as poor Louis. Well, if they are com-
ing on the "Sea Gull" they will soon be here, and we
will arrange the blue room for her, and try to give her
the welcome he wants her to get. We will go out and
make some purchases, for Rudolf has such exquisite
taste he will criticise the apartment, and I want some
little articles to complete a bride's chamber. Dear me,
I am so dazed I don't know whether I'll buy the right
thing or not," complained JMrs. Rowland.
Mabel went about like one in a dream, numbed by
the blow. By and by she would realize it all and then
w^ould come the battle. She was so glad that her maid-
enly modesty had kept her from writing him of the
change in her feelings. Now he would never know,
and as she had kept from Allan that she cared for
him when her young heart was bursting with love and
grief, so she would hide all from Colonel Chester. The
same Helper she found before was ready still, her
never-failing refuge in times of trouble. Fool had she
been to believe that an earthly love could last, and to
know that there was a love all true, tender and patient
soothed her poor, wounded heart, for, with all her
gentleness, she had a share of pride that would help
to carry her through and keep anyone from knowing of
"As birds above a wounded, bleeding breast,
Their bright plumes cast,"
she would throw around her aching heart a mantle
that would hide all ; and quietly she w'ent about, helping
Mrs. Rowland to make beautiful the bride's room.
But it would be impossible to stay there and daily
witness his happiness — there, where everything re-
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called his vows of constancy to her. She had dreamed
of being near and seeing him look down in the fair
face raised to his ; had seen the rare smile he had only
for her before he went away ; the love-light in his eyes,
and heard the low, deep voice murmur words of love,
and she knew it took more strength than she had to
attempt to remain where he lived.
Feeling thus, she slipped away to another part of
the city and secured a place in a dressmaking estab-
lishment she knew of. Mrs. Rowland knew nothing
of her determination, for to tell her of it involved ex-
posing her love, and that lady would have opposed her
leaving. She could not go to her home then, for her
heart was so sad they would find out her trouble in
time, and, besides, Mrs. Rowland would go there after
her. She watched her opportunity, had her trunk re-
moved, and the day the couple were to come wrote
Mrs. Rowland a note, telling her she had concluded to
leave and could not bear to tell her so; that she need
not look for her at her home, as she would not go
there, neither must she write her parents that she had
left, and some time she would return to her.
"Thanks to your generosity," she said, "I have
plenty to live upon for a good while, and I shall work,
for in that only can I find any consolation. Don't
worry about me, please, and don't try to find me. I
am going where you will not see me. Bless you, dear-
est and kindest of friends, for your kindness to me. I
trust my place will be more than filled and your home
brightened by the young sister your brother is bring-
ing to you."
She stole into Mrs. Rowland's room and laid the
note on her table, then she turned away from the home
she loved so dearly, and never more than when slie
bade it farewell, to face her new life. A few hours
after she left. Colonel Chester arrived with his fair
companion, whom he introduced to Mrs. Rowland.
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"Augusta, this is our Elise, and how we met I will
explain later on. Now, sisters, you must proceed to
'fall in love' with each other. Where is Miss Gordon
that she does not give us a welcome? I counted on
her to make it pleasant for this girl."
"I haven't seen Mabel in several hours," replied Mrs.
Rowland. "She left me that I might rest and be fresh
when our dear ones came. I welcome you, Elise, to
our home. Come to your room and refresh yourself,
and I will find Mabel." So she led the girl to her
apartment, every detail of which Mabel had arranged
with dainty touches while her heart ached.
"How beautiful !" exclaimed Elise. "Iss all this
lufly room all my own?"
"Yours, dear," said Mrs. Rowland, "and I am glad
you like it. 'Tis none too pretty for its occupant. I
do not wonder Rudolf fell in love so speedily. Now,
rest, change your dress and be ready to enjoy tea. I
will go to find our Mabel, and you shall see her soon.
Do you want Rudolf to do anything, or have you
learned to make your toilette without asking him what
dress you shall put on?"
"No," said Elise, "I try to please his taste, but he
hass not yet told me how to dress. I hope to satisfy
"And I am sure you will," returned Mrs. Rowland,
smiling. Then she kissed the fair face, lifted to her
with a wistful kind of look upon it, and went in quest
of Mabel. To her own chamber she went first, and
happened to see the note left for her. Wondering, she
took it and read it, then rang the bell for a servant.
"Tell Colonel Chester to come to me," she com-
manded when Katie appeared, and he came quickly, for
the girl said her mistress was trembling and seemed
"Are you ill, Augusta ?" he asked.
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"Worse than that," she replied. "Read this and
tell me what to do. It is a note from Mabel."
He seized and hurriedly read it.
"We must find her," he said, "if everything else goes
undone. Had she seemed dissatisfied?"
"She was not very well," returned the lady, "but I
thought she was contented. I don't understand her
"I'll wire to see if she goes home," said Colonel
"No, you must not let them know she has left us.
She won't go there, and it will only alarm her parents.
We must keep it from them till we find her. Perhaps
she will return."
He passed his hand over his brow and tried to
think as he studied the note he held.
"I will go," he said, "to the different stations, and
see if she has left the city. Perhaps I can learn some-
thing of her in that way. Is not this a sad home-com-
ing to one who longed to get back as I have? Take
care of Elise and tell her I will be back ere long."
He went hurriedly away, and Mrs. Rowland, all
dazed and troubled, was left to comfort the young
stranger. When he returned, tired and worried, from
his fruitless search, she met him anxiously.
"There is nothing to go upon," he said, wearily.
"You are tired and worn, brother," the lady said;
"come and have something to eat and try to be fresh
for the sake of Elise. I had her tea served while you
were gone, for I didn't know how long you would be
He followed her silently, and drank the steaming
beverage, but no food passed his lips.
"Tell me about Elise. You wrote so little we could
get nothing from that. I was surprised at your falling
in love so quickly," said Mrs. Rowland.
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"I did not fall in love," he answered. "What do
you mean, Augusta?"
"Then why did you marry her?" she asked.
He stared at her a moment, then he said :
"I am not married. She is our sister."
"Rudolf, are you crazy?" cried the lady.
"Not at all, and if you will give me time I will ex-
plain. You know our father went abroad after mother
died, and that he died in Germany. It seemed he mar-
ried a lady there, and Elise is their daughter. He did
not inform us of his marriage, or, if he did, his letter
failed to reach us, and he didn't live long. His widow
lived several years, and, dying, left the child to her
brother's care. In my hunt for old records in the case
that carried me off, I had to go to him, where I saw
the girl, was struck with her appearance, and upon
hearing her name, inquired and found out her parent-
age and relationship to us. I asked her uncle to let her
come home with me, and he agreed. Whereupon I
wrote you that hasty line, thinking to explain all when
I reached home, and never supposed you would think
"Well, as you said you were bringing me a young
sister, and as I had no knowledge of father's mar-
riage, I naturally thought it was a nice way of telling
me you were married," responded Mrs. Rowland.
"Did Miss Gordon believe the same?" he inquired.
"Certainly, for what else could she think?"
"You and she might have waited for me to explain,"
Mrs. Rowland smiled.
"How like a man!"
"And how like women to jump at conclusions!
Now here Miss Gordon has gone rushing off and I
will have to find her, but I'd rather hunt for old law
papers. Dear me! What possessed her to act this
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"I don't know," replied his sister. "You are tired
and need to rest. Go to bed and sleep, and in the
morning you can begin your search afresh. I will try
to be companionable to Elise till Mabel comes back.
You brought a sweet sister home, and no doubt the
house will be much brighter for her coming, and if
Mabel should never return we will not be alone."
"You are easily consoled," he said sternly. "I
thought nobody could take Miss Gordon's place with
"Neither can it be filled," she replied. "I miss Mabel
more than you can imagine, and shall not have an easy
moment till she is found."
He couldn't imagine how she would miss Mabel !
She would never know how he longed for the girl.
How sick and hurt he was over her flight. How he
had yearned for her and worked faithfully, even when
ill, to get back to his idol, and he could almost fancy
the sweet smile she would give in welcome, even if she
regarded him only as a friend. He paced the floor of
his room, too restless to try to sleep. John came in
very quietly and handed him his dressing gown, and
lingered to help him in any way he could, for he felt
that the master's heart was troubled, and, servant that
he was, he, too, was worried at Mabel's departure.
After Colonel Chester had dismissed him and was
trying to rest, as he leaned back in his easy-chair near
the shaded drop-light, he saw, glistening in the mellow
radiance, a shining strand of hair on the breast of his
dressing gown. He took it and looked at it curiously,
holding it near the light.
"A woman's hair," he said, "and on my coat ! How
came it here? And I do believe it is IMabel's! See
how it clings to my finger, and the richness of its hue !
I would like to know how it got on this garment. Has
her dear head rested on it, and how came it to do so ?"
A book lay on the table near, and he drew it to him
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to lay the hair away. He opened at the fly-leaf upon
which his name was written, and under his name he
saw in Mabel's writing,
"Oh, Heaven! were man constant he were perfect"
'What does this mean?" he said. "Did you doubt
my constancy, darling, and did you care? Ah, Mabel,
you are giving me light ! Love had come as I said, and
I will find you now if it costs my life. I understand
this quotation, but the hair is a mystery. Dear little
girl, could I see you now I would hold your beautiful
head so close to my heart you would hear it throbbing
with love for you. How could you believe me false
after all the proofs I had given of devotion? Where
are you now, my love, while I sit here longing for you ?
Augusta said for me to sleep, but how can I sleep when
heart and brain are on fire?"
He rose and paced the floor, trying to overcome his
impatience to be at work hunting for Mabel, and so
Mrs. Rowland found him when she came to see how he
"Rudolf," she said, "I sent you to rest, and here
you are pacing the floor like a caged lion."
"I can't help it," he said. "If you knew half how-
miserable I am, you would understand how impossible
it is for me to be still."
"Brother," she said, "tell me truly, are you not
more interested in Mabel than you have let me be-
lieve? You act like a man deeply in love."
"And so I am," he replied. "I adore her, and the
disappointment and suspense are killing me."
"Why didn't you tell me of this before?" she asked.
"Because she gave me no hope, and it would have
embarrassed her to have you know it, and made her
leave, while it was more than I could bear to lose her
altogether," he answered.
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"I believe she found that she loved you after her
return, and that accounts for her restlessness and
homesickness. She missed you, brother."
"Do you think so?" he asked. "Precious child! I
must find you now that there is hope for me. Au-
gusta, if my search should be fruitless, then madness
"I pray it may not be either. Rudolf, my only
earthly comfort now, for my sake control yourself and
hope for the best," pleaded his sister.
"See here," he said, "what I found on my coat."
She took the strand of hair he held and looked at it
"Mabel's hair!" she said. "How came it there?"
"I don't know, but I rejoice to find it. Tell me of
her, my sister ; is she as pretty as when I saw her last?"
"Prettier, I think, and more lovable. I do not won-
der that you love her, but do, my dear boy, love with
"Louis and I can't do that," he said. It is life or
death to us."
"But, dear, Mabel can be found. Be of good cheer,
try to rest, and save your strength to hunt for her.
Call the police to help you."
"Don't you know her well enough to know if I were
to put them on her track when she is trying to hide
from me that she never would forgive me?" he asked.
"And you are going to try to find her unaided?
Poor bo)^ ! You certainly do have a hard time winning
your happiness. If you and she had not been so still-
tongued none of this would have occurred, for I would
have assured Mabel that you were true and gotten her
to await an explanation of your letter. Knowing you
as I do, I know it would be impossible for you to
change as she believed you had, and fled, poor child, to
keep from seeing you give another the devotion hither-
to lavished on her."
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"I know now that my letter was hard to understand,
but I had assured her so often of my constancy and
loved her so devotedly, I thought she could believe
nothing else, even if she never loved me in return.
But, alas, my fond hopes are doomed to disappoint-
ment, and I cannot face the future years. My heart
cries out for Mabel. I must appear silly to you, sister,
but you can't know how dear she is to me."
Mrs. Rowland sighed as she answered :
"Not to me, brother, for I, too, have loved and have
seen the grave close over my darling."
"And yet you lived ! Augusta, if I lose Mabel I will
not live," he declared.
"You would be too brave a man to end your own
life. Think of those who live on through intense suf-
fering for years and never seek relief in death. If
you believed in the God Mabel worships you could
bear trouble better. He would help you. And, Ru-
dolph, I don't say it to force you in any way or to add
to what you already endure, but I honestly believe if
you find our dear one she will never be yours as long
as you are what you are. I heard her one day when
she thought no one was near, and she was praying so
earnestly for you."
Colonel Chester's eyes grew moist, and he pulled
his moustache as he did when at a loss what to say.
"Go on," he said, as his sister stopped. "Teirme
"I will have to go to Elise soon, for she wanted to
hear from you before she slept. We must keep from
her the cause of Mabel's flight, for it would grieve her
very much to know her coming caused all this trouble.
I hope Mabel will see her folly and return soon. She
knows how I love and need her and how responsible
I feel, having persuaded her parents to let me bring
"You say my little girl prayed for me?" he asked.
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"Bless her pure heart ! I beHeve if there is any truly
good woman she is that one."
"Yes, she is good," rejoined Mrs. Rowland, "and if
she could see you the same she would be supremely
"Then, for her sake, I wish I felt as she does," he
"Oh, brother, wish it for your own sake. I must
leave you now. Try to rest, and don't let yourself fear
that Mabel is gone to stay. You will have to see
Louis as soon as you can, and you must be bright."
"How is the dear fellow?" asked Colonel Chester.
"I have been so taken up by this fresh sorrow I
neglected to ask about him."
"He is doing very well, right now, I believe. I am
more worried on your account than his. I want to see
that look get off your face. Good-night, my boy," and
tenderly as a mother might have done she put her arms
around the stalwart man and kissed him.
"Good-night, sister," he said. "You have com-
forted me much, though until I find my darling there
won't be any real peace for me."
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Anxious as Colonel Chester was to begin his search
for Mabel, yet he had to control himself and give his
partner an exhaustive report of the case they were en-
gaged upon, so that he might take it all in hand. His
work over, he said :
"Now you will have to do this all yourself, for I
am obliged to look after some business I am vitally
"Anything I can do to help you?" asked the other.
"Nothing, thank you, only to attend to our law of-
fice. I shall be away a great deal of the time, and
you will have to represent both."
"To the best of my ability. Get to your work at
once, for you are worried, I see," his friend advised.
As Dr. Warren's calling led him to so many
places, and he already knew of his love, Colonel Ches-
ter went to him to get his assistance in finding Mabel.
"So she has gone !" exclaimed the old man. "Well,
well, these women are enigmas. What is the reason
they can't trust a man ! Yes, my boy, I'll do all I can
in a quiet way to find the child, and when she is found,
Rudolf, you hold her while some'body runs for the
preacher, and have the knot tied at once, lest she should
vanish again. I am interested in her myself; have
been ever since she pulled through that attack of fever.
But she will keep out of my way, because I am your
family physician. Cheer up, though, and let us hope.
You deserve her, I think, and she can do no better than
to give herself into your keeping. But, hark ye, lad,
don't let this prey on your mind till it sends you to
Louis," warned the doctor.
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Elise met him with her gentle sympathy.
"Haf you not find her yet?" she asked in her pretty,
"No, child," he said; "she has flown far away."
"Did she not lofe you and our sister?" the girl
"She was devoted to Augusta," he answered.
"And not to you! She would haf to lofe one so
kint and goot."
"I am not good," he said.
"Not?" and the blue eyes opened wide. "You are
so goot to me, and I lofe you much."
"Do you, little sister," he smiled. "Then you must
love our Mabel, too."
"She iss much trouble to you. I not lofe her if she
keep you looking so tired and worn," declared the girl.
"She is not to blame," he said, for he could not hear
his idol charged with his suffering, and even his sweet
young sister must be careful.
Elise was very winning, and made her way
into the hearts of all the household, but there
was a place sacred to the absent one. even she
could not fill. Mrs. Rowland grieved sorely, though
for her brother's sake she tried to keep up hope, yet as
time passed and no trace of Mabel could be found, she
lost heart. Colonel Chester took a trip to Mabel's
native place, ostensibly to see about investing
in property there, but really to see if Mabel might
not have gone home, and there he heard she was with
her friends still. He kept well out of sight of the Gor-
dons, for he couldn't answer their questions about her.
He had looked faithfully the city over, and sometimes
he was filled with hope by the poise of a dainty head,
which, when turned, crushed him with disappointment,
for no pansy-blue eyes looked into his and no rebel-
lious gold-brown curls clustered around the fair fore-
head. The long, tiresome search was telling on him,
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and his sister's anxiety increased. Louis was improv-
ing rapidly, her hopes for him growing brighter every
day, and now her splendid Rudolf seemed to be sink-
ing into the gloom from which the other was emerging.
Why were her boys doomed to such sadness !
During Mabel's stay with them he often wanted to
accompany her to divine service, not that he cared for
anything he might hear, but to be with her. Yet fear-
ing she might think he was feigning an interest in re-
ligion to win her, and, knowing how she despised du-
plicity, he never asked to go with her; but after her
flight he was often at the different churches, knowing
if she went out at all it would be there. Elise gen-
erally accompanied him, when near enough, and the
impression went abroad that he had brought a wife
home with him. Mrs. Rowland begged him to give
up his hunt and try to accept his fate, but he answered :
"I can't while I have no proof of her death or mar-
riage. If it worries you to see me as I am, take Elise
and travel. I must stay where there is hope of some
time seeing Mabel."
"Indeed, we will not leave you thus," replied his
sister, "and if I can help you in any way I want to do
it. I miss Mabel, too, and want her back again."
"You seem to be quite happy, I think, and easily con-
soled ; but, then, she was not to you all she was and is
to me. I am getting disheartened about my search,"
he said sadly.
"And it is telling on you," returned Mrs. Rowland.
"Won't you try to quit thinking as you do? I hear
you at night, when you should be asleep, and your ap-
petite is almost gone. Even your fine health will give
way under the strain."
"At that rate, my looks will not please my darling
when I find her," he said, "and she may not like me.
Well, health and strength are spent for her. Let me
alone, sister; I am satisfied only when seeking her."
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"I am powerless to help you," sighed the lady. "Oh,
that the Almighty would give you strength and com-
fort you ! Rudolf, you know where Mabel found help,
and where she would have you go to find peace, and if
you would ask divine guidance no doubt you would
be helped. Don't hold onto your poor, powerless in-
fidelity any longer, when your heart is starving for the
comfort it should receive gladly. Go to the Lord,
Mabel's dear Lord, and ask Him to help you."
"Don't you think it would be somewhat cowardly in
me to scoff at Him as I have in my prosperity, and
then, as soon as trouble comes, fly to him?"
"He may be doing this to bring you to Him, for His
ways are past finding out, you know, and, knowing
your heart is wrapped up in that girl. He causes you
to lose your idol, perhaps, to draw you to Him. Mabel
could find the hand of Providence in it somewhere."
"Dear child !" he said, "her faith was beautiful, and
if I ever do change it will be due to her influence."
"She was a help to me," said the lady. "Those par-
ents builded better than they knew when they trained
her heart and mind."
"She was a revelation to me of all that was pure
and sweet," he said, "and if I fail to find her the sun
of my life will go down in darkness."
"Had I dreamed of such as this coming to you that
girl would have stayed in her own home, much as I
fancied her," replied Mrs. Rowland.
"Never speak of her in that way to me again if you
love me," her brother said, more sternly than she ever
knew him. "She is not to blame, and how know you
what she may be enduring now, for I feel that she
loved me, and her heart carries a burden, too."
"Poor child ! that is true. Well, there is only One
can bring peace to you both, and I pray He will pity
you. I know where Mabel goes to be cheered, when
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her heart is sad, and I wish you would go to Him.
God bless you, my brother, and open your heart to re-
ceive the comfort He alone can give."
Touching her lips to the broad brow, Mrs. Row-
land said good-night and went softly away.
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And what of Mabel all this time? How had the
days passed to her, separated from those she loved?
Was it possible to hush the cry of her hungry heart?
No; every day was a warfare, for she longed unceas-
ingly for her dear ones, and to forget the intense long-
ing she worked untiringly, thereby winning the good
will of Madame Dufour and of the girls she often as-
sisted. She kept out of sight as much as possible, and
never went out unveiled, or, if at night, she wore dark
glasses to protect her eyes, and her riotous curls she
pulled into subjection.
As Mrs. Rowland seldom went out she had no fear
of meeting her. She had seen Colonel Chester sev-
eral times, and her heart bounded at the sight of the
tall, erect figure.
Once she went with some of the girls to hear a
famous lecturer, and was so close to her one-time
lover she might have touched him, but a fair-haired
girl leaned on his arm, and she said to herself, "I do
not wonder that he loved her;" then, when she saw
his tender, protecting manner, and heard him speak her
name in the low, rich tones she remembered so well
and which vibrated on her heartstrings as no music
had ever done, she thought, "I know she must love
him, and of course they are happy; so if life is sweet
to him I can bear its bitterness, for I have a consola-
tion he knows nothing of.
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'Dear Lord, if it is best.
Make him more glad!
Give to him joy and rest;
I may be sad —
/ can most lonely be,
Dear Lord, if only he
Is made more glad.' "
He had a right to woo and win that sweet girl, but
it was strange he could change so soon; then she re-
membered that she had given him no hope, and it was
not possible for a man to love on when he got no en-
couragement. She was to blame in not knowing her
own heart sooner, and if she awoke to the knowledge
too late, why she must bear the sad awakening — and
alone. No, not alone, for there was a never-failing
source of comfort to which she went and received full
measure of strength. So she lived, every day growing
gentler and sweeter, drawing to her those near, espe-
cially all troubled souls, for her sympathy was bound-
less. In helping others to bear their burdens her own
grew lighter, and she found a degree of contentment
she had not thought to reach.
Believing Colonel Chester to be happy helped to
make her so, for his welfare and happiness concerned
her more than all else.
It seemed fated that she should live out life alone,
and, since such must be, she would brighten all other
lives as much as possible. Whenever there was any
trouble bet^veen some girl and her lover, to Mabel flew
the distressed damsel, confident that help and sympa-
thy would be found there.
"Mabel," sometimes was said, "you are so young and
pretty, it is strange you never have any love affairs to
tell us. Where are the men's eyes that they do not see
how lovely you are?"
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And she smiled and said they showed good sense to
pass her by for the others.
*'Love is not for me," she said, "and I do not ex-
"The idea of a girl so attractive as yourself believ-
ing that ! It is unheard of," and Mabel smiled and said
nothing to the exclamations of her friends.
Once she thought life held love in abundance for
her. When she waited for Allan how fair and prom-
ising stretched the future before her, and after she had
outgrown the bitter disappointment he caused and
learned of a deeper, more lasting love, and believed
that the years to come held joy unthought of before,
came a blow that shattered every earthly hope. She
thought of her old music teacher and her buried
dream. She was not alone in her experience.
For not many live who have not laid,
With bleeding heart, some hope away,
On which all happiness was stayed,
From which came every brightening ray.
Sad as her lot was, it was better than Eleanor's,
she thought, for how could she bear to know she had
helped to close those prison-like doors on any one?
That was worse than to give up her lover to another
woman worthy to be his w^ife. So far as Colonel Ches-
ter's temporal happiness was concerned, she was satis-
fied, but his eternal welfare lay on her heart, and
daily she prayed for the noble man whom she believed
the Savior must love, even as He looked upon the young
ruler and loved him; and some day the portals of the
heart, seemingly closed to the knock of the Stranger
without, would swing open and a joyful welcome bo
given the loving Guest. To think of him as being lost
was too bitter, and earnestly she prayed, "Oh, God,
whatever thou dost call upon me to suffer I will bear,
but Spare him whom I loved. He must be saved.
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" 'Dear Lord, both he and I
Are far from strong;
To each of us be nigh;
The way is lon'g.
Perhaps he needs not me —
Jesus, we both need thee;
Make us more strong.' "
Sometimes in thinking about him she felt that she
would give her life to have his hands clasp hers in the
old way and hear the full-toned voice murmur, "Ma-
bel !" as he once called her. But there was sin in such
thoughts, so she turned away from the sweet dream
and sought her Helper, and peace came to the troubled
heart, showing itself in the fair face and making her
even more lovely, for sorrows rightly borne do bring
out the beauty of the soul, and there is no other so
Beauty of coloring will fade, and contour lost its
symmetry, but a pure, devout spirit possesses a charm
that never leaves.
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And hand to hand in greeting.
The past, with all its fears,
Its silence and its tears.
Its lonely, yearning years.
Shall vanish in the moment of the meeting."
Long after Mabel had struggled into peace and
comparative happiness, content to take up her burden
and bear it patiently, as becomes one who believes the
hereafter holds recompense for all suffering rightly
endured during the earthly pilgrimage, there came a
shock that almost stunned her.
While waiting for an order from Madame, she
picked up the paper and glanced over it, and her own
name among the advertisements caught her attention,
and she read :
"Mabel, for the love of heaven, come to me. We
fear our brother will die, and I need you. Come im-
Mrs. Rowland in trouble and needing her! She
mnust go ! It must be poor Louis who was dying.
She said our brother. Perhaps Colonel Chester and
his wife were out of the city. But if he was in the
house she must go to her friend. So to Madame she
went and told her that a very dear friend of hers was
in trouble, had sent for her, and she would have to go.
"You will come back soon ? I shall miss you," said
Madame, "and your associates will want you,"
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"I hate to leave you and them," the girl answered.
"You have all been so kind to me."
"Then prove that you like us by returning soon.
Here are your wages, and I must say you have earned
them," said Madame.
Mabel thanked her, and turned to say good-bye to
some of her friends. Then a few preparations and
she was on her way to Mrs. Rowland. As she went
up the broad steps she laid her hand caressingly on
the couchant brazen lions. Everything was dear to
her, and the flood of memories that rushed over her
as she stood once more within the dear familiar room
almost overpowered her. A strange servant answered
her ring at the door and showed her in, taking her
message to Mrs. Rowland that a lady wished to see
her. She had dropped her veil, and as the lady came
in she raised it, when Mrs. Rowland nearly fell.
"Mabel !" she gasped. "Where did you come from
and why have you stayed away so long?"
"I came from Madame Dufour's," she said. "Dear
Mrs. Rowland, will you not say you are glad to see
me? I obeyed your summons immediately."
"Glad ! Child, the word will not tell how I feel.
I am overjoyed. Oh, Mabel, Rudolf searched and
hunted everywhere for you, and when it all seemed in
vain his health gave way, and he lies now at death's
Colonel Chester dying! She had not once thought
of death in connection with him. She pressed her
hand to her heart, and with the other raised her hand-
kerchief to her lips, for she could not speak then.
Mrs. Rowland saw that she was very white.
"You are sick, child," she said. "I will get you
But Mabel shook her head.
"I am only tired. Please go on and tell me of your
trouble. I supposed 'twas Mr. Louis Chester of whom
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you spoke, and that possibly your brother was away
and you needed me to help you."
"I need you, yes; but Rudolf needs you more than
I," said her friend.
"Cannot his wife minister to him? I came to help
"Mabel, he is not married, and has never loved any-
one save you."
"Not married!" exclaimed the girl. "Has all our
suffering been for naught?"
"Yes, dear, and the mistake has cost my poor boy
almost his life. Dr. Warren says if anyone can help
him it is you, and even you may be too late. The bit-
ter disappointment, together with some low fever he
has contracted, seems to sap his life. I will take you
to him now, for every moment is precious ! When you
have seen our dear one I will explain to you all about
Elise, whom you will love. She already loves you. Be
very careful, dear, for any violent excitement may be
too much for him in his feeble state. Oh, Mabel, child,
God in His mercy grant you have not come too late!
My poor boy said if he were dying and you but called
his name 'twould bring him back."
Opening the door softly, she led the way into the
sick man's chamber, Mabel following, her heart beat-
ing almost to suffocation. The last time she saw him
he was in full possession of his manly beauty and
vigor, and now to see him there, so pale, so still, hardly
a breath stirring. She thought he was dead, and, un-
mindful of the nurse or Mrs. Rowland, she fell on
her knees beside him.
"Oh, my darling, my darling!" she exclaimed, "have
I come too late? Rudolf, my love, my life, speak to
At the sound of the loved voice he opened his eyes
and smiled faintly. She saw his lips move, and, lean-
ing over him, caught the whispered :
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"Mabel, my own ! At last, at last ! Thank God !"
She clasped her hands in an ecstacy of joy, the happy
tears flowing down her face.
"Oh, you said, 'Thank God !' Now, indeed, is my
cup of happiness full! Dear Lord, I thank Thee!"
And again she fell on her knees. They knew she
was pouring out her heart in thanksgiving to her
Savior, and Colonel Chester laid one thin hand on her
head as she knelt. As she raised her radiant face and
seated herself by him, she took his hand in both hers —
that strong hand that had saved her from death twice,
now so weak and thin. She held it to her mouth, kiss-
ing it softly, Mrs. Rowland smiling, with brimming
eyes, all the while.
"Darling." said the sick man, "have you no kisses
for my lips ?"
Mrs. Rowland saw that she blushed and hesitated,
so turned away, saying :
"Remember, dear, how near we came to losing
Then Mabel leaned over and pressed her warm,
glowing lips to his in their first meeting.
"I will live now," he said. "I have something to
live for. You love me, Mabel, and 3^ou came with the
sweet story. Dear, I am too weak to talk much, but
you tell me all."
"It is not possible to tell all," she said. "How I
longed to see you after I found that love had come as
3-ou said it would. I loved you then, but now that you
acknowledge your Creator you are doubly dear. I
must not talk much to you, but I will hold your pre-
cious hand in mine and be near you, and when we can
talk I will tell you all. Try to rest now, for Dr. War-
ren will keep me out if you are worse when he comes."
"I hear his step now," said Mrs. Rowland, as in he
came and greeted Mabel joyously.
"Well, Miss Prodigal," he said, "I am glad to see
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you in your proper place, but don't excite this chap or
you might kill him, and you have come near enough to
that already. A pretty route you have led us all, for
at my time of life it is a serious thing to be hunting
for runaway girls. Not only have you hurt Rudolf
but you worried me considerably."
"For which I humbly beg pardon," replied Mabel,
smiling. "But, doctor, give yourself no uneasiness
about my hurting your patient; he already looks bet-
The old man laid his fingers on Colonel Chester's
"Hum, yes ; his pulse is fuller and his face brighter.
Oh, he has the right physician now, so I can quit, and
you, my lady, may give up everything to get him back
to health. You've got something to live for now, eh,
Colonel Chester smiled in answer.
"Yes, ma'am," the doctor continued, "you very
nearly killed this boy, while his poor sister here has
had enough trouble to finish silvering her fine hair,
and if I had any worth speaking of to turn gray it
w^ould be white. I shouldn't be surprised if my bald-
ness w'as not in part attributable to your wild-goose
"I didn't fly southward, sir," said Mabel.
"You didn't! Then where have you been all this
"In New York."
"And Rudolf and I have hunted everywhere for
you ! Well, you know how to hide. Now that you
are found, pray stay in sight."
"I suppose," she said smilingly, "you want to keep
the few locks of hair you have left."
"Yes; and more than all, I want to keep this fine
fellow out of his grave." Then, dropping his light
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tone, "Ah, my child, you little know what he has suf-
"I see," she answered softly, "and, doctor, he is not
alone in that."
"Yes, child, we all know you have felt this, and you
did what you believed right. You and Rudolf must
never part again in this world."
Colonel Chester looked at her and she leaned down.
"You hear that," he said. "Never again shall you
"I will not," she replied; "I am yours forever."
"Now, Rudolf, I must talk sick room talk to you
a while," interposed Dr. Warren. "Let this girl
go and see Miss Elise and the other members of the
household, then she can come back to you and take
you into that place called by lovers 'paradise,' and
which I advise you to stay in as long as possible. I
have been in lover's 'paradise' myself once upon a
time, old and bald as I am, and have not lost sympathy
for poor, foolish folks."
"Don't stay long," said Colonel Chester, as Mabel
turned to go with Mrs. Rowland.
"Elise is very anxious to see you," said the latter as
they went in quest of the others, "and she can't imder-
stand why one so loved could have left us as you did.
We have never explained it as we believed it to be,
for, being of the nature she is, it would have troubled
her to death when she saw how grieved we were and
how Rudolf sank under his sorrow."
"She must never know," rejoined Mabel. "I was
to blame in not trusting Colonel Chester more, but it
was so hard to understand."
"Yes, it puzzled me, too, and I didn't blame you
after I guessed the cause of your flight. If you and
Rudolf hadn't been so shy and still-tongued none of
it would have occurred. He gave up entirely when
his strength failed, and seemed to sink into an apathy
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that alarmed me, and then I advertised, hoping against
hope that you might see it and come to me. Ah,
IMabel, you hold his all in your keeping. Deal gently
with him, dear."
With brimming eyes the girl looked her friend in
the face as she said :
''His happiness is dearer tc me than my life. I
speak to you, dear friend, as to my own precious
mother, for you know everything now. I wish I had
let Colonel Chester tell you sooner, but somehow I
feel that all this has not been in vain. How know we
but the sorrows he has known were heaven-sent? I
prayed so earnestly for his salvation, and if God an-
swered my prayer in this way I shall not murmur,
even if in gaining what was asked He led me through
deep waters. Both of us needed the trials we have
had, else a merciful Providence had never sent them."
"Rudolf believes so now, I think, and my heart re-
joices more than words can tell. He says with you to
help him he can be a good man."
"And he so noble, so far above me! Ah, my heart
bows in prayer for help from on high, that I may be
an humble instrument in leading him onward and up-
w^ard, since he looks to such a poor, frail creature as
"My dear," smiled Mrs. Rowland, "he looks upon
you as the incarnation of all that is good and pure,
and I bless the Lord that he has faith in you. Now
we will see Elise."
The young girls greeted each other pleasantly, and
Elise said :
"I haf much joy in welcoming you home, and hope
you will not leaf us again. Our dear brother hass
pined for you. Why did you go when he lofed you
" 'Twas a misunderstanding, dear," said Mrs. Row-
land, "but all is right now, and our brother will soon
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be well. Now, tell Mabel about yourself and how you
came to meet Rudolf."
So the girl talked in her pretty way to the eager lis-
tener, and told her of how he had spoken of Miss Gor-
don and the friends she and Elise were to be, "and
when we came Miss Gordon was not here, and my
kint brother hass worn himself away looking for her.
She not going to leaf us any more, eh ?"
"I'll answer for her," put in Mrs. Rowland. "No.
We all need her, even to the servants. When have
you heard, Mabel, from those dear home folks? Did
they ever know of your flight?"
"I kept that from them, and wrote as though with
you, and when my letters came and mother sent kind
messages to you, it was terrible to me not to be able
to run and tell you. I will have to go to see them be-
fore very long."
"Not till you get our boy well and strong; then we
will go. He is your patient now, and you must cure
him," replied Mrs. Rowland.
And he was her patient, wanting no other nurse near
him, and content to have her sit and hold his hand, the
very silence eloquent to both. When he grew stronger
he told her of his anxiety to see her and his dismay
at her flight; of his long, fruitless search, and bitter
sorrow when he realized she was lost to him.
She pitied him, then said :
"And all that time I was suffering, too. But I had
help you knew nothing of, for the faith you ridiculed
when I first knew you enabled me to bear my trou-
"I beg your pardon for my rudeness and thank you
for defending your faith as you did, for your fear-
lessness impressed me then, and your purity and sin-
cerity won upon me in a way I could not resist. When
I was in my great trouble, hunting for you, I went where
you were most likely to be found — the church — where
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T heard words that somehow comforted me, and gradu-
ally my heart opened to the truth. Augusta said you
prayed for me, and I could fancy you kneeling in
prayer for me, and it did me good. Dear little girl,
do you know Heaven sent you to me to be my salva-
"Colonel Chester," she began, but he interrupted
her with :
"I beg pardon, but whom did you address then.
If you spoke to me, I must tell you that I am Rudolf
to you. Tell me, Mabel, when you first discovered you
cared for me!"
"Upon my return w4th Mrs. Rowland the last time
we went home. I missed you so much and longed to
"Why did you not write me the sweet message?
'Twould have been bliss to me."
"I could not," she said, "and then I wanted to see
you when you found out all."
"Give me that box on my dressing table, please,"
he said. "I have something to show you."
She gave it to him and he took therefrom the little
purse he had treasured so long.
"My poor little purse !" she exclaimed. "Have you
kept it all this time?"
"Yes, and treasured it ; there is something else here.
Darling, how came this shining hair on the bosom of
She blushed, as she answered:
"I stole into your room one day. I wanted to see
you so very much, and seeing your gown I put my
arms around it and laid my head on the breast, and
that hair must have caught there."
"To be kept for a ray of hope to me," he said. "I
guessed that night that you loved me. Was it be-
cause of your love you left? I deserved better treat-
jnent from you."
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"I could not bear to stay and see another take my
place," she said, very low, and with downcast eyes.
"After telling you so often that a certain little hard-
to-conquer-rebel-girl was the only person capable of
filling that place, you could believe me so changeable?"
"I believe in you now entirely," she answered, "but
then you had no hope and were not to be blamed.
After I saw you with Elise, and noticed her beauty, I
fully believed she was your wife."
"You saw me with Elise? Where were you?"
"'Twas when Dr. Blank lectured. I was so close
to you once I could have touched you."
"And you were that near and let me pass on, when
my heart was hungering for you. Mabel, you were
cruel !" he exclaimed.
"Remember, I believed you married, and no good
could have come of speaking."
"What a 'Comedy of Errors' we have had," he said.
"Well, thank Heaven all that is over."
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As Colonel Chester gained strength. Dr. War-
ren recommended a daily drive in the balmy air and
life-giving sunshine, saying to him :
"John will drive carefully, and Miss- Gordon can go
"Will you ride with me?" asked the invalid, smil-
ing. "You refused once, you know."
"The circumstances were very different," she replied.
"I will go now, with pleasure. Shall not Elise accom-
"Not yet, please," he said, and Dr. Warren drew
down his face comically at the reply and Mabel's
During one of their rides they passed where a house
had been burned, and Mabel said :
"I never see such ruins but a feeling of sadness
comes over me, and I think of my own lost home."
Her companion's thin cheek burned, and he turned
to her, saying:
"Mabel, I have a confession to make to you. / had
your home burned, and no act of my life has been more
bitterly repented. Every allusion you have made to
it went like a dagger to my heart, and I would give
anything to undo that hasty act. I repented before
you came, and, after knowing and loving you, it has
been a horrible memory to me, while I wanted to con-
fess it all this time but had not courage."
"I have known it from the first of my stay here,
even before meeting you," she answered quietly. "I
heard you tell your sister about it when I unintention-
ally listened to a conversation between you."
"And that is why you refused me so often when I
offered my love?" said he.
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"Your infidelity and that act," she said. "I did feel
bitter toward you a long time, but your kindness and
nobility won me at last. Besides, I thought if God
could pardon the way you treated his dear Son, I, a
sinner, too, might forgive a fellow-one for making
"Let me give you another home," he begged; "it
shall be as pretty as the one I destroyed, and I'll try
to make you forget the sad scene, and also to win your
"My parents know nothing of the part you played
in their lives. They think you a good man for saving
me as you did. Father preferred my marrying at
home, but I think he will be satisfied now that he
"Are you?" he asked.
"Perfectly," she said. "You had but one fault in
my eyes and that is gone."
He raised her hand to his lips.
"Dear, pure-hearted child," he said, "God deal
with me as I do with your trust. Oh, Mabel, you can
never know how you fill my heart."
One day, some time after the ride, as Colonel Ches-
ter w^as reclining upon a sofa in Mrs. Rowland's
boudoir, lazily enjoying the society of the ladies, Mrs.
Rowland said to him :
"Rudolf, since you can't bear Mabel out of your
sight why not be married at once?"
The color surged over Mabel's face, Elise laughed
softly, and Colonel Chester smiled, as he answered :
"I guess of all present I am the most anxious for
that, but I have enough vanity to want to be a decent
looking groom, and not the pale, cadaverous looking
creature I am now, when our marriage takes place.
Besides, I want it to come off in the church she and I
went to first, and by that old minister. What do you
"I thought," she said, blushing, and speaking shyly.
206 MABEL GORDON
"that I would be married in my dear old home if I
ever wedded at all. I wanted my homefolks present."
"Well, we can send for Father and Mother Gordon
to come here," he said.
"But there are the others," she suggested.
"They will have to get along without seeing us.
I just can't let you leave me any more," he declared.
"Augusta, you get to work looking up pretty things,
and get the softest, whitest, silkiest dress to be found,
and a long veil."
"Stick to your law books, Rudolf, and keep out of
our province," advised his sister. "I'll get something
pretty enough to please you, and will enjoy the get-
ting. I was denied the pleasure of seeing my other
dear boy made happy, and to witness your joy gives
me great pleasure. It is time we were at work, Mabel.
Don't blush so, child; you are fulfilling the fate of
nearly all girls."
Amid the laughter of all, Mabel escaped from the
When Mrs. Rowland mentioned it again she said :
"I would like to get my things from Madame Du-
four, if you do not care."
"Certainly, child, if you wish," was the reply. So
the girls and Airs. Rowland started out on the mission
about which the lover was growing impatient.
Madame gave Mabel a warm welcome.
"You have stayed long," she said, "and we missed
"I have not come back to stay now," said the girl.
"We have come to get you to prepare an outfit
"Ah!" said the woman, quickly; "so the friend in
trouble was a lover. Yes, child, it will give me pleas-
ure to arrange your trousseau, and it shall be perfect
in fit and style."
"Tell her, Mabel," interposed Mrs. Rowland, "what
Rudolf says the dress must be."
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"Are you related to Mabel?" inquired Aladame.
"I am her friend, and the sister of the gentleman
she will marry," Mrs. Rowland replied.
"Might 1 ask his name?"
"Colonel Rudolf Chester."
"Indeed ! I certainly congratulate you, Mabel. You
quiet thing! Little did I think of such as this when
you were here. Colonel Chester's sweetheart in my
employ! Well, well !"
"You know him, then," said Mabel.
"He is my lawyer when I need one, and a kind
friend besides. Tell him I wall indeed make you a
beautiful dress. I wish I had known it when you were
here. And now," turning to Elise, "when shall we do
this for you ?"
"I haf no lofer," answered the girl, and Mrs. Row-
land added, "I shall keep her in Mabel's place."
As they neared home on their return, whom should
they meet but Allan Harvey, whose face lighted joy-
fully at sight of Mabel. He spoke courteously to
Mrs. Rowland, bowed low to Elise when presented to
her, but his hand closed warmly over Mabel's, who
was heartily glad to see him, and seeing her gladness
and knowing he was associated with her home, J\Irs.
Rowland said :
"I am going to treat you as ]\Irs. Gordon would
were you at her door. Come in and be one of us at
dinner, and talk to Mabel about those dear people you
He looked at Mabel.
"Do come," she said. "Oh, it seems so good to
meet someone I knew long ago."
"Thank you both," he said. "I shall accept your
kindness gladly, for I wanted to see you all, and then
I am now a kind of floating atom of humanity,"
"Your wife?" asked Mabel gently.
"Is dead," he answered. "She died in Italy six
208 MABEL GORDON
They went into the house and Mabel left him with
Elise, whose blue eyes filled with pity when he spoke,
while she flew to speak to Colonel Chester and tell
him that her old friend had called. He grumbled a
little to give her up to anyone else then, but she
Inughingly told him when all her life was to be spent
with him, he might spare an old friend a few hours.
Of course Mabel and Allan were left to talk over
their loved topics, and during the conversation he
told her of Lucile's death, and his loneliness.
"I came," he said, "hoping to find you free, and to
try to win you, but Miss Chester told me you were
out to-day purchasing the trousseau for your marriage
with Colonel Chester. I am disappointed, but not sur-
prised, as I believe you and he will suit. Well, again
I am too late."
His tone and patient, sad smile touched her.
"Don't let it grieve you, please. I can tell you of
one far better suited to you than I ever can be. Elise
would make you happy."
"She is a lovely girl," he said, "but don't tell me to
go to anyone else till I can somewhat conquer all I
feel. Perhaps in time I Avill go to some one for con-
solation. Let me call on you, won't you, and talk of
'long ago, when you and I were young,' and such sor-
row as has since come was unthought of. Ah, Mab,
if those days could only be recalled."
"Nay !" 'she said, "these are better."
"To you who love and are loved it may be so, but
to me who meet with disappointment all the time it
is impossible to think so."
His tone was hopeless, but Mabel knew him too
well to believe his life ruined, so she quietly led him
away from his griefs and left him with the gentle
Elise till she saw that he could brighten. When she
saw Colonel Chester again, he was all upset.
"What has clouded your brow, most noble sir?"
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"Read this," he said, handing her a letter, "and you
It was a letter from her father, answering Colonel
Chester's request for his consent to his marriage to
Mabel. It was very courteous, but he firmly said his
daughter must wed among her countrymen, and he
couldn't consent to the marriage. Her lover watched
her anxiously while she read, and when she finished
"You see what he says. Will it make any differ-
ence to you if he can't be persuaded to give his con-
"Certainly, if I thought he couldn't be won from his
standpoint," she answered.
"And the cup of happiness so near my lips is to be
dashed away. Fool that I was to think there was
aught of joy for me on earth," said he bitterly.
"Please be calm," she said. "You will be ill again
if you worry in this way. Just be patient and I will
write mother and tell her how you suffered, and how
my life is bound up in yours, and all will be well, I
believe it would be best for me to go home."
"And leave me here to endure the tedium of con-
valescence without you! I couldn't bear it. I can't
let you go away. You might never return, and then
the long, dismal years that I would have to pass alone !
Oh, I can't let you go."
"Be quiet," she said. "I won't go. I'll write to
mother and she will plead for you. You must be calm
while you are so feeble. Remember your brother's
sad fate and try to control yourself."
"Dearest," he said, "in everything else I am cool
and calm, but I have suffered so much through you it
is hard to control my emotions. When the tension of
dread is over I will be calm."
"Exhausted," she said. "I am afraid the ardent
lover may become the indifferent husband."
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"If I ever become indifferent to you," he said, "then
my claim as a husband will end."
"It certainly will," she replied, "for I will not yield
homage to indifference, sacredly as I hold marriage."
"You have no fears regarding me?" he asked.
"None. I trust you entirely, but don't promise too
much beforehand," she cautioned.
"Don't talk so, Mabel," he said. "Let me stay in
a fool's paradise as long as I can."
"Dear," she said, "if 'twas in my power to make
this earth paradise to you it would be done, and if my
love can make it seem so to you rest assured you
have it. Did I tell you what Allan said Mammy had
to say of me when he last saw her ? She is as fond as
ever of scripture quotations, and compared me to the
Queen of Sheba, whose beauty, she declared, 'done
'stonish ole King Solomon de time he went ter see her
an' tuck all dem fine tings, an' my chile gwine 'sprise
sum big pusson up Norf yit !' "
He laughed as she told him, and said :
"The old woman knew what she was talking about.
You have surprised one, and the more you reveal of
your character to me the more I admire you. Tell
me, Mabel, did you not care very much for Allan long
"Yes," she answered frankly, "but that was an
ephemeral fancy compared to what I feel for you ; as
a brook might be to the resistless river. Think no
more of it, for it was over long since, and he is only
my friend now. I hope he will become attached to
"You want him in the family, then, so you can see
him often. It is well that I trust you so entirely," he
She smiled up in his face and answered:
" 'Perfect love casteth out fear,' you know, and
could ours be improved upon!"
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After what seemed a long time to the impatient
lover, more letters came from Mabel's parents.
Mrs. Gordon wrote a tender, sympathetic letter, say-
ing that while she preferred her daughter marrying
near her, yet she was sure she could not fall into
Mr. Gordon consented reluctantly. He remembered
gratefully all Colonel Chester did for him when Wil-
lie's life hung in the balance, but he didn't want a son-
in-law from among those who had a hand in putting
the country in such a state. And when he was told of
the way he saved Mabel's life, he said if she'd been at
home none of it would have happened. As for Mrs.
Rowland's generosity, she had the pleasure of his
child's society, and, besides, it was merely returning
a small part of what they had lost. Willie and Nellie
put in a plea for the marriage, and when Mr. Gordon
found them all against him he yielded. But the Colo-
nel could keep his money and he would stay at home;
if his house was too humble for them to be married
in they might carry on their grand doings without
him to witness them. So he wrote that Mabel was of
age, and if she chose to marry him he had nothing to
say. That he wanted to repay him for his services in
Willie's trial, but preferred a pecuniary settlement.
Colonel Chester smiled as he read it. "The old
gentleman certainly belongs to the old South," said
he. "It is well for me that Mabel is reconstructed,
and that gentle mother comes in as she does. I must
hurry up matters, for fresh obstacles constantly arise,"
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As Mabel was sitting in Mrs. Rowland's private
parlor engaged in some fancy work while her lover
read to her, his sister came in, dressed as for a drive.
"Been out riding, Augusta?" asked the gentleman.
"Yes; Elise and I have been to see Louis, and he
seems to be doing finely; indeed, the superintendent
says he is well and might come home to stay."
"We tried that once," was the rejoinder, "and it
came near costing us dear."
"I know," answered the lady, "and I shudder when-
ever I think of it."
"Wait till I am recovered," said her brother, "and
then we'll take the boy home."
"You are gaining strength fast," said Mabel.
"Yes," said he, "but I'm not able to cope with a
"Another thing I have to tell you, Rudolf," con-
tinued his sister. "You know Eleanor's husband has
been dead some time. Well, she's been to see Louis,
and he told me of her kindness."
"And he thought her kind ! Poor simpleton, to let
her ruin his life, and now come about him with her
pretended regard," and Colonel Chester's face ex-
pressed the scorn he felt.
"You are too hard on her," said his sister. "Mabel,
can't you soften Rudolf's feelings toward Eleanor?"
"I have tried," replied the girl, "but he seems im-
placable, and I think, considering all for which he hns
received pardon, he might forgive a frail woman w b.o
has suffered as she must have done."
Colonel Chester's face reddened as he answered:
MABEL GORDON 313
"I am rebuked, but I can't exculpate Eleanor as you
two do. She might have been true to Louis had she
"We can always see the act," rejoined Mabel, "while
the motive is unseen, as are the many reasons conspir-
ing to cause it, hence we are not able to judge, and
somewhere — do you know where — we are told to judge
not lest we be judged. I think Mrs. Heath endured
enough, knowing she had helped to ruin your
"You are right, dear," said Mrs. Rowland, "and
it must be your task to win Rudolf from his way of
thinking. I have tried in vain."
"If Louis is ever the man he once was then I'll
forgive Eleanor, and till then not even Mabel can
change my feelings," declared the gentleman.
"So somebody besides a Gordon can be unforgiv-
ing," said Mabel slyly. "Ah, Colonel Chester, unless
you have done right always you can't afford your
Again he colored, but made no reply, so the subject
dropped there. Mabel suggested that Mrs. Rowland
call on Mrs. Heath and let her see she appreciated her
conduct, so the lady did, and there were tears in the
eyes of both when they met.
Mrs. Rowland thanked her for going to see Louis,
and told her what the superintendent said of his con-
dition, but that Rudolf feared to take him home then
as the other trial came near costing too dear.
"I am not afraid of him," said Mrs. Heath, quietly,
"and if he will accept it, my home is open to him."
"Do you mean," asked her visitor, "that you would
take my poor boy as he is."
"I do," said the other. "You can't know how I feel
toward him. You know I unwillingly aided in putting
l;im where he is, and if I can help in his restoration I
shall thank Heaven for the means of so doing."
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"Eleanor," exclaimed her friend, "you are a noble
"Thank yon," replied Mrs. Heath. "I hope to prove
iliat I am not the heartless being I've seemed to be.
I understand Colonel Chester does not think as you
do, and I can't blame him, for he doesn't know all
that was brought to bear upon me. He only knew his
brother's side, and it was natural he should feel bitter
toward me. If he knew all I've endured in these
years he surely would change."
"So Mabel and I tell him," put in her caller.
"I regretted," went on the other, "more than I can
tell, the effect upon him. It was bad enough to lose
faith in womankind, but to cause him to mock at re-
ligion was inexpressibly painful to me."
"He has changed," said Mrs. Rowland.
"I hoped he would when I saw him at church with
that lovely girl. My heart rejoiced and I prayed ear-
nestly for him. Is it true he is going to marry her?"
"Yes," replied Mrs. Rowland, "and I am so glad,
for her influence over him is wonderful. She is sin-
gularly good and true, and her pure life and childlike
faith have accomplished that which no divine could
have done with the strongest argument. A holy life
is the most powerful proof of the truth of God's
"I rejoice that he has changed." said Mrs. Heath.
"No one knows," Mrs. Rowland went on, "what a
burden I've carried because of my boys, and my heart
is full of joy and gratitude that the cloud is lifting
from their lives, and their prospects seem bright."
"I share your joy." said Eleanor, "for I have been
sorely grieved about them."
"Of the two I think yours was the heavier burden,"
said her friend. "I felt for you. as has Mabel also.
She has been your friend throughout."
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"For which," repHed Eleanor, "please give her my
thanks and tell her I long to know her."
"Will you not come to see us?" asked Mrs. Row-
"Pardon me, but that is impossible until Colonel
Chester's dislike of me is overcome," said Mrs. Heath.
"And so all the visiting must be done by me, I sup-
pose," returned Mrs. Rowland, smiling.
From Mrs. Heath she went to see Louis and found
that he was improving all the time. The superintend-
ent said he was a different man since Mrs. Heath's
visit, and if she were willing he would be glad to put
]Mr. Chester in her care. His madness had been partly
due to a wound received in the war, and a recent oper-
ation relieved that. The crushing disappointment
threw him off his balance, but now^ he was well in mind
When Mrs. Rowland spoke of Eleanor to Louis his
face lighted, and he told of her kindness to him. His
sister suggested he might yet win her, but he smiled
"I could not ask her," said he, "to link her life to
such a wreck as L She is too young and lovely for
a fate like that."
When he heard of her resolve to devote herself to
him he broke down and cried.
"She is too good for me," he said, "and I can't allow
her to sacrifice herself thus."
"It is her choice, brother, and it would be cruel to
deny her the pleasure of making amends for what she
unwillingly caused. You love her, I see, and she cares
only for you."
"It shall be as she pleases," he replied. "Augusta,
if ever a man had cause to love a woman I have cause
to love her, and if Rudolf knew her as I do he would
love her. If he cares for me as he did once he would
be fond of her for my sake. His Mabel is dear to me
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because of him. Sister, your boys have been great
sources of trouble to you; but it is over, I believe,
"I trust it is," said his sister, "and I believe the
happiness is greater than if no sorrow had been ours.
I will come again soon, my boy, and I hope to see your
joy complete. With Eleanor to care for you I shall be ^
Home went Mrs. Rowland with a light heart. At
last her boys wxre to be blest by the companionship of
women who would help them bear the trials of this
life, and lead them on to a higher one. Little did she
think when she met, seemingly by chance, the girl
trudging bravely along the dusty road that an influence
was coming into their lives through her which would
last through eternity — that the brilliant, cynical, in-
fidel would some day bow before the purity and sin-
cerity of the earnest young girl. The gentle mother
in training the child given to her care had not thought
of the power for good she wielded when she sowed the
seeds of truth and love, and taught her the simple
faith that could withstand repeated trials. Mammy
predicted she would some time do wonders.
"She bawn good, an' she bin trabblin' de straight
way eber sence," she declared. "She gwine keep on
growin' in grace 'n flourishin' lak ur green bay tree."'
MABEL GORDON 217
When Mabel knew how Mrs. Heath expressed
herself in regard to Louis she said:
**I will tell your brother of her noble conduct, and
his feelings certainly will change. He is too noble
himself to withhold the meed of love and admiration
due her. I'm glad you went to see her."
"I knew you would sympathize with her," said Mrs.
Rowland, "and she deserves all your praise. If she
and Louis do conclude to be married would it not be
nice for yours with Rudolf to come off at the same
time? Where is he now?"
"At his office," replied the girl. Elise and I were to
drive down for him, and we also have to go to Mad-
"Be off, then, and dress for your ride. I know Ru-
dolf isn't thinking of law when he is expecting you,"
said the lady, smiling.
When the girls appeared she looked with fond pride
upon them. Elise, with her dazzlingly fair skin,
blonde hair and clear blue eyes, and Mabel with her
gold-brown curls, complexion of velvety softness, and
dark, unfathomable eyes, with their long lashes,
made as pretty a picture as she cared to see, and so
thought Colonel Chester as he met them.
"You are tardy, young ladies," said he, as he seated
himself in the carriage. "What detained you?"
Elsie glanced at Mabel and laughed.
"We haf to go and see some work at the Madame's,"
"Are you having dresses made, little sister?" he
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"I wass not seeing my dress made just now," replied
Elise, again smiling.
"Ah," said he, "then it must be this young lady. I
am an admirer of pretty gowns. May I not see these?"
"They are not for you to see," responded Mabel.
"Not for me to see," he exclaimed; "pray tell me,
then, for whom they are intended ?"
"I sha'n't answer your question," retorted the girl.
"Don't," said he. "Just be quiet and let me look
at you. A little pout becomes her, eh, Elise?"
Reaching the house Mabel said to him :
"Come with me to the library; I have something
to say to you."
His face became grave and he followed her into the
room and seated himself opposite her. She saw his
anxious expression and smiled, saying:
"Don't be alarmed."
"I felt a little worried," he said, "lest that unrecon-
structed father of yours might have raised some new
objections to his future son-in-law."
"No," she said, "he has said no more. I wish so
much he and mother would come to see us. You have
no idea how it troubles me."
"I know it, dear," he said, "and you shall see that I
appreciate the sacrifice you are making for me. Mabel,
please hurry up the preparations, and let me soon
claim you as my very own, and then the wife shall feel
that she is all the world to her husband."
"We will speak of that directly," she answered.
"Now hear me," and she proceeded to tell him
Eleanor's resolve and her devotion to Louis.
He listened closely, and when she finished, said :
"It seems that I have misjudged a good woman,
and all that I can do to make amends will be done.
T am overjoyed to know that at last poor Louis is to
realize his dream of happiness, and I'll beg his sweet-
heart to forgive me for believing evil of her all this
MABEL GORDON 219
time. Appearances won't do to judge by. You were
right in her case. Mabel, I believe now in an over-
ruling Providence, and you were undoubtedly sent to
me, through it took you a long time to find it out, but
since you have recognized the fact you make me happy
enough to let all the suffering go. You are "
"Hush," she said, laying her hand on his mouth,
"you are too much of a flatterer."
He pressed a kiss on her hand, then drew a box
from his pocket, and opening it slipped a sparkling
ring on her finger.
"There now," said he, "you are fettered. I or-
dered this ring made for you and it came to-day. I
have another for the occasion — a plain band of gold.
Do you like this ring, love?"
"It is beautiful," she said. "What perfect taste
"I think so," he returned, "especially in choosing a
"Your nonsense has begun again," she said. "Let
us go to Mrs. Rowland and tell her that you are ready
to receive Eleanor as a sister. Come."
He rose slowly.
"Little tyrant," said he, "you rule me completely."
"Your time is coming," she said, laughing.
Drawing her hand through his arm he walked on,
"I won your love by patient waiting, and, maybe,
by biding my time I may gain control of you, but be-
cause of your superiority in using your tongue I am
afraid you'll always be 'speaker of the house.' "
"And to reward you for that gallant speech I shall
not see you after tea. Elise will have to entertain your
"Why such severity? Can't I atone for my rude-
ness?" he asked.
"I have letters to write home," she replied. "Now
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make your good sister happy by telling her that you
feel as you should toward Eleanor."
He readily acknowledged his wrong, and as soon
as possible went to see Louis, and while there Mrs.
Heath came. Seeing Colonel Chester, she colored and
hesitated to enter, but he rose and met her, holding
out his hand and saying :
"I am glad to see you and to assure you of my friend-
ship. I ask pardon for judging you so unkindly. For
Louis' sake forgive me and let us be friends."
"I will," she said frankly, ''and I do not blame you."
"You are most kind," he said, "and you make me
ashamed of myself for holding the feelings I did."
"That is all gone," she said, "and we will think of
it no more."
Then turning to Louis she asked tenderly :
"How are you feeling to-day ?"
"Quite well," he answered, "and very happy. Au-
gusta brought me such good news from you when she
Colonel Chester walked to a window and stood look-
ing out as though he heard not a w-ord.
Mrs. Heath blushed, and Louis said softly :
"Is it true, Eleanor, that you are willing to devote
your life, young, lovely and rich, as you are, to one
so near a wreck as I ?"
"Yes," she said, "for unwillingly I helped to cause
your condition and I want to make amends if I can."
"Is that all ?" he asked. "For feeble as I am, I want
no woman, simply because she pities me, to join her
life to mine. Do you love me, Eleanor?"
"Yes, Louis. My only happiness is in being near
you and trying to make you happy," she answered
"And you will be my w^ife, at last?"
"Yes, Louis," she said simply.
"Thank God!" he exclaimed, the tears standing in
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his eyes. He folded her reverently in his arms a mo-
ment, then led her to his brother.
"Rudolf," said he, "wish me jo)^ Eleanor has said
she will be mine — my wife."
Colonel Chester cleared his throat before speaking,
and clasped his brother's hand as he said :
"From the bottom of my heart, too, I wish yon joy,
and welcome your Eleanor gladly as my sister. Now,
let me ask right here if we can't both be made happy
men at the same time?"
"I have been so long shut out from the sight of the
public that I shrink from people," answered Louis. "If
Eleanor prefers it, though, I will try to overcome my
"No," she said, "it shall be as you wish."
"We intended," said Colonel Chester, "having our
marriage in church."
"Let yours be there, then, and we will attend and
rejoice thereat. Afterwards ours can take place and all
be together at your house. You have not the dread of
being looked at that I have, brother. It is known gen-
erally that I have been here, and would be the cause of
much curiosity," said Louis.
"You will get over your feelings after a time," said
Colonel Chester. "When you are married you must
go away quite a while, and by the time you return you
will be accustomed to people."
"You will go with me, Louis?" asked Mrs. Heath,
and he answered:
"Anywhere with you, dear."
"And now, brother, as you have company far better
suited to your present state of mind and heart that I
can be, I will leave you. Mrs. Heath, I thank you for
what you are doing for our dear boy, and for us all,"
said Colonel Chester, as he took his leave.
Remembering how Mabel once fared, he felt a little
uneasiness about Mrs. Heath, and so expressed himself
223 MABEL GORDON
to the superintendent, but the latter reassured him by-
"There is no danger, sir. He is perfectly well, and
the lady has complete control of him, for he loves her
with all his heart."
So Colonel Chester drove home to tell his sister and
Mabel of the meeting between himself and Eleanor,
and of Louis' happiness, then on to his office, for he had
resumed work and was arranging his business so that
he might take a tour with his bride to her dear home.
He wondered how Mr. Gordon would receive him,
and he could not blame the old man for feeling as he
"I would hate any man who could wantonly destroy
my home," he thought. "How time changes every-
thing ! Little then did I think that my entire happiness
would ever depend on one of that trembling group. I
see where Mabel got her implacability from. She is
undoubtedly a daughter of old man Gordon, but the
gentle mother comes in, and it is well for me."
His thoughts were so full of Mabel, it was hard to
keep them on the dry law case.
*^And the lawyers smiled that afternoon
As he hummed in court an old love tune.'*
It was hard to realize that the cool, collected lawyer,
who at thirty-four boasted he knew nothing of love,
and the glowing, impassioned lover were the same man.
He was an object of astonishment to himself when he
thought of the great change wrought in him by the
earnest, pure-hearted girl — the child who came into his
life so quietly, and in spite of his sneers held on to her
faith, compelling the cold sceptic to yield to her gentle
MABEL GORDON 223
At last the day arrived, and all save the bride-elect
seemed very happy. She was sad because the beloved
parents could not witness an event of such solemn mo-
ment to her as her marriage. That afternoon as she
was alone in her room the door opened softly, and,
turning to see the intruder, Mabel exclaimed :
"Mother ! Oh, when did you come ?" and was folded
to that mother's breast to weep tears of joy. "Where
is father?" she asked. "Why didn't he come?"
"I left him at home," answered the mother. "He is
anxious to see you and he will welcome your husband,
to whom we all owe so much, but I couldn't get him to
"Have you seen Colonel Chester ?" next queried Ma-
"He met me at the station," said Mrs. Gordon. "I
wrote him not to tell you I would try to be here, lest
you might be disappointed. I don't wonder Willie
thinks of him what he does, and that you love him.
Your father, too, will yet love him as a son. Don't let
his absence sadden you, my darling; you have been
such a faithful daughter all will work out for your hap-
piness. All your people are waiting impatiently to
have you with them."
There were many questions to be asked and an-
swered and the time flew by to both. Later Mrs. Row-
land entered the room.
"Not dressed yet, Mabel !" she exclaimed. "Your
maid has been slow. Rudolf will tire himself out if you
don't soon put in your appearance. He insists on see-
224 MABEL GORDON
ing you before we start for the church, and the hour is
not far off."
"You will have to excuse my tardiness," said Mabel,
smiling. "I was so overjoyed at mother's coming. I
know now why you and Elise were smiling so much
"Yes, it was hard to keep our pleasant secret from
you," said the lady. "I am very glad your mother
came. Mrs. Gordon, this child was trying to keep from
us how she grieved over the absence of her parents.
She wanted to go back to her own dear home, but we
just couldn't let her do so, and I'm sure you will ap-
prove when you know all. Let me say, also, that when
you trained this girl you were preparing a blessing for
"If the Lord has let my child do any good I am
thankful," replied the mother, "and it is peculiarly
pleasing to know she can add to the happiness of one
to whose efforts in behalf of my son we owe much."
"Rudolf felt that he was indebted to you," said Mrs.
Rowland, "and he was."
Just then Elise appeared, holding a casket.
"Look, Mabel," she said; "I bring you this from
your lover, and he bids me say that he doesn't wonder
at your joy, but please remember him in your happi-
Mabel opened the box and took therefrom the gleam-
ing gift, and with a low cry of delight turned to her
"See," she said, "how lovely ! Is he not too good to
me, and am I not a happy girl to have such kindly
thought given me?"
"Save your rapture for Rudolf," said Mrs. Row-
land, smiling fondly, "and be still till I arrange your
veil and put on the jewels. This throat needs no orna-
ment, but that love-crazed man wants everything for
you, and he has suffered enough to have his way now.
MABEL GORDON 225
Take a good look in this mirror, then go and see what
your future lord wants, while Mrs. Gordon finishes her
toilette. The bride's mother must look her best."
"One last kiss, please, mother, and I'll go," said
Mabel, "and one from you, my other mother. Was
ever a girl so blest as I ?"
"Was ever one more deserving?" asked her mother,
and Mrs. Rowland answered :
Colonel Chester was standing in the spacious par-
lor looking faultlessly elegant and radiantly happy.
As Mabel seemed to float into the room he met her
quickly and led her where the light from the chande-
lier fell full upon her.
"Perfect," he pronounced, "from the veil to slip-
pers, but you look so ethereal I am almost afraid to
touch you. A bride adorned for her husband, and
beautiful to see, but, fair as the body is, the spirit is
far lovelier. Ah, Mabel, I know there is no happier
man than I in all the world."
The eyes raised to him were full of earnestness as
she replied :
"May you never have cause to feel otherwise. Oh,
Rudolf, I fairly sickened when I heard of the case you
took this week. I thought, what if he should ever
find life with me intolerable, and I have almost wearied
heaven with my prayers that I may be a blessing to
"Never think of yourself and that woman at the
same time," he said, "but I pity her more than I
blame. Entrusted from birth to the care of hirelings,
no high principles were ever implanted or cultivated
in her — the claims of her Creator never taught her —
she grew up selfish, vain, wholly given over to the
pleasures of the world, from which her mother had
vainly tried to extract happiness. Is it any wonder
her marriage should end disastrously ? You were for-
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tunate in having a mother who looked upon children
as a solemn, precious trust, not to be delegated to
others, however efficient, as long as she had strength to
discharge her duties. And I am a fortunate man to
win for my wife one with such an inheritance and
training. Now, tell me, sweet, if you are satisfied
"Can you doubt that?" she asked. "I wondered
wdiat there was in me to win such a man as yourself."
He smiled as he drew her nearer, and answered :
" '' 'Tzvas thy high purity of thought.
Thy soul-rcvcaling eye,
That placed me spellbound at thy feet;
Sweet zvanderer from the sky,'
and you look like a veritable wanderer from the sky
in all this misty white. Did you like my gift?"
"It is perfectly beautiful," she replied, "and you
were so kind to give me such jewels."
"You are bringing me that whose price is far above
rubies," said he, "but," smiling brightly, "I want a
necklace, too. of the kind no money can buy."
He bent his head, and two white arms, whose beauty
he had often admired, stole timidly round his neck
while his lips sought hers in the last kiss she would
receive as Mabel Gordon.
The marriage of Colonel Chester, woman hater and
cynic, was an interesting event in his world. There
was a general desire to see the person capable of win-
ning him, and when they saw the graceful girl and
noted the pure beauty of her face, when he took upon
himself the solemn vows of marriage, the decision was
that she was fitted to adorn the high position which
as his wife she would hold.
Dr. Warren was delighted to give the bride
aw^ay, for he knew how faithfully the lover served to
gain his prize, and what a prize he had secured.
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From the church the bridal party went to Mrs.
Heath's, where she and Louis were quietly married,
and then to Colonel Chester's house. While Eleanor
had not Mabel's fresh beauty, yet she was a very
handsome woman, and to the quiet man whose life had
been so long solitary and loveless she was the fairest
of all the fair women there. Rudolf and his Mabel
were not any happier than the two so strangely united,
while 'twas remarked by several that even the grooms
seemed no better pleased than did Mrs. Rowland and
Dr. Warren over the happy ending to the brothers'
"I can rest now," said the devoted sister.
"You forget Miss Chester isn't settled in life* yet,"
was the reply, to which the lady responded that she
was going to keep her for her own self, but from the
way x\llan Harvey, who was there, hovered about the
girl, some doubted that she would do so, and Mabel
hoped that he might become fond of Elise.
Mrs. Gordon was glad to renew her acquaintance
with the friend of Mabel's girlhood, and he greeted
the lady with deferential affection, and declared he
must have a long talk for the sake of "auld lang
"First of all," said he, "let me congratulate you
upon the brilliant marriage of your daughter. Ches-
ter is a fine fellow. He fairly adores his bride, and
no one blames him, she is so lovely. Can you realize
that she is the little girl we knew at Dellwood, and
who, at your command, gave me such nice cream, ber-
ries and bread, the like of which I've never tasted
since? If I come again, will you treat me as you did
then? Do you know, in all my travels I've never eaten
anything so delicious as the little luncheons in your
hospitable home. Ah, if one could only call back
"I will treat you just as before," said Mrs. Gordon,
228 MABEL GORDON
"but it is out of my power to give you the taste you
liad then. Can you come back the Allan we knew
ihen? You have seen much of the world and life, and
I fear the man has lost the freshness and pure enjoy-
ment of youth. Are you the same Allan we loved to
welcome to our home?"
Her kindly eyes were bent upon him in a way that
recalled some expressions he had seen in Mabel's face,
and he sighed as he answered :
"Ah, Mother Gordon, I wish I knew less of the
world and that I could be the boy you knew then ; but
Allan, the man, has suffered in many ways the boy
did not dream of. I did leave the right path a while,
and do you know who helped to bring me back ? 'Twas
a sweet, earnest, white-souled girl. Her prayers and
sympathy brought me again to myself, and I thank
her, and you, also, for what I am. Mabel's friendship
has held me on the right track many times. I am not
surprised that she has made such a noble woman. I
always knew there were great possibilities in her
make-up, and I shall always be glad that we ever met."
"All of which is very pleasant for me — her mother —
to hear. You were a great help to her, and she fre-
quently said she owed much to the stimulus you gave
her in studying. I missed you when you went away
and Mabel was lost for a while. You must come again
when Mrs. Rowland and Elise visit us. They want to
try the Springs."
The young man thanked Mrs. Gordon and assured
her he would go when her friend went, which he did.
Being thrown with Elise frequently, it came about as
Mabel hoped — in time Allan won the young girl's
heart, and, being one who could love quite comfortably
rnore than once, he gave the trusting girl such devo-
tion that she was perfectly content.
After the guests had left and Colonel Chester and
Mabel were alone, he said :
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"Let me, my wife, give you a home which I beg
you to accept in place of the one I deprived you of
Leaning her head on his breast, she answered :
"My home is here. Rudolf, life holds no dearer ob-
ject to me than yourself, and when I see you a conse-
crated Christian my happiness will be complete."
"You shall be satisfied," he said, "for when my puny
strength failed I realized my need of a higher power,
and if He will take such a sinner as I, and use me, I
am His. I owe so much to Him for sending you to
me my whole life service can never repay Him."
"Not that, dear," she said, "though your praise is
sweet to me, but because God so loved the world He
sent His only begotten Son to die for us, that we,
through Him, might have life eternal."
230 MABEL GORDON.
" ' 'Tis only a little grave/ they said;
'Only just a child that's dead.'
And so they quietly turned azvay
From the mound the spade had raised that day.
They little knew hozv deep a shade
That tiny grave in our home had made.
"I know the coffin was narrow and small —
One yard zvould have served as an ample pall —
And one man in his arms could have borne away
The rosebud and its freight of clay.
But I know that darling hopes were hid
Beneath that tiny cofUn lid."
The baby boy whose presence in the Gordon house-
hold had helped to make Mabel's departure more re-
gretful when she was last in her old home, had early
closed his eyes to all things earthly, and the home that
his baby ways had brightened so much felt the shade
caused by a "tiny grave," while the young parents
found life dreary without the sound of the sweet voice
and the touch of "waxen fingers." Their only com-
fort was in the belief that he was "born unto that un-
dying life," and that beyond the tomb "love would
some day claim its ovv^n."
Then another little life was given them, and, while
there was a place in their hearts sacred to the first-born
and departed child, yet the little one brought bright-
ness to them, and his fond young father introduced
him proudly to Mabel and her husband as :
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"Rudolf Chester Gordon."
"Named for me?" asked the new uncle. "Well,
this is a nice compliment, and a fine baby."
"We would have named our first one for you,"
said Willie, "but Nellie's father was declining, and
mine was not well, so we called him after his grand-
parents, but when this little chap came I said he must
be named for the noble man who came so quickly to
our aid when we sorely needed help."
The hands of the young men met in a warm clasp,
and Colonel Chester's eyes were suspiciously moist as
he replied :
"I appreciate your courtesy, but must insist that
no member of this family can feel under obligations
"Nevertheless," said Nellie, "we always will feel
so. Oh, you can't understand all we endured then,
and how much I have wanted to see you and thank
"You certainly discharged your part of the indebt-
edness you claim to owe when you advocated my cause
with the father here, and Mabel keeps me constantly
under obligations because of the happiness she gives
me." gallantly answered the lawer.
"Don't you think," asked Nellie, "that little Ru-
dolf resembles Mabel?"
"I am not expert in tracing resemblances in such
a young man as this," said the gentleman, smiling,
"but I believe there is something about his eyes like
"And his hair," said Willie, "what we can see
of it, bids fair to be the same shade of "
"Now brother," warned Mabel, "you are on danger-
ous ground, for I haven't forgotten your compli-
ments to my hair."
"You couldn't wish for prettier," put in Colonel
232 MABEL GORDON
"Oh, the blindness of a lover!" exclaimed Willie,
and his brother-in-law rejoined :
"My attack was later coming than yours, but I
wonder if I am any blinder than you were. How is
"My sisterly patience was often taxed," replied
Mabel, with a mischievous smile, "for, while I thought
Nellie pretty enough, I didn't think she was the ex-
tremely beautiful being Willie's ravings made her ap-
"Well, anyway," retorted her brother, his eyes twin-
kling, "I could always see that her hair had been
nicely combed, while say, Mab, have you brushed
MABEL GORDON. 233
"Well^ I am certainly glad to get my family to-
gether once more," said Mr. Gordon, settling himself
contentedly in his big armchair near the end of the
porch, shaded by a luxuriant honeysuckle vine, from
whose flowers a brilliant-plumaged humming-bird ex-
Mrs. Gordon sat near, her face reflecting the hap-
piness he expressed, for, while she had enjoyed her
trip and stay, to her the unpretentious home was the
sweetest place on earth, and to have all her dear ones
with her once more filled her with such joy that it
beamed from the kind eyes and made her look, so her
husband said, almost as young as the "girls," and far
Willie leaned against the railing — a fine type of a
prosperous young planter, broad shouldered, clean
limbed, bronzed cheeked, with a forehead fair as a
girl's, and earnest eyes that often sparkled with humor
but met all others frankly. Nellie, with her babe on
her lap, her dark eyes filled with the tender mother-
love, her rich-hued complexion and silky black hair,
her dress plain but perfectly neat; Mabel, dainty and
fair; Colonel Chester, polished and handsome, made a
family to be proud of.
Mr. Gordon continued, addressing Mabel :
"My daughter, we have needed you sadly many
times, though Nellie has been all to us we could ex-
pect, and I hoped to some time have you here to live.
Since it was willed otherwise, and you have chosen a
234: MABEL GORDON
husband away from us, I am glad you have done so
well, and by that I do not mean so far as worldly pos-
sessions go, but that you have married a man."
"Thank you, sir!" exclaimed Colonel Chester in
surprise, "I hope to prove worthy of your good opin-
"I owe this to you," said the old gentleman, "and
an honest man pays all kinds of debts, though he may
be a little slow sometimes. A Gordon, sir, never re-
pudiated an obligation of any sort. I remember our
need, and but for your assistance this gathering might
never have been, for Willie's conviction meant ruin to
us. Your kindness, as late events have shown, was
not wholly disinterested, still you were kind, and I ap-
preciate what you did."
"Ah! father," spoke Mabel, quickly, "you don't
know what he suffered then, for he left me very ill,
and he was hardly able to take up business at all."
"I would not have worked in any case then save the
one I did," said Colonel Chester very quietly, "and I
fell so far below the other counsel in my speech that
my work seemed nothing to me."
"We know better," responded Mr. Gordon, "and if
little Rudolf ever comes up to it we'll be satisfied, eh,
"I shall, sir," replied his son, and Mabel flashed a
smiling approval at him. Colonel Chester turned to
look his appreciation, but saw in the distance the spot
where the stately house once stood, and, seeing the
color dye his face. Mabel divined his feelings. Their
praise really hurt him.
"As for you, wife," said Mr. Gordon, "I don't think
I'll ever let you leave me again, even for a few days.
I was so lost without you."
"I think father regretted not going with you, moth-
er," said Willie. "It was pitiful to see how desolate
he seemed. He went about the place aimlessly, his
MABEL GORDON 235
hands clasped behind him, his head bent as if in grief,
and he looked years older. All of us pitied him, but
his greatest sympathizer was a gander, whose mate
"Oh, brother!" exclaimed Mabel, while Colonel
Chester laughed and Mrs. Gordon smiled.
"Father and he became real chums," declared Wil-
lie. "Wherever outdoors father went the gander fol-
lowed close at his heels, and hovered patiently near
the door when father came in the house. But the
faithful feathered friend has lost his mate again, for
father is too happy to be a congenial companion to a
"Father wasn't the only husband having trials
then," said Nellie. "Old Uncle Tony had a sad time."
"Was Peggy sick?" asked Mrs. Gordon.
"No more than usual," said Willie. "Old Tony is
a martyr to her aches all the time. Nellie often cites
him as a shining example for me to follow, but I si-
lence her by calling her attention to a number of cases
where wise husbands use the rod of correction v/hen
they think it is needed."
"But you don't approve of that," said Nellie, smil-
"Not as severely as some of the negroes administer
it, though really I believe those wives seem to respect
their husbands much more. Why, I heard one brag-
ging to another of her liege lord's prowess in that line.
Nellie, when I see your respect for me seriously dimin-
ishing ril adopt his method," laughingly warned the
"That's big talk, isn't it? He forgets I'm still a
strong man, doesn't he, daughter?" said Mr. Gordon,
"We know how to take his threats," she replied,
"but to be on the safe side Til try to keep hirn with
you, father, and under Uncle Tony's influence,"
236 MABEL GORDON
'Tell us the old man's trouble," said Mrs. Gordon.
"He seems bright enough now."
"I was sorry for him then," replied Nellie. "He
went about his work looking so sad and pa-
tient that I asked him if he was ill. 'No'm ; 'tain' sick-
ness wot bodderin' me now,' he said. 'Hit's wus 'n'
dat.' 'Well, do try to brighten up,' said I, 'for it makes
me feel bad to see you so droopy. Tell me your trou-
ble, and perhaps I can help you.' 'Ah-h-h,' he sighed,
and shook his head. 'Has father or Willie hurt your
feelings?' I asked. 'No'm,' he answered, 'dey duz
tawk mi'ty brash sumtimes, but I don' pay no tenshun
tub 'em.' "
"That's the truth," put in Mr. Gordon.
"He wouldn't tell me his trouble," continued Nellie,
"so I asked Aunt Peggy if she knew what worried
him. 'Oh !' she exclaimed, impatiently, 'Tony sich uh
ol' fool.' *Aunt Peggy !' I cried. 'He iz,' she affirmed.
'You know, honey, Tony mah secon' husbun'. Mah
fus 'n' bin dead long time, 'n' Simon, mah ol'es' son,
he seh dat he mus' hab mo' 'spect showed he pa, en he
dun gone 'n' tuck it in he head tub hab his fader
fune'l preach.' 'His funeral preached!' I exclaimed.
'Yessum,' she said ; 'I tole him it bin dun long ago 'n'
dat nigga bin dead too long tub be preachin' he fune'l
now ; 'sides it bin dun once, but he seh he don' 'member
nuttin' 'bout it, an' hit's boun' tub be preach' ergin,
an' Tony, he feel all upsot, 'n' seh he boun' tub go tuh
chu'ch caze it his chu'ch whar de fune'l gwine be
preach', an' 'twon't look well fo' him not tuh be dar,
an' he don' want tuh go.' "
"Very natural, I should say," said Colonel Chester,
laughing. "Did he become reconciled?"
"He seemed to think best to believe Aunt Peggy's
assurance that 'hearin' 'em tawk 'bout dat nigga not
gwine 'feet my feelin's tuh you, Tony,' for the next
Sabbath morning I saw him sitting out near his house,
MABEL GORDON 237
industriously brushing his head, and he came to get
the blacking to polish his shoes."
"Evidently he was not going to let anything in his
appearance cause Aunt Peggy to view him disparag-
ingly," said ]\Iabel.
"Father gave him a coat," went on Nellie,
"Willie a pair of trousers, I a cravat and col-
lar, and he treated himself to a new vest and pair
of shoes ; he had a good hat. Aunt Peggy was neatly
dressed, and they made a nice looking couple, but I
don't think he was altogether satisfied, for as they
passed through the yard I heard her say, 'Tony, don'
be sech uh fool' "
All laughed, and Colonel Chester said:
"You don't need theatres down here."
"Yes," replied Mr. Gordon, "we have comedy and
tragedy sadly mixed, but if all the negroes were such
as Peggy and Tony we'd never have any trouble with
"And Mammy," said Mabel.
"You must put on your prettiest dress when you go
to see her," said Nellie. "She lamented sorely not see-
ing you in bridal array."
"I had my picture taken in my dress as much for
her as ourselves," Mabel answered.
"The old lady won't be with us long," Mrs. Gordon
remarked, "and we will lose a faithful friend when
"Yes," assented Mr. Gordon, "she never upholds
her race in lawlessness. To tell the truth, low down
white men are more to blame than the negroes. They
are easily misled, and always trust pretended friends
more than real ones, while we bear the burdens."
"Suppose we go now to see Mammy," said Mabel.
"Nellie, call Queen Sheba to take Master Rudolf, and
you come help me dress."
538 MABEL GORDON
"You have a titled nurse, truly," said Colonel Ches-
"We have several queens about here," answered
Willie, "so we have to distinguish them, and this one
chose to call herself after the fine lady whose picture
in the bible impressed her greatly."
The dusky queen came in answer to the call, but
Baby Rudolf tucked his head under his mother's arn:
and refused any other nurse, so Nellie said :
"The little Colonel won't leave me, sister, anc
you'll have to let the queen be your tire-woman. She
delights in such service."
And to the queen's joy she was allow^ed the privi-
lege, for such it was to her. Like all her race, she
fairly doted on pretty apparel and enjoyed seeing hei
"white folks" nicely dressed almost as much as hei
And, to add to her happiness, Mabel told her she
should select the gown for her to w^ear; so she pickec
out a shimmering, pale green silk, trimmed with deli-
cately tinted pink and cascades of filmy lace. Wher
the toilette was completed she stood before Mabel with
open mouth and shining eyes.
"Oh, Miss Mabel !" she exclaimed, "all yo' lack?
ur bein' uh angul, iz Ttz/im^,?. Lawd o' mussy! Mam-
my pu'ly gwine shout w^hen she see yo' now. Lemme
git out'n hyur 'n' go tell de folks."
"Wait till you get my hat, please," said Mabel
smiling. "I hope you will like it."
Lifting the dainty creation with hands that trem-
bled, she placed it on Mabel's head, then with a bursi
of rapturous laughter she fled from the room, ane]
almost ran over Colonel Chester, who had sought
Mabel to know if he must "dress up, too."
"What's the matter w4th your maid?" he asked.
"She nearly knocked me down, and never stopped to
MABEL GORDON 339
"Poor, simple child," said Mabel, smiling, "she is
carried away with my dress, and has gone to tell the
others that they may share her joy. I must give her a
real pretty suit — she is so unselfish."
"As usual, kind," said Colonel Chester. "Mabel,
did you ever have anything nice that you didn't want
to share it with someone?"
"Nothing," she replied, "that I can remember,
save," and she smiled archly, "your heart."
"And that," he responded, "is wholly yours."
"But I mustn't come first of all," she said. "Don't
let me slip in before the One to whom we owe all that
we have. We are not allowed to make idols, you
She stood before him, her eyes raised to him with
the earnest look he knew so well, so fair, so pure, such
a vision of loveliness, that the lover-husband thought
he would almost be excusable for idolizing her.
As he put the finishing touches to his toilette he de-
clared he had never taken more pains with his ap-
pearance, for if he failed to stand approved before
such an important member of the family as Mammy
seemed to be his standing would certainly be affected.
In answer to his inquiry as to how he looked, Mabel
told him he only sought an expression of admiration,
and he was already vain enough. To which he replied
that he had never held a very exalted opinion of him-
self, but since he had succeeded in winning such a
woman as she he had concluded there must be some-
thing in him to admire.
The radiant face lifted to meet his caress expressed
what she teasingly refused to say in words, and he
smiled well satisfied.
"You are not complete yet," she said. "Where is
my little gift — your scarfpin?"
"Ah, my dearest piece of jewelry," said he. "A
token from and like you — this heart of pure gold, set
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with pearls, is emblematical of its donor. Certainly
I need it, and now the handsome cane Willie sent me,
and I think I'll pass. Come, my lady, your escort is
Queen had summoned Uncle Tony and Aunt
Peggy to join in her admiration, and when the couple
came out to start for Mammy's house the dark faces
expressed more delight than did any of the others,
though Willie admitted that "Mab looked stunning,
notwithstanding her red hair."
During the walk Colonel Chester remarked :
"Your old nurse's house is some distance from the
"It was near our pretty house," Mabel answered,
"and as that as we moved a short while before the
war ended, father didn't bring Mammy near the one
we fled to "
The gentleman's outflung hand stopped her.
"Darling," he almost groaned, "I beg you to hush."
For a little while there was silence between them,
then he resumed :
"I will be so glad when Willie builds the house he
intends and pulls down those awful chimneys. They
quite spoil all our nice times out on the piazza, loom-
ing up tall and lonely, and reminding me always of the
only act of vandalism I ever committed, and which I
have repented of enough to satisfy anyone. Surely I
suffered enough, but I don't blame you for holding
out like you did. Loving your home as you do, I
wonder that you ever could forgive and love the de-
stroyer of that home."
I loved first and forgave afterward," said Mabel,
but, had you remained an unbeliever, you would have
never been to me what you are now. Don't you think
trying to shake my faith was as bad as burning my
home? — one you did in the heat of passion, the other
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deliberately. A big, learned lawyer against a simple
girl. Aren't you ashamed ?"
"Heartily," he confessed, "but you are wrong;
'twas a foolish man trying to controvert the power of
a pure, sincere life. My scepticism had to yield to the
living proof of what perfect faith could do. I tell
you, Mabel, if Christians would live what they profess
to believe they could conquer all opposition."
"You are right," she admitted, "but we are not to
suppose one isn't sincere because he does wrong some-
times. We see the wrong act ; we can't see the agony
he may endure because of his fall, and isn't it comfort-
ing to know that the One who can give peace to the
burdened soul does see and understand! I think if
human beings could know what their fellow-creatures
often suffer they would be kinder in their judgments.
But, to change the subject, I am so glad you and
father agree politically."
"I am glad, too," responded Colonel Chester, "and
now that I've followed you and the mother religiously
I suppose you'll receive me into full fellowship."
"Mammy must pronounce upon you yet," said Ma-
bel, smiling, "and here we are at her house. I'm glad
to see it has been fixed up nicely."
"She has it decorated," said Colonel Chester.
"That is her crop of red pepper," explained Mabel.
"She saves it that way, and I think those ropes of red
make a pretty touch of color. They certainly look
natural to me."
Viney met them at the door, eyes and teeth shining
as she welcomed "little missy," and showed her to the
bed where Mammy, held down with age and infirmi-
ties, awaited the coming of her "chile." Colonel Ches-
ter's eyes moistened as he saw the rapturous meeting,
for the old nurse's arms went around the silken waist,
and for a few moments the fair face rested against the
242 'MABEL GORDON,
withered black one, while Mammy "blessed de Lawd"
for sparing her to see her "babe" once more.
Then, releasing Mabel, she held out her hand to the
gentleman, bidding him welcome for her darling's
"An' yo' dun married, honey," she said. "Yo' got
uh fine lookin' man, an' I 'spec's he gwine tek good keah
uh yo', do' I wuz 'posed tub de match twel Mis' Mar-
get telled me 'bout de turble times yo' bofe had 'cause
uh one nudder, an' dat he dun foun' de dear Sabior, an'
den I wuz willin'. De good Lawd let ole nigga see
huh chile an' her husban' cum tub de ol' home. It
ain' fine lak de one dem vilyuns 'stroyed, Mahs Run-
nel, long wid de pictur's 'n' chiny 'n' piannah, do' de
'stroyance o' dat nebber hind'unce my chile fum larnin'
music, same ez de town gals. A Gawd'n not tub be
tu'n'd fum ennyting dey sets out tub do, an' dis
blessed chile tawked de mattah wid me, an' de upshot
uh it all wuz we 'ranged fo' bur tub tek de lessons.
When yo' mar'd her, mahster, yo' didn't git no trash,
fo' we iz people."
"Mammy is on her favorite theme now," said Mabel,
"Let her talk," responded Colonel Chester; "I like
to hear her."
"Yas," went on Mammy, "I proud tub know uh
chile I he'p rais' dun so well, but I alius knowed dis
y gwine do fine. When she a little gal hip'n huh ma
in de house 'n' dairy, an' w^earin' huh gingum frocks,
I knowed dat sum day she'd be uh gran' lady, fo' de
bible seh dat dem whut's fa'ful in little things gwine
be made rulers ober great'ns, an' now hyuh she iz, all
dress up in bur silks 'n' jools, same ez Queen Jezebel,
V it do my ol' eyes good tub see huh." ^
"You still compare me to bible characters," said
Mabel, with a smiling glance at her husband. "Who
reads for you now, Mammy?"
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"Diff'unt ones. Siimtimes Miss Nellie fetches dat
blessed baby ober kyuh, 'n' she read, but none un 'em
reads lak yo', honey. Effen yo' ain' in uh hurry I'd
lak tub beer sum o' de sweet truf dis ebenin'. Viney,
fetch de Book tub little missy, an', Mahs Kunnel, ef
my feelin's gits de better o' me while my chile reads,
yo'll hatter 'scuse me. Mah book's wea'in' out, honey,
but it'll las' tell I'm dun needin' it. Dat's de same one
we uster cumfu't one 'nudder wid long 'go. Yo' 'mem-
b'unce dem times, I reck'n chile."
Mabel took the old book with gentle hands. The
leather binding showed much handling, and there were
numberless finger prints, for Mammy loved to turn
the pages, though she could read nothing of the pre-
cious truths it contained.
Mammy folded her hands on her breast and closed
her eyes. Viney took her seat at a respectful distance,
motioning to some little negroes, who peeped in jus!
then, to come and sit beside her. Colonel Chestei
rested his head against his hand, and Mabel began in
a low, clear tone :
" 'He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most
High, shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.' "
"Bless de Lawd!" exclaimed Mammy, and all
through the beautiful psalm she found cause for rap-
When the reading was finished and they were bid-
ding good-bye, Mammy held close the fair hand in a
clasp that loosened reluctantly.
"Cum soon ag'in," she pleaded, "fo' of Mammy
not goin' be hyuh long. She'll be watchin' 'n' waitin'
fo' yo' tub cum up tub de heabenly home, fo' please
Gawd, dar's de only place I'm pendin' on bein', an'
dat's de place He dun prepared fo' yo' chile. Hoi'
on tub yo' faith en' trus' de Lawd, 'n' He'll nebber
forsake yo'. He'll gie yo' strank fo' de trials, an'
fetch yo' safe through de dahk places 'n' deep wattahs.
244 MABEL GORDON
De Almi'ty Wings iz bin a restin' place fo' me, 'n' so
you'll fin' 'em ef yo'll 'bide unner de shadow o' 'em.
Dey tells me yo' iz uh great lawyer, Mahs Kun'l, but
yo' nebber kin know de floods o' glory de spehit poahs
into dis ol' nigga's soul. I prays de Lawd tub keep
yo' bofe close tub Him, fo' yo' bofe my chillun now.
Don't fo'git ol' Mammy, honey."
Placing her hand softly on her nurse's head, Mabel
"Colonel Chester will tell you I remember you too
well. He was a little jealous of my home folks."
" 'Twas so hard to get her to care for me," ex-
plained the husband, "and she longed always for her
dear ones here."
"And now," said Mabel, "he says my people shall
be his people." She looked at him, smiling, and he
" 'And thy God my God.'
"Amen! Amen!" exclaimed Mammy. "Hallelu-
yah ! Praise de Lam' ! Bless de Lawd, I'm see'n 'dis
Then she admonished "de Kun'l" :
"Now yo' got my chile, yo' mus' be mi'ty good tub
huh 'n' put huh in ez fine uh house ez dem "
Mabel's fingers gently laid on the old woman's lips,
checked further speech, for she saw the color rush into
her husband's face, and she said gayly:
"You should see the beautiful house he has given
me, and all the other nice things that are mine. I
only wish my dear ones could share my pleasures.
Even your pride would be satisfied."
"We'll enj'y knowin' 'bout it," said Mammy, "en
sum day we'll all share de glory o' dat manshun in de
skies. Oh, honey, it pays tub walk in de highway ef
even we duz fin' it tejus sumtimes. De heartaches will
en' sum day, an' de Lawd Hisself will wipe away our
tears. All dese aches'Il en' den, and' honey, dat 'minds
MABEL GORDON 245
me. Tell Mahster, uh Willie, my medsin all gone 'n'
I needs mo' spehits, too. Dese triflin' niggas whut
waits on me sumtimes tuh res' Viney drinks up de liq-
uor. 'Tends dey sick jes' ez long ez dar's uh drop in
de jug. I don' know wot iz goin' become on 'em."
"I'll see to it that you get a supply, and take pleas-
ure in so doing," said Colonel Chester, smiling at the
quick change of subject.
"Mammy needs something stimulating," spoke Ma-
bel, quickly. "We have been taught to look with
horror upon the use of strong drink. Father is an ex-
tremist in his views, but he gets Mammy all she needs
"Dat he do," put in the old woman, "en' I'd uh had
plenty now, but fo' dese idlin' niggas mekin' b'leeve
dey sick jes' tuh get my dram."
"I'll bring your medicines and the little gifts I have
for you and Viney, and will leave Colonel Chester at
home, and we'll have one of our old-time talks. You
remember how you used to smooth the tangles out of
my life as well as unruly hair, and cheered my heart
when it was sad."
Mammy gave Mabel a searching glance, which she
answered with a bright smile, at the same time laying
her hand on her husband's arm, seeing which the
nurse nodded her head with a satisfied expression on
"You's had yo' share o' trials," she said, "but, bless
de Lawd, yo' cum out victor'us. I prayed mi'tily,
honey, fo' yo' heavenly Fadar tuh be nigh yo' 'n' tuh
fetch yo' through puah. Ah, chile, ef yo' feet had'n'
bin stayed on de Rock, ol' Sat'n ud uh toted yo' boda-
shusly off; but yo' ma gin yo' tuh de Lawd when yo'
a tiny babe, 'n' yo' gin yo'se'f soon's yo' ol' 'nuff tuh
know whut yo' 'bout. You's hel' on tuh de faith, 'n'
now de clouds iz gone 'n' yo' iz at peace."
Promising to return soon, Mabel said "good-bye",
^46 MABEL GORDON
Colonel Chester lifted his hat, and the two turned
For a little time neither spoke, then the gentleman
broke the silence.
"Truly," said he, "you have in the negro a problem
hard to solve. I believe your old nurse is thoroughly
good and devoted, and don't wonder you love her as
you do. They all claim to be good, and seem very re-
ligious, and yet they set at naught the laws of God
and man whenever they please."
"They are a peculiar people," responded Mabel, "and
only Infinite Wisdom can know how to deal with
them in regard to the hereafter, but there is a part of
the problem those who are accustomed to them might
solve if they were not interfered with so much by
people who know nothing of them nor the situation,
and who really don't like them as we do. Now you
fought to free them, and can you tell me of one you
love as we do Mammy and the companions of our
"I cannot," answered he.
"And yet," she continued, "you are unwilling to
trust those who have been raised with them, and have
kindly feelings toward them, to manage them now."
"I am certainly willing to trust you," he replied.
"You've been converted," she retorted, smiling
archly, "but didn't it take a lot to effect the change!
Poor boy, you did have a hard lesson."
"All that is past," he said, "and I've entered into
peace. I can take up life with a cheerful heart. And,
sweet, I don't want to sadden you, but you must not
keep me away from my work too long, however pleas-
ant we may find it. I must rise now for the sake of
Mabel gave a sigh, and he asked :
"Does it hurt you so much for me to speak of your
going back? You are going with me, dearest."
MABEL GORDON M?
"Yes," she said, "and you know I would go with you
anywhere, and 'where thou lodgest I will lodge'; but
I can't help a feeling of sadness at the thought of
leaving my old home. Sometimes, Rudolf, when I
first went to stay with your sister I nearly died of
homesickness. I remember writing mother that all
the grand sights of New York had no charms for me —
the cotton fields at home were far prettier to my eyes."
"Dear, homesick, little girl," said he, tenderly; "so
sad at heart and yet so brave, and not only sad but
worried with my bearish ways. Mabel, will I ever
make amends to you for all my conduct?"
"That's all past, too," she answered, smiling up in
"And how changed life is to me," he said. "How
different, too, everything about here is now from what
it was when I first saw this place. War is a cruel
thing and should be the last resort."
"And ours," she said, "need not have been. Father
says all those questions, the settling of which cost
both sides so dearly, might have been settled in Con-
gress, and just think of the precious lives that would
have been spared, and of the suffering that might have
"I am inclined to think the old gentleman is right.
'Twas an awful struggle, and showed the world what
kind of soldiers we could put in the field. There were
deeds of daring on both sides unexcelled by any other
nation, still we might have gotten on very well with-
out those evidences of bravery," replied Colonel Ches-
"I think," said Mabel, "those soldiers who met in
honorable battle cherish only respect for each other.
Our people have no hard feelings toward men who
did their duty. 'Tis the wanton vandalism practiced
by some that "
"Mabel," he interrupted quickly, "you checked your
248 MABEL GORDON
old nurse when she would have spoken ; can't you spare
"Dear," she answered, "you are over-sensitive. I
didn't mean my remark for you, though we suffered
terribly because of what you did."
"I know it," he said earnestly. "I was sorry as soon
as my anger cooled, and after you came and stole into '
my heart — ah, well I found what suffering meant
when you steadfastly refused my love and left me.
If I caused sorrow, I also felt it."
The fingers of the hand he held tightened on his.
"I have heard," went on Mabel, "that some of our
men retaliated in kind on a few occasions, and I was
sorry, for we want to feel that they left no wounds
that even time fails to heal. Our leaders wanted
nothing unsoldierly in their men."
"You wrong ours," said he, "if you believe they en-
"You had some fine men," she acknowledged,
"magnanimous men, to whom we yield their meed of
praise; but "
"I know," said he, "and I grieve to acknowledge it,
that you have just cause to remember some bitterly."
"Well," she said, "the war is over, and the wounds
are healing some. I pray we may never have another,
and that the time will hasten when the Prince of Peace
will reign in the hearts of all men."
They had reached the summit of a little hill, at the
foot of which a brook rippled past and wound, like a
thread of silver, into the depths of the woods beyond,
whence came a bird's clear evening song.
Over the fields, where hung the heavy ears of corn,
the soft breeze brought the lowing of home-driven
cattle. A band of cotton-pickers were piling high the
fleecy staple, while they sung with fine effect an old
MABEL GORDON 249
Across the West the traveling day^
Was hast'ning to depart."
Long rays of golden light fell on the peaceful land-
scape and brought out the rich autumnal hues of the
Colonel Chester paused and removed his hat.
"Mabel," said he, "standing here with you and
taking in the quiet beauty of this scene, I do not won-
der you grew up so unspotted. These surroundings
fill me with reverence and recall a beautiful senti-
ment from a great writer: 'The world henceforth
becomes a temple, and life itself one continued act of
adoration.' To you, my beloved, I am indebted for
being able to understand his feelings, and am other
than the miserable unbeliever I was."
"Not to me," she cried. "Oh, Rudolf, not to me.
To our God give all the honor and glory."
"To Him first, of course," he replied, "but to you,
too, because of your unfaltering fidelity and sincerity.
Love, 'twas shameful in me to tease you as I did. Do
you remember my calling you 'Saint Mabel'?"
"Yes," she said; "but even then I had a hope you
would some day see the error of your way."
"For all you coolly told me you would never trou-
ble me about it, and seemed to think the heathen over
the seas more precious than I."
Lifting her face, filled with emotion, she answered :
"And now, and for all time, your welfare will be
my constant care. Always I bear you in my prayers
to Him who has brought us safely through so many
sorrows, who let us meet 'and read life's meaning in
each other's eyes.' And my earnest prayer is to be to
you a helpmeet indeed."
250 MABEL GORDON
Drawing her close within his arms, his rich tones
deepening as he spoke, he said :
"I know it. Ah, Mabel, sweet wife, of you it may
truly be said :
'' 'The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her.' "
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